Chapter 218 It's still too late(1/2)
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Jiang Zhi turned away his face slightly, not really wanting him to touch her.
Shen Luyan didn't ask her if it hurt. He knew it was very painful without asking.
He really didn't know that her ears had been injured before, and now no matter what he said, he was very pretentious. Regret afterwards is one of the most useless things in the world.
From this angle, Jiang Zhi could only see the man's motionless Adam's apple and his stern, cold profile.
Shen Luyan's expression was actually very ugly, a little solemn, and seemed to be a little painful.
But Jiang Zhi didn't think Shen Luyan was in much pain. He had a hard heart towards people who didn't care.
She is not among the people he would feel sorry for.
The discomfort she feels now is just a little bit of guilt for the harm he caused her.
"Are you satisfied? I, Hongxing, got retribution for cheating on me, and my ears are not very good now. Shen Luyan, you should get rid of your hatred, right?" Jiang Zhi whispered these things, without observing him. Her face, she really thought so.
If Shen Luyan felt that this was not enough to relieve his anger, she couldn't think of what else to do to satisfy him.
If he felt like venting his hatred, he would be merciful and let her go.
She doesn't want to love him anymore.
I don’t want to fall for him anymore.
The pain was far greater than that pitiful tenderness.
Shen Luyan didn't feel relieved at all. He even felt suffocated. A huge stone pressed on his chest, making him a little breathless. He couldn't tell that he didn't do it on purpose.
But he didn't want her to become like this.
Shen Luyan's fingers were trembling slightly. He held her fingers tightly and said, "It can be cured."
He suppressed his low and hoarse voice, but his voice still sounded very calm: "I'll take you for treatment."
Jiang Zhi couldn't shake his hand away, so she blinked: "Shen Luyan, don't you like to hurt others and then make up for it?"
Shen Luyan was silent for a long time: "No."
Jiang Zhi was a little tired, "You are just trying to make up for it now."
Shen Luyan pursed his lips and said nothing. After a while, he said, "But I don't really like hurting you."
He's not that perverted.
Of course, Shen Luyan also knew that he was not very good to her.
But before that happened, he wasn't too bad to her.
Not good, not bad, neither cold nor indifferent.
Things happened too fast.
Caught off guard.
He only liked her a little bit.
When it can't withstand any setbacks, it's like being burned by a sudden fire with almost nothing left.
Did he do something wrong?
Everything is his weighed choice.
Before he fell in love with her, she happened to be pregnant.
When he didn't love her that much, he and Suining were kidnapped together.
Her timing with him was never right.
It's always a little bit worse.
Jiang Zhi didn't want to argue with him about these boring topics and couldn't come up with any answers. She said, "You heard it too. I'm half-deaf now. You think I'm betraying you when I slept with Sheng Xizhou." Your retribution, let go."
Shen Luyan felt as if he couldn't understand what she was saying. His cold fingers gently touched her ears. He swallowed the dryness of his throat and said in a hoarse voice, "It's still too late. It can be cured slowly."
Jiang Zhi was helpless.
Shen Luyan opened his mouth and said sorry to her softly.
The voice is too soft.
If you listen carefully, your voice is still a little shaky.
Jiang Zhi heard it.
They were so close, almost touching her ears, how could she not hear clearly?
But Jiang Zhi didn't need his apology for a long time.
Every time he apologizes, she has to pay a heavy price.
It hurts so much.
"I can't hear you clearly, so you don't need to say anything."
Shen Luyan's temples were throbbing, and his nerves seemed to be sore and unbearable.
He quickly recovered from the heart-pounding pain. Sui Ning could be cured back then, so why couldn't she?
"I'll take you to another hospital to check again."
Jiang Zhi gently pushed his hand away, raised her head and met his eyes: "If you feel that you are sorry for me in this matter, then you can give me some money to compensate me. I don't need you to take me to the hospital, you can ?"
The more she is like this.
His heart sank deeper and deeper.
Like a person falling into an abyss and about to drown.
The breath that was squeezed out.
Knowing that she had received enough money, Shen Luyan would not stay.
He remembered that Jiang Zhi was drunk once before and looked at him with bright eyes, as if he loved him very much.
Those eyes are so beautiful.
But at that time Shen Luyan just thought it was beautiful.
Now there was only tiredness in her eyes, and she would never look at him with such cautious and loving eyes again.
"How much do you want?"
Jiang Zhi is really inexperienced. If she said it too high, would he think she was blackmailing her? If she said it too low, it would seem like she would be at a disadvantage.
She finally gave up on maintaining that pitiful and ridiculous self-esteem in front of him.
"Ah, forget it, I don't know, just leave it to you."
"I will cure you." Shen Luyan still didn't want to give her money.
He looked at her ears, and then looked down at his palms. Why did he hit her so hard at that time? Without hesitation, he slapped her.
She almost fell to the ground from his slap.
Shen Luyan couldn't explain the cause of the suffocating feeling in his chest. It was no better than having a knife stabbed into his heart and then twisted twice.
But he has always been patient and calm on the surface.
No emotions can be seen.
Jiang Zhi was not too disappointed. She said, "The doctor asked me to rest more, so I'm going home first."
Shen Luyan followed: "I'll see you off."
Jiang Zhi couldn't resist him, and a few minutes later, she got into Shen Luyan's car with an expressionless face.
She absently looked at the scenery outside the window, thinking that time flies so fast. She once longed for his love so much that it could be said that she wanted him to fall in love with her in a humble way.
Her youth turned out to be a complete failure.
She and Shen Luyan also dislike each other.
Sometimes she still dreams about the boy who said he would protect her in the future.
She woke up crying in her dream, and fell asleep crying again.
Sometimes, Jiang Zhi wants Shen Luyan to return the boy he was before to her.
Give her back the boy who likes to make her happy, comfort her awkwardly, and wipe away her tears.
Jiang Zhi came back to his senses only when he got home.
She said thank you to Shen Luyan, as politely as she would treat an ordinary driver.
Shen Luyan looked at her, his eyes subconsciously looking at her injured ear.
His heart tightened and he clenched his fingers silently.
Thousands of words came to my mouth, and my throat felt like cement was poured into it, and I couldn't say a single word.
It should be very painful.
To be continued...