Chapter 118 You are just a child-bearing tool(1/2)
Chapter 118 You are just a tool to give birth to children
Song Huashan sat next to Huo Tingyan with her eyes closed. Maybe with her eyes closed, she didn't have to look at the darkness in the world. With her eyes closed, she didn't have to pay attention to Huo Tingyan's coldness. More importantly, maybe with her eyes closed, she
You can close your eyes forever.
She had already explained to him that she left early in the morning just to see Hua Xiaocan, but he said it was because she had bad intentions. She was really shameful. Did she need to go behind his back and do those shady things?
But Song Huashan was also at a loss. She couldn't guess what Huo Tingyan was thinking now, and she didn't know what she was thinking now. More and more worries were turning her into a sandwich.
It's better to continue to close her eyes. In this case, maybe she won't see the countless troubles. She thought she could continue to be happy like this, but it was full of so many unknown factors. What else Song Huashan can do now is nothing more than
Something like accepting things as they come.
"Hey, we're going back." Huo Tingyan called, "We'll go back when she's well."
Song Huashan opened her eyes suddenly, "I want to answer the phone." But then she saw Huo Tingyan turned off the phone. "I just want to say something. Ask Xiaocan, how are you doing now?" Her complaint seemed to be
Somewhat powerless.
Huo Tingyan ignored her and drove the car as usual, treating her like air.
Song Huashan looked at his side face and had an illusion. Did she make a wrong choice? Why should she be controlled by him now?
"Stop the car," she said.
Huo Tingyan ignored her.
"Stop the car! I want to get off!" Song Huashan sat upright and said to him.
"We can't stop the car on the highway now." His words made her feel at ease.
"There is a highway intersection. Please stop. I want to get off." Song Huashan requested again.
Huo Tingyan gave her a profile look at this time, with the corners of his lips raised slightly, "Song Huashan, isn't it too late for you to pretend to be innocent now? If you really didn't want to go back with me, you should have chosen to go with Xu Jianfei, or go by yourself
Let’s go. You’ve already gotten into my car and you’re still arguing with me now? Why, are you so eager to get my attention?”
"You..." Song Huashan was completely stunned by his question. His tone and expression once again hit her self-confidence.
"If you don't want to deliberately pretend, then please don't look for unnecessary reasons. To put it bluntly, you are with me, you just get what you need. I give you material life, and you give me children." Huo Tingyan
These remarks completely defeated Song Huashan.
"You...what did you say?" Song Huashan's voice was trembling. Did she misunderstand him?
"Don't you understand? Can you start over with me? I just need a child. I want you to make up for your previous betrayal of me. I can promise you that as long as you obediently give birth to a child for me, there will be no relationship between us.
We don't owe each other, you can be with anyone you want. But you can't go anywhere before giving birth to a child for me." Huo Tingyan showed all his cards this time.
Song Huashan leaned against the car door as if she was stupid. Her tears couldn't help but fall down. Who is Huo Tingyan? He is a devil, a cruel devil. Day and night, in such a short time, he can
Easily beat yourself up and make yourself look less like a human being!
How ridiculous, he said so many love words, so many heart-warming words, just to induce her to go to bed and give him a child. Where did he get this theory? If you don't love, you won't love, and he used this
This is a way to insult her and tell her that you are just a tool to have children.
"I want to get off, I want to get off, I want to get off..." Song Huashan repeated this sentence. At this time, she could no longer be excited or stubborn. She just wanted to find someone to rely on.
She can cry loudly and find someone who can protect her.
This game is not fun, she doesn't want to play it anymore, she wants to be Xu Jianfei's Song Huashan again. He is too ambitious, but he refuses to give her even a small place.
"I want to get off the car, please let me get off the car, let me get off the car..." Song Huashan is a big brainless fool. When she heard Huo Tingyan's true words, she was so surprised. She thought she
She naively thought that Huo Tingyan loved her very much. So she quickly fell into love with him.
It can't be concealed that she fell in love with Huo Tingyan, fell in love with his indifference, fell in love with his impoverishment last night, but why couldn't she keep this love for a little longer, and it was all destroyed by her so quickly.
"You want to get off the car? You want to leave? Where else can you go now? Looking for Hua Xiaocan or Xu Jianfei? You have told Xu Jianfei to go away, how can you have the face to go to him? Hua Xiaocan, you have made her still
Isn't it enough? Are you trying to drag her down again? Song Hua
Shan, in fact, you are a big burden, a burden that makes everyone feel embarrassed." Huo Tingyan's words did not leave any trace of affection. Perhaps in his dictionary for Song Huashan, there was no trace of affection or affection in his dictionary.
"A burden?" Song Huashan repeated his words slowly. She sat upright, not wanting him to see her appearance at this time again, "Am I always a burden in your eyes? Is it the same in the past?"
Huo Tingyan gave her another unconscious sneer, "If it's not a burden, then what do you think you are? In my eyes, you are worthless at all. You are just a piece of junk that I have to stick to."
Song Huashan turned her head and looked at him in disbelief, "Bullshit?" How could he say such serious words to her? Song Huashan stretched out her hand to cover her painful chest. She had been dreaming of a princess for several days, and he and she
How painful it would have been for him if they were not together for the purpose of giving birth to a child. Song Huashan leaned to the side and folded her arms tightly. Is she so annoying?
It could make him so disgusted that he even used the word "disproportionate goods" on her.
She lowered her head and shed tears silently. She had nothing to say anymore. The answer she wanted was already clear. In Huo Tingyan's heart, she was just a shameless junkie. However, since she is such a person
, why does he still want to give birth to his child by himself?
"You still want a child born of a slut?" At this moment, Song Huashan also began to belittle herself. Maybe if she was a little bit more mean, what she heard from him might make her feel better.
Huo Tingyan looked at her coldly, with hatred in his eyes, and then he turned his head and looked ahead.
"I have no interest in letting you give birth to a child for me, but I can't be as cruel as you to kill my own child. I just want to take revenge on you. If you give birth to a child, get out of here immediately. I want you to kill me."
If you die a child, you won't get a child. Although I don't love you, it's impossible for me to forgive you for killing our child with your own hands." Huo Tingyan's voice seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth, with such hatred
Too thick to be dissolved.
"Child? Are you saying that I killed my own child?" Song Huashan was confused again.
"It's just because I'm gone that you think the child is a burden. You actually have the heart to abort the child who is almost full term! You, a woman, have lost all human ethics in order to share wealth with other men. I really
It’s unimaginable why Xu Jianfei knows your past and allows you to pretend to be an innocent virgin in front of him. It’s disgusting to think about it!” His disgusted expression and disgusted tone all fell into her eyes.
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Hearing his in-depth explanation, Song Huashan fell into a deep panic. She was like a bolt from the blue. Did she forget, did she deliberately choose to forget in order to cover up her mistakes? Child, it turned out that she had a child, she...
...The children are all so innocent and cute, but she can kill her children with her own hands.
"Hehe...hehe..." Song Huashan laughed stupidly.
"Child... child..." She looked at Huo Tingyan helplessly. She was afraid. At this moment, she was extremely scared in her heart. "Where is the child? Where is the child?" She said to Huo Tingyan in nonsense.
Huo Tingyan pulled off the hand on his arm in disgust, "You want to repent? It's too late."
Song Huashan was thrown to her seat by him without warning. She leaned against the chair and quilt, shedding tears quietly and murmuring, "My child, my child... my child..." Despair, indescribable despair
, almost drowning her, as if the hurt from many years ago was brought up again.
She lost her memory just to avoid the pain of losing her child, but Huo Tingyan told her without any scruples.
Song Huashan looked at the car window in a daze, her eyes dull and tears slowly flowing down her face, "Where is my child? Where is my child?" Her thoughts seemed to have returned to three years ago.
Mom and baby
Three years ago, after being hit by a car, Song Huashan was lying in an ambulance in the hospital. At this time, she fell into a deep coma.
"Baby, don't leave. You haven't seen your father yet, so you can't leave."
"No, dad doesn't like me. Mom, if we can meet again, I still want you to be my mother." The child looked childish. He was about to leave his mother, but he didn't have any nostalgia.
"No, absolutely don't. Your dad hasn't come back yet, and he will definitely want to see you. Don't leave mom and dad, okay? Mom is wrong. You will be careful next time and don't let a car hit you, okay? Baby, don't
Let's go!" Song Huashan, who was wearing white clothes, fell to her knees with tears on her face. Her expression of grief was beyond words.
"Mom, be good and don't be sad."
"Baby, mom only has you now. Your dad is not here now, so I will protect you with all my heart. It's my mother who is incompetent and has no ability to protect you. Please don't be angry with your mother, okay?" Song Huashan
Begging hoarsely.
"Mom, don't cry. The baby will come back in the future. Go back and find dad soon. He will also agree to my leaving."
"He agrees? Will he agree? Baby, baby?"
"Yes, dad loves you so much, he can't bear to see you hurt. Mom, please forget about me, we will meet again in the future." After saying that, the child disappeared in front of her like a gust of wind.
"Baby, don't, don't leave mom, don't!"
"Is the patient crying?" The nurse guarding the ambulance was about to cover her with a face covering when she discovered her survival condition.
"Hurry up to rescue the patient and tell the driver to drive faster. The patient is not dead yet!"
"yes!"
The nurses in the car stepped up the rescue, and the driver drove with all his strength. They tried hard to save a pregnant woman who had had a miscarriage.
My thoughts return to the present.
"Child... child... father..." Song Huashan lowered her head and muttered to herself.
Huo Tingyan glanced at her coldly and ignored her pretending to be crazy.
"The baby said that dad agreed to let him go!" Song Huashan suddenly grabbed Huo Tingyan's arm and spoke to him like a child, "The baby said that as long as mom is fine, dad will be happy."
Song Huashan looked at Huo Tingyan expectantly, as if she wanted him to give him a reward.
"Song Huashan, you'd better give me a child as soon as possible, otherwise... I will make you pay with your life!" Huo Tingyan seemed to have given her a life and death order. Without a child, he would torture her to death.
"Pay for life? Baby pay for life?" Song Huashan slowly let go of her hand and lowered her head, "I want to pay for life..." She sat in her seat and murmured.
Huo Tingyan ignored her and drove the car seriously. After a while, Song Huashan sat in the seat and fell asleep deeply.
To be continued...