Chapter 372 Li Bai's inner struggle
"What are you looking at?" Li Bai concentrated on walking, but the little monk beside him really made him unable to calm down.
Not knowing that he had finished his homework, he simply lay down on the bench in the yard, resting his chin on his hands and watching Li Bai practice.
"Look at you, I always feel that you are too persistent, little benefactor." After saying this, he stood up, patted the dust on his body, took out a tea egg from his arms, and began to carefully peel off the eggshell, for fear of
If you are careless and let a small piece of egg white stick to the eggshell, it is really a sin.
"Don't call me little donor, little monk, you don't understand." Li Bai didn't mind his age at first. Anyway, since he was reborn, it doesn't make much difference to him whether he looks eight or eighty years old.
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It's just these few days of practice that have made him face the reality in front of him.
With the body of a teenager, it is basically unrealistic to go to the ring to compete with others, not to mention that his goal is to win the championship?
During this short period of time, I put my head down and trained hard, not because I thought that if there is a will, everything will come true, but because I wanted to numb myself through a busy life.
In fact, Li Bai knew clearly that in the face of the absolute gap, persisting to the end is actually a useless effort and a means of self-deception.
"Yes, little donor, I just don't understand. There are indeed many things that I don't understand, but you understand, donor, you are very distressed now, so why do you have to be so persistent?" The little monk who didn't understand had already finished peeling the eggs, and said a little.
The brown eggs show spider web-like traces, making it obvious at first glance that this tea egg tastes absolutely boiled.
Looking at the tea eggs, I couldn't help but swallow my saliva. Then I reached out and put the tea eggs in front of Li Bai, indicating that I was willing to give up the tea eggs to Li Bai.
Although Li Bai looked to be a few years older than I didn't understand, he had already experienced a lifetime of vicissitudes in his heart. How could he snatch snacks from a child?
"You can eat. If I want to eat, there are many in the cafeteria. We can take care of it here." Li Bai was afraid that he would not understand but still insisted on being modest, so he found a suitable reason to refuse.
Hearing what Li Bai said, he didn't understand. He opened his small mouth and bit down half of the tea egg. His chubby little face moved up and down as his mouth chewed, making him look very cute.
"I didn't expect that the rich benefactor was really rich. No wonder he had such a good name." Bu Bai admired while eating tea eggs.
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This Red Star Factory is really a good place. You don’t have to worry about food or clothing. There are four or five kinds of side dishes every morning. There are meat and vegetables at noon. The dishes are rich. In the evening, you can have a hot pot from time to time. And it’s so
A hotpot where you can eat only meat.
Although everyone is usually busy with their own affairs, everyone looks kind-hearted, especially the group of grandfathers who like cats watching geographical documentaries in warehouses. They highlight their boldness and are happy to see anything, which is a compliment.
Dong's habit is a bit strange. When he encounters good things, he doesn't say "good things", but just smiles and says "it's worth it. It's worth it".
Maybe the beauty in this world is worth it to them.
The rest, Uncle Cao who likes to look at beauties with bare legs, Uncle Guan who is a long-bearded man who is very good at playing with a sword, and Grandpa Hua who likes to take his own pulse, all of them are good people.
I don’t know that although these people have things on their minds, they are usually happy.
It seems that only this guy named Li Bai has never been really happy.
This makes people who have already developed the feeling of "I am happy here but don't miss Shu" really confused. If someone in such a good place is not happy, then how sad is this Li Bai's benefactor.
He doesn't understand that he now feels that the Red Star Factory is the second best place he has ever been to in his life. The best place is of course the temple where he was born.
Although the temple is in the mountains, and although the food in the temple is just plain food every day, only the master will often think of ways to make some meaty food for himself to satisfy his hunger. Although the life in the temple is hard, he likes to pat his head and tell himself when he thinks about it.
Master Sutra, when he thinks of the Bodhisattva who will keep his secrets secret no matter what he says, and when he thinks of the farmers at the foot of the mountain who no longer believe in Buddhism, but are still dedicated to good deeds, they don’t understand and feel that if they can continue to live like this for the rest of their lives.
, that is the best.
The purpose of the master and apprentice going down the mountain this time was to get the bonus from the martial arts competition. Several houses in the temple were in disrepair. Although the villagers at the foot of the mountain had always said they wanted to go up the mountain to help with repairs, they were all begging for food from the land. Master
How can you be willing to let people waste their efforts?
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But if wages are paid, how much can the temple contribute?
What's more, even if the villagers insist on not wanting wages, they still need money to buy the materials to repair the temple.
Master and Master often say that this is an era of Dharma ending, so monks should be more cautious and never ignore their true intention of cultivating Buddhism for temporary convenience.
Some monks can drive a Mercedes-Benz and live in a mansion, and even go to the temple just like going to work. Some monks are just monks. The right and wrong of this can be discussed in detail by future generations.
Therefore, the master ate meat and drank wine, and never used the pilgrims' money for sesame oil. He would rather work as a coolie at the foot of the mountain in his spare time than spend the pilgrims' donations.
If Master really couldn't bear it anymore, he would even tear off the gold foil from the Buddha statue and leave the offerings in the wooden box in front of the Buddha statue untouched.
The master is not angry about this, after all, the Buddha is in the heart, not on the statue.
The gold foil on the Buddha statue is the money he saved when he went out to work when he was young, and it is definitely not a donation from pilgrims.
If so, the master's legs will definitely be broken by the master.
Therefore, in this martial arts competition, the master worked hard to get a ranking. Although he didn't understand it, he still understood these things.
But when facing Li Bai beside him, he really didn't understand if he didn't understand. He couldn't understand why Li Bai, who had no worries about food and clothing, had such a beautiful face. He couldn't understand why Li Bai had a mature look on his face even though he was so young.
The master said that this may be caused by inner demons. As a monk, he cultivates Buddhism in order to subdue the inner ape and lock the mental horse.
The master said, don’t say what you shouldn’t say, don’t ask what you shouldn’t ask, monks want everything to be clear.
But he doesn't understand but feels that there are too many things in this world that he doesn't understand, so he must understand them.
After finishing the tea eggs in my hands, I clapped my hands habitually, then wrapped the eggshells on the chair with a handkerchief and put them into my arms.
Li Bai next to him saw that he didn't understand how young he was, but he behaved in a sensible manner, and he felt somewhat affectionate in his heart.
After all, sensible children are lovable.
"Little guy, why do you monks eat meat? What kind of Buddha have you become?" Li Bai said with a smile.
"You can't eat meat if you practice Buddhism? Hehe, I don't understand." The little monk who didn't understand replied slyly.
Li Bai smiled after hearing this. He was also an open-minded person and knew that each had its own destiny, so he did not continue to dwell on the matter.
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"But the little monk doesn't understand, donor, why can't you let go in your heart?" I thought about it again and again, and felt that I still need to help calm the inner demons inside, otherwise I will be in vain with the master these days.
Those who eat, drink and live for free are not able to live up to their wealthy benefactors.
Li Bai has been arguing with himself countless times in the past few days, whether his persistence is right or wrong.
Today, when he heard the question "I don't know how to ask", it perfectly reflected his inner conflict at this time. Secondly, when I saw that the young monk "I don't know how to understand" was too young, he let go of his guard.
"Actually, I don't know if what I insist on is right. You may not understand it, but I... I want to change my life." Li Bai expressed his feelings directly to the little monk who didn't understand.
All in all, since his rebirth, Li Bai has only said this in front of Zhang Fugui.
"Change your way of life? Although I don't understand why, I think it's not bad, so just change it. Change it to something you want, change it to something you like. Changing it will make you not regret it and make everything worthwhile." Listen.
Hearing Li Bai's words, the little monk who didn't understand also clenched his fists, stepped on the bench, and said very excitedly.
"Yes! That's what I mean!" Li Bai did not expect that when he was reborn in this life, his best friend would be a teenage monk.
"Then what else are you unhappy about?" I didn't understand and continued to ask.
"I...I'm not unhappy." After Li Bai finished speaking, his excited expression suddenly dropped by a third. It was obvious that he didn't mean what he said.
"Donor, don't lie to me. It seems to me, little monk, that you have demonic obstacles in your heart. The so-called demonic obstacles are nothing more than the three poisons of greed, anger, and ignorance. If a person in the world has one of these three poisons in his heart, he will fall into endless reincarnation.
"Donor, although my master and master taught me this, I think there is one thing that can make you stick to it. As long as it does not harm anyone or breaks the law, it is ultimately a good thing." No.
The young monk who understood what he was saying suddenly felt that the theory in the Buddhist scriptures was not so tried and true. Maybe it was because he had not understood it yet, so he changed his tone and expressed his understanding directly. ωωw..net
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"But... well, I mean, what if I choose the wrong direction?" Li Bai couldn't help but sigh when he thought about the reality he had faced in the past two days.
Indeed, there is nothing wrong with insisting on oneself, what is wrong is only the things one insists on.
Li Bai has completely understood that his participation in the martial arts competition is a very reckless thing. Although everyone is supporting him, this thing is a ridiculous joke.
Bu Bu heard Li Bai's thoughts and jumped off the bench neatly, looking at Li Bai up and down, left and right.
"What's wrong?" Li Bai asked.
I didn't understand but didn't answer Li Bai's question. Instead, he tapped his foot and pointed at Li Bai's eyes and brain and said, "It's not wrong to go in the wrong direction. It's not here or here."
After speaking, he pointed to Li Bai's chest and said: "The direction is wrong, you should ask it."
"Ask the heart? What's the use of asking the heart? Ants are ants, can ants knock down a wall?" Li Bai seemed to understand what he meant, but at this time he was still a little confused.
Chapter completed!