Chapter 201 I will face it with you without leaving any regrets
Zuo Jingyan felt very uncomfortable. She finally fell in love with someone, but now she had to make a choice. She took a deep breath and suggested:
"Haoting, if you can't accept this, why don't we get a divorce? After all, you have to be responsible for the country when you wear a military uniform. I understand this. If you ignore the interests of the country because of your feelings, I will look down on you. We all need this.
Deal with it calmly, don't meet again for now, and let's investigate clearly."
When Lu Haoting heard Zuo Jingyan mentioning her divorce, it hurt as if he had been cut by a knife. He looked into her eyes and saw no cunning, hypocrisy or deception in her eyes, only the pain, sadness and forbearance of separation.
With tears that did not fall.
He walked over and held Zuo Jingyan's hand, looked at his beloved wife intently with his deep eyes, and said to her sincerely:
"I just recalled your changes. You should have been reborn when you were robbing Dongdong Tanghulu? In the three months since then, you have never asked about the army, let alone made excuses to go to the army.
Find me.
Going to the art troupe was the best opportunity to get in touch with the chief. If you were a spy, how could you easily let this opportunity go? But you refused.
You are self-reliant, self-respecting and self-loving, and work hard to make progress. I am attracted to you like this.
Jingyan, I love you, no matter you are resurrected from the dead, no matter which world you come from, I love you, unless you are a spy, everything else is not a problem.
As a soldier, I must find out the truth of the matter and be worthy of the uniform I wear. If you are a spy, I will catch you personally. This is my duty. Do you understand me?"
Zuo Jingyan felt the warmth on her hands. His big hands were covered with thin calluses, which were the glorious traces left by hard training. His eyes were firm and hot, giving her comfort and a hint of apology.
Is he apologizing for doubting himself? No need to. If you think about it in another person's shoes, if you are a soldier and your lover suddenly says that he is a resurrected corpse, her first thought will be to suspect that the other person is a spy. Investigation is a necessary process.
Otherwise, there will always be a grudge between the two of them.
Zuo Jingyan couldn't bear to let go of his hand. She had finally fallen in love with someone. Even if there were many obstacles, as long as Lu Haoting believed in her, she would be willing to persevere and face it with him.
She looked into Lu Haoting's eyes and acknowledged his analysis:
"Your analysis is correct. Your wife choked to death while eating candied haws. It seems that you have a certain responsibility. She was not familiar with the place. Your cold violence left her at a loss. You suddenly left the one who loved her.
No one in the family can help her. She was provoked to break the pot. I borrowed her body to do heavy work. I don’t know where her soul is now. Is it possible to meet a man who truly loves her?
So you and I both owe something to the original owner."
When she said these words, Zuo Jingyan felt an uncontrollable sadness in her heart. Maybe the original owner was still in her body, and that feeling was the original owner's grievance and anger.
Lu Haoting was silent for a long time after listening to Zuo Jingyan's words, and admitted guiltily:
"Yes, I'm sorry for her."
The room fell into silence again. Lu Haoting took Zuo Jingyan into his arms and whispered to her: "I will face it with you without leaving any regrets."
Chapter completed!