Chapter 7 Sad First Love

"I said, why are you so shameless? Song Huashan, why did I tell you, don't come to me for a month? You are still coming, you are so embarrassed!" Hua Xiaocan was wearing a nightgown and pointed at the table sitting at the table.

Woman in front of drinking milk curses.

Song Huashan looked at her innocently, "Hua Xiaocan, I'm so hungry..." with infinite sadness.

A certain woman finished her cursing and rushed into the kitchen with a grimace on her face. During this period, she kept running out of the kitchen and cursing.

Song Huashan, on the other hand, was sitting leisurely in the living room, eating cookies and watching taboo movies.

"Hua Xiaocan, are the eggs you fried half-cooked? I can't swallow them."

"If you can't swallow it, it means you're not hungry!" Hua Xiaocan still looked like a heroine and took a vicious bite of the egg that was still yellow.

Song Huashan wrinkled, but it was still safe to drink milk and eat cookies.

"I think your taste has become more and more serious recently. You can also watch that kind of movie." Song Huashan pointed to what she just watched.

"What does it have to do with you that I have strong tastes or that I'm perverted? You get out of here right after you finish your meal. I get angry when I see a man like you." After saying this, Hua Xiaocan took another big gulp of milk.

"Oh... So that's it! Men are just passing by, be patient, be patient, and what is supposed to come will eventually come." Song Huashan finally found the symptom. It turned out that she was not allowed to look for her because she was in a lovelorn state.

Expect.

"You put it lightly, good men are like giant pandas now. I finally found a suitable one, and he actually managed to win my love halfway."

"Then why don't you take it back?"

"What are you trying to rob? It's my first love. When that little girl came to me, she was crying with snot and tears. Do you think I can bear to watch her newly rekindled flame go cold again?" Hua Xiaocan mumbled.

Gudu, a large glass of milk went into my stomach.

"I can't tell you are still a high-quality young man, so you have the beauty of an adult. Just look at it." Song Huashan said with a smile.

"Of course I have to look away, I look away from everything, I look away from everything. I just don't have a man in my life, I like to run around with one, and the ones I don't like are all single. Who is disgusting with this? I have thought about it,

I, Hua Xiaocan, want to make a lot of money, live with myself in the future, and don’t care about those men. What is a man? To us, a man is just a noun "spouse". I have food and clothing myself, so what else am I afraid of lacking in men?

Ah, if you want one, you have to spend money to buy one. If you don’t want it, tell him to go away immediately. What age is it, and it’s not like women can’t live without men. Now is a society where men and women are equal. Women can do things that men can’t.

Isn't the thing about being single? I like it, I'm happy, and when I see those people who are flirting with each other, I feel annoyed for them. It's great to be alone. It's easy to eat and go shopping. But when you have one more person, you have to take your family with you to do everything. Why?

Look how tired you are. Tell me, is it okay to be single?" Hua Xiaocan was really excited. She spoke out her resentment about being single, and Song Huashan was also a little confused when she said it. She really didn't know that she was usually like this

Friends who are guilty of "two" can still have the talent of language to explain a seemingly unreasonable truth so righteously.

"It's good to be single." Song Huashan had no choice but to follow these words.

"That's right." Hua Xiaocan raised her buttocks and turned to the living room, "You washed the dishes for me after you finished eating. I haven't cleaned up here for several days."

"Then what am I using now?" Song Huashan felt a chill in her heart.

"Well, I found it under the cabinet. It should be clean.",

"Howl!" How come we meet such a master!

Song Huashan originally took refuge in Hua Xiaocan, but she didn't expect that she would become a maid when she arrived here. Not only helping her clean the kitchen, she also cleaned the bedroom and the courtyard. She really owed her a debt in her previous life!

In the evening, Hua Xiaocan prepared red wine for the two of them to enjoy the moon. But she forgot that tonight was the first day of the new year.

"Wow, what a pity, there is no moon!" Hua Xiaocan took a sip of wine with a tragic expression on his face.

Song Huashan also took a sip herself, ignoring her ignorance that someone would actually choose the first day of junior high school to admire the moon, and it was still cloudy.

"Hua Shan, I want to discuss life with you." Hua Xiaocan moved a chair closer to her, with a very serious expression on his face.

"Ha! Life? Okay, let's discuss life and aliens." Song Huashan understood that a certain woman was really in love this time. So much time has passed, and she still can't forget it.

"Have you ever had a first love?" Hua Xiaocan asked after taking a sip of wine, "I have." But before Song Huashan could speak, she answered first.

"He and I were classmates in junior high school. When we were in junior high school, we would often go home together and do homework together. During holidays, he would also drive me to the suburbs to see wheat fields. At that time, I didn't know what love was, I only knew how to be with him.

Together, I will always laugh and laugh happily. In the blink of an eye, we are both in high school. We are still in the same class as in junior high school. But in the second year of high school, he chose the liberal arts class and I chose the science class.

At that time, I was very angry with him because we had agreed to choose the science class together, but he changed his mind. I don’t understand why he did this. His mathematics, physics and chemistry are the best in our grade. Because

I was a little nervous and didn't ask him, and he never appeared in front of me. In the second half of my senior year in high school, I heard from a girl who went home with me that he was going to study abroad. After hearing the news, I acted like

He was very calm. At that time, only those who had been admitted to university could study abroad, so I thought he was a charlatan. But after returning home, he cried in his hut for a long time." At this point, Hua Xiaocan stopped, her eyes widening.

Already starting to turn red, the smile on Song Huashan's lips froze a little.

"A week later, I heard from other classmates that the procedures for studying abroad had been completed. At that time, I felt very angry, very angry with him. How could he be like this? He suddenly changed his mind when choosing subjects, and now he is studying abroad.

But he didn't talk to me, at least I was his best playmate in junior high school. One day at noon, I angrily went to his class to find him. I planned to scold him after meeting him, but,

But I cried. In my memory, I only cried hard that time. Am I hopeless?" Hua Xiaocan laughed at herself.

Song Meishan looked at her and reached out to fill her wine glass.

"He hugged me in their class. It was our first hug. I felt it was sudden and warm. But in the end, he only said to me, I'm sorry. I asked

After talking to him so many times, the last thing he said to me was sorry. Another week later, he left and went to the United States. I watched him leave in the car upstairs, and he looked so far away in his white school uniform.

After that, I worked hard to get into college, which was the college we agreed on when we were in junior high school. Last week, just last week, I attended his funeral." Hua Xiaocan's tears fell down to the beads.

When Song Meishan heard this, she was very surprised. She did not expect this ending, and she unexpectedly shed tears.

"When he was in high school, he suffered from a disease that would cause aging quickly. His parents brought him to the United States in order to treat him. Of course, he did not go to study abroad at all, because later he became seriously ill and simply

He couldn't go to school. That day, I met his mother, a young-looking woman with white hair. When she saw me, she hugged me tightly and said sorry to me repeatedly. She later handed over to

He gave me a box filled with all kinds of envelopes." Hua Xiaocan took a sip of red wine again.

"He likes me, he really likes me. From junior high school to now, even to the moment of his death, he still misses me. Looking at the letters he gave me, the handwriting goes from dark to light, and I see how much he cares about me every time.

Missing me every minute. I suddenly felt that he was so cruel. He could secretly love me for so many years, but he didn't dare to tell me loudly. He made me suffer alone for so many years, and now he is gone, leaving me behind.

I kept his letters for a month to remember."

Song Huashan watched her tears come one after another. She covered her mouth, not wanting her to hear her crying.

A love, a first love, separated two people because of illness. She had never experienced this kind of unforgettable love, and she didn't understand Hua Xiaocan's feelings. But maybe she could understand something from her tears.

It is a feeling that is both gratifying and painful. It turns out that the first love has not changed at all. Time has changed and it has become just a separation between heaven and earth.

She stretched out her arms and hugged Hua Xiaocan. For such a carefree girl, she hid herself so deeply. Song Huashan thought wrong. It turns out that everyone has their own story. Just because she doesn't cry or make trouble doesn't mean that she

No pain.

Xiaocan, my life has come to an end, and my pain can finally end. But in the end, I am unwilling to accept it. From junior high school to now, my love for you has only increased. That prick often appears in my mind.

My lovely girl. When I left, what I wanted most was to see you again, your sweet smile, and your silly look when you were thinking about the questions. But, everything was so far away. I have to leave,

Maybe I can see you one last time, as long as I am happy to see you. My hands have no strength, and my words look ugly. The last thing I want to say is, don't cry. Think about the fact that there was once an almighty and invincible me.

Miss you first love

First love, what a beautiful and sad thing. Hua Xiaocan’s classmates must have been reluctant to leave their favorites at the beginning. How did he survive in the past few years? When he was treating illnesses, did he

Have you ever thought about waiting for one day to recover from your illness and come back to marry Hua Xiaocan?

But who are she and Huo Tingyan? From the sudden encounter three years ago, to the dramatic going to bed, to the subsequent marriage and misunderstanding, the two of them went from strangers to lovers, to husband and wife, and then to strangers step by step. This is

Who among them was at fault?

If Huo Tingyan was only slightly emotional for her back then, then why did he say to her, you are a miracle in my life, I feel the existence of love.

Is it a lie? Or would he say this to any woman whenever he is in love?

Song Huashan hugged Hua Xiaocan tightly and didn't think about it anymore. She didn't want to think about it anymore. She and Huo Tingyan were destined to never go back to the past. Now he is looking for all kinds of women and living a fulfilling life is the best. And this is the best.
Chapter completed!