Chapter 30 Faith
"Actually, I don't blame him." I explained to Ah San, "Your father has his own beliefs."
Ah San was relieved when he heard what I said, but I haven't finished yet.
"But if Xiao Ai and I are in danger just because of his beliefs, I will never allow this to happen. Ah San, you understand what I mean. I don't intend to go with him." I said calmly.
said.
Ah San naturally understands that even now he is disgusted with his father's foolish devotion to Allah. If it were not for his father, maybe he would have fired that shot earlier, but now due to emotions and reasons, he is in a dilemma.
situation.
I have been hearing for a long time that many foreign media say that Chinese people have no faith. I think that is nonsense. In fact, we also have faith, but the things we believe in are different. Until one time I saw humans and crocodiles in the zoo.
When we performed together, I felt to some extent that my so-called faith was different from what they said.
Only under the inspiration of a certain spirit can one have the courage to pick something out of the crocodile's mouth. At least I think there must be a belief in the heart telling the performer that the crocodile will not bite him, otherwise no one would dare to try.
What? People in Southeast Asia use crocodiles to look after their homes and homes. India uses them.
King Cobras look after children, which is a manifestation of people's faith, because they always feel that this ferocious animal was created by the Creator, and they themselves also created this creation, so they are actually friends.
Friends will never hurt themselves.
But is this the case? In fact, there are too many examples of failure in the world. Most people have been deceived by a few good things. Whether they are poisonous snakes or crocodiles, they are all famously cold-blooded animals. They are happy and can play with you.
Play, once you lose patience, you will face a threat to your life.
But to this day, there are still many people who happily pursue this type of excitement. They feel that you should pursue something in your life. God or Allah did not create you to work and sleep every day.
This is exactly what the Chinese lack. It’s not that we don’t have dreams, but we simply don’t dare to pursue them. That’s why foreigners think the Chinese are scary, just because the Chinese have no faith.
No faith means no fear. The harm that snakes and crocodiles can bring to human beings is ultimately limited. If we rely on the power of faith to come into contact with danger, at worst we will be unlucky and lose our lives. But
Chinese people are different. Neither morality nor law can restrain people's thoughts. The desire for rights and money makes people greedy. Human nature also pales in comparison to greed. Only gold and rights are the eternal truth.
Although the old man in front of me is very hateful, he also has a pitiful side. Why didn't I let him and Asan accompany him to this point for my own selfish reasons?
Xiao Ai tugged on my clothes, and it seemed that I was a little distracted again.
When I switched from fantasy to the reality before me, the compassion in my heart disappeared again. Damn it, I didn't do it voluntarily. Who can live a good life? If I come to a place like this to suffer, my life is always in danger.
I am also forced, I sympathize with others, who can sympathize with me?
Ah San saw my eyes filled with murderous intent, and quickly explained what was going on to his father.
But at this moment, my patience was disappearing bit by bit, and the old man's face made me more and more displeased.
"Ye Fei, Ye Fei?" Xiao Ai's voice came to mind again behind me.
I shook my head hard twice, what's going on? I felt like I was in a trance just now. I just felt full of hatred. No matter who it was, I could only imagine venting it.
"Xiao Ai, I don't know what's wrong. This feeling is like when I was inside Noah's Ark. I feel like my mind is divided into two halves." I said painfully.
"Ye Fei, hold on, is there something strange around here? You've been fine for so long?" Xiao Ai asked anxiously.
"I don't know, I feel so painful." I knelt down on my knees and held on with all my strength, but this feeling was too similar. Why? I still haven't figured out what happened in the first place.
Xiao Ai looked at the sweat on my forehead anxiously, and he didn't have any good ideas.
Ah San's father saw this scene and said something. Ah San translated it as saying, I violated Allah's holy will, and now retribution has come.
I have a hard time saying it now, damn it, holy shit. When I was in Turkey, I didn’t do anything and I felt the same way. How should I explain it? I gritted my teeth and rolled around on the boat.
Xiao Ai couldn't help but shed tears. She held me down hard, trying to calm me down, but she couldn't stop the anger in my chest at all. For a moment, I even wanted to pull out the knife and kill the people on the boat.
Kill everyone.
Everything in front of me seemed unreal, and I was in a trance. I felt like I had gone back to a long, long time ago, when the old man and I were together. At that time, I was very naughty and often disobedient, so I was often beaten. The old man
Every time after beating me, I would be punished by not being allowed to eat, but when it was time to eat, my mother would still bring the food to me. Thinking about me at that time, I was really happy.
From childhood to adulthood, I have never felt that I am any different from others. I am just one of the ordinary people in this world. I am not good at studies, sports, and singing. I am average in popularity, average in eloquence, and even in my thinking.
It's also very average. I have only a handful of good friends, and there are many that I can't even remember their names.
They were able to give me the warmth I needed, as well as my unlucky friend, Old Cat, who passed away not long after my life changed. Although I was so reluctant to part with it, I was in the midst of all this.
When I was young, I had no ability to change at all. Who, who changed my life? Originally, I should have ended it calmly. Who made this painful stroke in my destiny.
Xiao Ai, the figure of Xiao Ai appeared in front of me at this time. Yes, fortunately, Xiao Ai is there, and fortunately, Xiao Ai is still by my side. Without her, I really don’t know how I would go on.
Even if I die like this, Xiao Ai will always be by my side and accompany me. I believe that all this is fair to me. After all, I am still alive, but the cat is dead.
Gradually, I felt that the bad breath in my chest was showing signs of dissipating, but I was still blurry. Chinese people are all about returning fallen leaves to their roots, and I didn’t take the cat’s body back with me in the end. If I had had an idea at the time, I could have
Like the Zen master, I cremated him and took him back. After all, it was an explanation to his parents. Unfortunately, I was too late to do all this. It is very likely that we will meet again soon. I have such a premonition.
In a daze, I faintly heard Xiao Ai's crying voice: "Ye Fei, Ye Fei! Wake up, Ye Fei!"
"Xiao Ai, will you call me again?" I felt that my voice seemed a little weak.
"You finally woke up!" Xiao Ai was already crying.
"What's wrong with me?" I asked in confusion. I just felt that I was in pain all the time, and then it was like looking at a slideshow, recalling things from my childhood. I don't know why, but I don't feel anything now.
"I was really worried just now. Seeing you in pain was really scary." Xiao Ai said.
"Don't worry, I'm fine. What did you do just now? I feel like I want to be pulled out of a dream." I asked doubtfully. The last time I was in Noah's Ark, it was all by the power of will and
Only then did he recover from the painful stimulation.
"I put the Chi-kissed Dragon Ball on you to see if it has any effect. It seems to be quite effective." Xiao Ai saw that I was fine and finally burst into laughter.
"Did Chi kiss the Dragon Ball?" I thought for a while and finally understood. Maybe it was the relationship with Chi kissing the Dragon Ball that caused me to have the hallucination like that just now under certain conditions. I always felt that it was my inner demon at work.
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If the Chikissed Dragon Ball has therapeutic effects, then the Negative Chiki Dragon Ball should be able to arouse the dark side of the human heart. Perhaps under certain conditions, fear, panic, anger or helpless moments.
Fortunately, there is this Chi-kissed Dragon Ball, otherwise this time may not have the same outcome in the end.
I took out two beads and held them in my hands, one on the left and the other on the right. One was emitting a dark cyan light, the other was emitting a light yellow light. They were both so dazzling. You couldn't see the light at all.
It is more dazzling, just a feeling of complementing each other. It makes me feel very comfortable and feels like I have been reborn. If each dragon ball has a certain special function, then Kumar Ali
The dragon ball in Dalvich's hand must also be the basis for his missionary work in the South Asian subcontinent, but we still don't know what the real function of this dragon ball is.
At that time, I was immersed in thinking about Dragon Ball. Both Xiao Ai and Ah San looked at me, attracted by this magical scene. No one noticed Ah San's father, who was already stunned by this scene.
Then I just heard him yelling something playfully.
"Ah San, what is your father shouting?" I asked bluntly.
Although my tone was not good, my appearance just now completely shocked the young man, and he still said politely: "Boss, my father has been shouting the name of Saint Kumar Ali Darvich.
Don’t know why?”
Chapter completed!