Chapter 138 Paying Life (Happy New Year)

Huo Tingyan looked up at the dimmed room light, sighed softly, leaned against the car, and looked at the full moon in the sky. He twirled the cigarette back and forth in his hand. He lowered his head and looked at the already dimmed cigarette in his hand.

A somewhat deformed cigarette that was twisted by oneself.

Song Huashan didn't know how long it would take for her to forgive herself. It had been a week, and he had been waiting here every day, waiting for her to go downstairs and take a look at him. However, his simple idea was a bit "wishful thinking".

Huo Tingyan threw the cigarette in his hand into the trash can and returned to the car, half leaning against it. He thought about the past six years carefully and always felt that something was missing in the middle. Only later did he realize that there was something missing in the middle.

It must have been the past three years when Song Huashan was not around.

It was difficult for him to understand in words that the hatred for the past three years was actually just a deception to him. His hatred for Xu Yufei had reached the extreme, and he felt endlessly sorry for Song Huashan.

If a woman has lived through these few years, he will never understand it, but now he clearly feels that there is such a person missing in his life, and he is so uncomfortable that he can't breathe.

He raised his head again and looked at the window upstairs. That was Song Huashan's room. She must have slept peacefully now. Although she would not forgive herself now, he would keep waiting like this.

Huo Tingyan raised his wrist and looked at the time. It was already eleven o'clock at night. He opened the car door and got in the car. He looked at the upstairs with nostalgia again, then started the car and left.

At this time, Song Huashan walked from behind the window to the window. She glanced coldly and walked to her bed.

If you have already missed it, how can you go back to the starting point?

For Song Huashan at this time, Huo Tingyan was just an old acquaintance, and her love had gradually faded.

Although he is persistent now, his feelings will fade away after some time. There will be no need to show an infatuated look. Song Huashan raised a disdainful smile on her lips. Not everyone is like this.

If you don’t cherish her when you are around her, you will only discover how good she is when that thing does not belong to you.

However, Song Huashan is not a thing, she is a person with flesh and blood and thoughts. Huo Tingyan mistakenly regards her as a dispensable thing, so she will leave without any scruples.

Just when I was about to fall asleep, my phone rang at the right time.

"Hello?"

There was a moment of silence from the other party. If you listened carefully, you could only make out a little bit of breathing.

Song Huashan sat up, looked at her phone, and then put it to her ear, "Hey, who is this?" She asked again patiently.

The other party still didn't speak, as if he was listening to her.

Song Huashan glanced at the alarm clock on the table. It was almost half past eleven. Nowadays, there are such boring people calling in the middle of the night.

"I'm going to bed." After saying that, she was about to hang up.

"It's me."

Song Huashan frowned slightly, and when she heard the weak voice, there was a hint of coldness in her expression.

"Is something wrong?" she asked indifferently.

"Hua Shan..." Xu Jianfei called her name softly.

"If you have something to say, tell me, I'm going to bed." Song Huashan said impatiently. She forgot about Xu Jianfei's bumping into her, which was the greatest kindness to him. From now on, if we don't interact with each other until death, maybe she won't

She hated him no matter how much. But it had only been a while before he actually came to see her again.

"I'm sorry." After a moment of silence, Xu Jianfei said slowly, "I know that even if I say sorry ten thousand times, it won't relieve your hatred of me. In fact, I also hate myself now, and hate myself for not distinguishing between right and wrong.

, I hate myself for being impulsive. I’m sorry, it’s all because of our relationship..."

"Okay!" Song Huashan interrupted him hastily before he finished speaking, "Things have happened, and it doesn't make any sense to talk about it now. You don't have to say sorry to me, we are even. Now.

We are just strangers, I hope you don't bother me again if you have nothing to do." Song Huashan had a tone of rejection.

"Hua Shan."

"Please call me Song Huashan, or Miss Song." She said this again. When she heard them calling her by her first name, she couldn't help but want to lose her temper. It didn't matter at all, so why bother to look so intimate?

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"Song Huashan, I miss you, I miss you very much!" Xu Jianfei's voice suddenly became louder, and he expressed all his thoughts about her.

Song Huashan was briefly absent-minded. She did not expect that he would say this. She held the phone tightly in her hand and did not respond.

"I miss you very much, I really do. Song Huashan, do you know that in the past three years, my feelings for you have changed from just taking care of you to a habit. I am used to you being by my side, and I am used to being reckless.

Take care of you, I'm used to you telling me that barbecue is delicious, I'm used to everything about you, everything about you that belongs to me." Xu Jianfei's voice was choked at this time.

Swallow, "When you were taken away by Huo Tingyan, my first thought was to kill Huo Tingyan and take you back. But... I know your relationship with him. I don't want you to be sad. I don't want to see you disappointed.

Expression. Song Huashan, you are the real you only when you smile. I know that you hate Xu Jianfei and Na Si very much, so why don’t I hate myself?"

Listening to his crying voice, Song Huashan slowly closed her eyes. She couldn't hear anything. Everything was a lie. For her, she was the only one, and only Hua Xiaocan would not lie to herself. The rest

The other people below have nothing to do with her.

She has lived alone for so many years, and it seems that she cares about her, but it's all fake, it's all fake, everyone is just acting!

"Shut up!" Song Huashan interrupted him coldly, "Xu Jianfei, you killed my child, and I will never forget it in my life. Don't use your false feelings to convince me again, it's useless!" Her tone

Extremely indifferent, with no room for maneuver.

"Haha, Hua Shan, yes, I killed your unborn child. I am a bastard! Will you forgive me if I give you the child as compensation?" Xu Jianfei asked loudly.

Song Huashan looked out the window, her eyes showing a coldness she had never seen before, "If you die now, it will be considered as paying for my child's death. Maybe I will consider getting to know you again!" Song Huashan was already dizzy with anger.

, now there is only one thing in her mind, which is how she was knocked out by Nas's sports car.

Her unborn child, her murdered child, she must avenge, no matter who he is!

"Okay. If you pay with your life, I will pay with the life of your child. Song Huashan, don't forget what you said today. As long as I take my life, you must consider getting to know me again!" Xu Jianfei finished speaking firmly, and the phone beeped.

Hang up.

Song Huashan suddenly fell back onto the bed, and the mobile phone in her hand fell off the bed.

Pay for his life? How can he pay for his life? Does he think he has nine lives? Song Huashan closed her eyes in pain, and all kinds of things hit her brain. How long has it been since she smiled happily?

"Huashan, are you going out?" Hua Xiaocan looked at Song Huashan who was packing her things and asked.

Song Huashan raised her head, glanced at Hua Xiaocan, then lowered her head to pack her things, "Today is my dad's memorial day." She replied lightly.
Chapter completed!