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Chapter 36 Then trust him again(1/2)

 Natsume Patrol squatted next to the shoe cabinet, feeling like a pervert.

He broke into private houses and hid in the girl's house.

After the door was closed, the girl's low sobs came from the bathroom.

Without Natsume Patrol's presence, she doesn't have to force herself to vent her emotions.

Boom——!

Dazzling lightning flashed across the window and thunder roared.

Heavy rains always catch people off guard, and no one can tell where the black clouds in the sky will pour.

After the thunder and lightning, there were dense raindrops, which fell as much as they could, causing splashes of water.

In an instant, the whole city fell into a carnival of rain.

Natsume patrol secretly moved her sore legs, feeling a little worried about Ito Sakurayuki. The girl had been crying in the bathroom for nearly half an hour.

And because of the thunderstorm, he could hardly hear the sound from the bathroom.

He was once worried that the girl would pass out due to violent mood swings like last time.

The noisy rain made him upset, and the worry made him restless.

Click.

Natsume Megumi swore that he had never heard such a sweet sound of opening a door in his entire life.

Ito Sakurayuki walked out of the bathroom, her eyes red and swollen. She didn't even see Natsume Patrol squatting in the corner, and went straight to the small bed.

The girl lay on the bed and buried her head in the pillow.

Natsume Patrol carefully walked to the foot of the bed and remained silent.

"Why...why..."

As he got closer, he could hear the girl whispering one after another.

"Why do you want to bully me and come to me at the same time..."

Ito Sakurayue can't understand.

If Natsume Xun's attitude towards her is always cold, she will naturally not always be indifferent to her. She also has self-respect.

But every time Natsume Xun was pushed away, before she could get angry, he immediately regained his gentleness.

What to do? A simple girl has no clue at all.

It was also the first time she had a heartbeat, the first time she fell in love with someone else, and the first time she encountered this kind of situation.

The girl has no friends, doesn’t know who to share with, and is too embarrassed to tell her parents. She can only look up information online.

[Do you feel sad if you like someone?] [How do you know if others like you?] [Why do boys have hot and cold attitudes?]

Looking at all the strange answers on the Internet, the girl became even more confused.

The girl thought for a while and finally came up with a solution that was not a solution: since she couldn't see Natsume Xun's thoughts, she should ask herself.

So she asked him if he would eat the bento. If he did, the two of them would have a chance to be alone.

Natsume Xun rejected her, and she thought that she should have acquiesced, so she happily set the alarm clock to get up early, hoping to make a lunch that would be unforgettable for him.

Although the process was a bit bumpy, the two still had lunch together in the small garden.

But she was so nervous that she couldn't say a word of what she wanted to ask. She kind of hated her own weakness.

But when she saw that he was eating deliciously, her mood suddenly improved.

Forget it, there will be plenty of opportunities in the future, just ask again when you have the courage.

After eating her lunch and returning to the classroom, she took her place in the eyes of several girls with disdain.

If it had happened in the past, she would have been particularly uncomfortable.

Now, she doesn't care at all. No matter what others say, he will always believe in her and protect her.

After all, this is his promise to her.

When a girl thinks of a boy's promise to her, she feels sweet in her mouth, and she laughs out of nowhere.

She couldn't help but think that if it happened again, she would definitely seize the opportunity to throw herself into his arms and smell his scent.

The girl never expected that the opportunity would come so suddenly.

The school festival stage play and so on are simply great!

When Natsume was talking about the plan while walking around, she actually only heard about the hero saving the beauty.

She looked forward to it so much that she pretended to be reserved and immediately agreed.

In a girl's mind, sunshine, refuting rumors, and intimidating rumor mongers are completely unimportant, less than one ten thousandth of a hero saving a beauty.

She felt so happy all of a sudden. She thought that Natsume Xun must like her, otherwise why would he help her get this job?

The dream was too beautiful, so when it shattered, the girl fell into despair.

As much hope as there is, there is also despair.

The hero becomes the villain, the promise turns into evil words, and the gorgeous lights lose their color in an instant.

The girl saw the snowflakes all over the sky, the collapsed snow, and Natsume Xun pushed her away again.

Cold, dark, lonely, helpless.

She didn’t know how she got home, let alone how she should face Natsume Patrol.

【The fish trusted the water so much, but the water boiled it.

The leaves trusted the wind so much, but the wind blew them down.

I trusted you so much, but you hurt me,

Later I discovered that it is not water that cooks fish, but fire.

It is not the wind that blows down the leaves, but autumn.

It’s not you who hurt me, it’s my own passion.】

Silent room, stinging breath, numb head.

Ito Yingxue huddled in the corner, forgetting time, forgetting struggle, forgetting love.

Until Natsume Megumi's voice reached her ears through the thick and cold iron door.

Here it comes again, the tenderness after indifference comes again.

Just as he pushed her away, he wanted to drag her back again. Do you really think that she would come and go away as soon as you called her?

The girl was probably completely heartbroken, rejecting Natsume Patrol with a cold tone for the first time.

In fact, as soon as she refused, she felt a little regretful. What if Natsume Patrol really left like this and ignored her?

The girl feels weird.

She obviously wants to never forgive Natsume Patrol again, but she is still afraid that he will ignore her.

As soon as he apologized, she relented.

She really hates herself like this, soft, stupid and weird.

You deserve to be bullied by boys.

Why did you let Natsume Xun leave? Because the girl was afraid that she could not help but forgive him.

She was really scared, so scared that she would be hurt again after forgiving Natsume.

Like a stray kitten, she enjoyed warmth for the first time after being picked up by her owner.

The innocent kitten thought that its owner would always take care of it, but one afternoon, the owner suddenly kicked it and cursed her to get out.

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It is impossible for a kitten to leave home. It can only hide from its owner while purring aggrievedly.

After a while, the owner seemed to realize his mistake, bent down, pinched it and called it.

But how could a kitten that had just been injured easily drop its guard and only dare to huddle in a corner and lick its wounds alone?

A kitten doesn't know if it will get a hug or a more painful kick when it gets close to its owner.

The same is true for Ito Yingxue. She longs for a warm hug but is afraid of new injuries.

……

The sound of thunder is accompanied by the sound of rain and the murmuring of oneself.

"Natsume-san..."

Natsume Xun was stunned, subconsciously thinking that the girl had discovered him, but when he was about to respond, he found that the girl didn't even raise her head.

Is she talking to herself?

"Natsume-kun...what should I do...should I believe you..."
To be continued...
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