Yun Luan's eyes were red and he twitched the corners of his lips. "The Black Wind Canyon is a long way away. It will definitely be very dangerous for you to go there alone. In addition, the Liang Kingdom has been making moves recently and is not very stable. If you go there, it will undoubtedly be dangerous." Die."

Yun Feng seemed a little annoyed and had no patience at all. He listened to Yun Luan's advice. He opened Yun Luan's fingers and said word by word. "If there is danger, I will go. This time, I will go." I don’t plan to come back alive. Yunluan, can you understand what I mean?”

Yun Luan was startled and looked at Yun Feng in disbelief. "Don't you plan to come back alive? Second brother, you just want to die, right?"

Yun Feng avoided her tearful eyes and replied in a hoarse voice: "Yes... I didn't want to live in the first place. I don't understand why you saved me in the first place? Every inch of air I breathe now is... It’s painful and painful.”

"If you die, you will be free. If you die, there will be no pain."

Yun Luan slowly clenched her fists, lowered her eyes, and laughed uncontrollably in a low voice. "Ah... Yes, death will be a relief, and there will be no pain. The most difficult thing is to live... ...Second brother, did you know that you are not the only one who has this idea?"

Yun Feng's body trembled, and his face suddenly turned pale. He looked at Yun Luan in disbelief: "Xiaosi, you...you also want to die?"

Yun Luan tilted his head and curled his lips with a self-deprecating smile. "Death is really the simplest thing for me. Keren, you can't be too selfish... You only want to escape and be free, then have you ever Have you thought about your family?”

"If we die, what will my mother do to Xiaowu, my eldest sister-in-law, and my second sister-in-law? How will the hundred-ten people in the General's Mansion live? My mother lost her father and brother more than 20 years ago, and more than 20 years later, she lost her father and brother again. The lost husband and son have experienced much more suffering in this life than we have. She should be the most painful person in the world, and she should need relief more than any of us."

"But... she has been struggling to support her father and brother since the accident... doesn't she want to be free? Is she willing to continue to suffer in such pain? The reason why she can hold on and prevent herself from falling is not because , we living family members are her concerns and her reluctance to let go? Second brother, in your heart, is there really no one you can’t let go of? "

Yun Feng's heart suddenly trembled. His eyes suddenly turned red. He loosened the reins in his hands and staggered back a few steps. Yun Luan walked toward him step by step. When he stepped back, she stepped forward. Her words Every word was like a hammer, hammering hard into his heart. His heart ached so much! The pain was so painful that he could hardly breathe! "There is also my sister-in-law. My eldest brother is gone. She will be a widow at a young age, so she has to stay with her." The hopeless days go on bit by bit. No matter whether the general's palace is glorious or defeated, these joys and sorrows seem to have nothing to do with her."

"The Dong family members have been trying to persuade her to reconcile and marry someone else. After all, she is still so young and should not spend her whole life in it. But sister-in-law, even if she dies, she does not want to reconcile with her eldest brother, nor does she want to divorce her. She is willing to leave the General's Mansion even half a step away. She loves her eldest brother deeply, and his departure almost stabbed a knife in her heart. Didn't she think of committing suicide and following him away? "

"But she did not choose to commit suicide or escape this cruel reality. She knew that her eldest brother would not want her to do this, and she did not want to watch the people in the General's Mansion fall apart bit by bit. For her eldest brother's sake, her sister-in-law was willing to endure the pain and suffering. despair."

Yun Feng's face turned pale and pale. The flashes in his eyes were filled with shame and pain. He couldn't help hiding his face, sobbing softly and crying. Yun Luan looked sad and ignored his pain and guilt. If the two Her brother has been poisoned, so now she must fight poison with poison to completely pull him out of the abyss of despair. Otherwise, her second brother may really be crippled. "Let's not talk about mother and sister-in-law, second brother, in your heart , have you ever thought about your second sister-in-law? Have you ever thought about the child in her belly? These days, you are decadent every day, unwilling to face reality, blindly escaping and closing yourself off. Your second sister-in-law is not yet three months pregnant. , I worry about you every day and worry about you."

"Have you ever carefully looked at her face these days? Have you ever cared about the condition of the child in her belly? Since you are not dead, you should shoulder your responsibilities. You are the husband of the second sister-in-law. It is her God, the father of the child in the second sister-in-law's belly, and the child's biggest support. If you die, how will you let the second sister-in-law and the child live?"

"It's not scary if a person is physically disabled. What's scary is that he is also mentally disabled. Second brother, our General's Mansion has faced enough hardships. Are you sure you want to add more pain and torture to us? You are dead. , you won’t know anything when you close your eyes. The ones who are suffering are the people who are alive.”

The tight string in Yun Feng's heart completely broke and collapsed. He knelt on the ground, pressing his forehead tightly against the soil, sobbing and crying. "Uuuu..." "It's me, bastard, it's me who is cowardly." …I deserve to die, I really deserve to die.”

Yun Luan knelt down, her body couldn't help but tremble slightly. Her eyes were filled with crystal tears. "Second brother, you are now the only adult man alive in our general's mansion. My father and eldest brother are gone." Now, as the only male master, you should support me more than anyone else. It is your responsibility and responsibility."

"Xiaowu is only ten years old, and he is still a child... But even if he is a child, he is stronger than you, the second brother. You know, he reads books every day, until late at night, and he doesn't close his eyes until he can't. Do you want to rest your eyes? You know, before dawn, does he get up and practice martial arts? He used to like to sleep in and act coquettishly with us the most."

"Even a child like him knows how to cheer up and defend the lintel of our general's mansion. Second brother, why are you in your twenties and already a father? You are still stuck in a corner and can't get out. Why do you still ask us?" Mother is worried and concerned?"

Yun Feng's heart was almost broken. He was in so much pain that he sobbed in a low voice. Yun Luan's words completely shattered the hard shell that sealed him. Only then did he realize that the hard shell that had sealed him before What a stupid and ridiculous behavior. He is a man, but not as strong as their women. He is cowardly and timid, shrinking himself in a shell, unable to see his family and what they are carrying. He is really Yun Feng couldn't help but raise his hand and slapped her face hard. Yun Luan rushed forward and hugged Yun Feng tightly to stop him from hurting her anymore. She burst into tears and said: " Second brother, cheer up. Although my father and eldest brother are gone, you still have us. Don’t give up on yourself, don’t run away from all this. One day, we will definitely avenge our father and eldest brother.”

"One day, I will make those people pay a heavy price... I will make them die a bad death and struggle in hell, and they will never be able to get relief."

——An hour later, Yun Luan and Yun Feng returned to Kyoto. Unexpectedly, before they entered the city gate, they were stopped at the city gate by the imperial guards led by King Ming. King Ming wore a navy blue brocade robe, Sitting on the horse, looking down at Yun Luan coldly. "Yun Luan, I heard that you kidnapped my cousin and lynched him indiscriminately? I don't know what happened. Who gave you such courage to dare to hurt people's lives and be so lawless?"
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