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Chapter 19

Pei Annan admired Xie Chenghe's shock and couldn't help laughing.

She leaned forward, touched Xie Chenghe's neck again, and lightly scratched his Adam's apple with her nails.

With such delicate skin, she could easily cut it open with just a little force.

"What? You think I'm a lunatic too?" Pei Annan's voice was all, "You want to be like that old guy and the little bitch and accuse me of being a mad dog?"

Before she killed the late emperor and the prince, she tied them up and killed all her brothers and sisters one by one in front of them, and then told them the fact that she was infertile.

She was so happy. Seeing those two disgusting things jumping up and down with anger and helplessness, listening to their insults and shouting, she simply laughed from ear to ear.

The harder they scolded, the happier she became, because she finally stepped on their sore point and rubbed it hard.

She even wanted to tell the ministers directly, but she was not really crazy. She still wanted the world and the power she had gained after years of dormancy.

But Xie Chenghe was different, she just wanted to tell Xie Chenghe.

She was looking forward to Xie Chenghe's insults and scolding, and she was looking forward to Xie Chenghe calling her a mad dog like those two dead bitches.

In this way, she could carve out all the weird feelings she had with Xie Chenghe these days and throw them away like meat.

She stared intently into Xie Chenghe's eyes, and the inexplicable pain in her heart made her even more anxious about what Xie Chenghe was about to say.

Say it, say it quickly!

She even listed more than ten ways of insulting her in her mind, waiting for Xie Chenghe to choose one, and then she would be as happy as if she had won a horse bet.

Xie Chenghe couldn't keep his eyes away from her lower abdomen. There was not only the three-inch scar there, but also countless scars that spread to her back.

His drunken pleas were finally answered, and he finally saw the inhuman abuse Pei Annan suffered in places he didn't notice.

So that the scar she made herself was so small, so insignificant, hidden under other pains, and seemed not important at all.

But what is important, to her, is her hatred for the Pei family, her determination to reach the top, and the collection of all the pain she has suffered.

It was also important to him. He hung his hands, knowing clearly that these scars had healed long ago, but he didn't dare to touch them for fear of hurting her.

"You...what are you doing?" Pei Annan's face changed. She looked at Xie Chenghe's slowly falling tears and felt her scalp numb.

"Hold it back!"

She couldn't laugh anymore, and the slight pain in her heart just now turned into helplessness and panic. She subconsciously covered her abdomen and pulled up her clothes to block Xie Chenghe's burning sight.

She had seen many people cry, but the only one who cried for her was Ding Yueluo. After she first ascended the throne, she drained the hot springs in Furong Pond and replaced them with new ones, and asked Ding Yueluo to bathe together.

Ding Yueluo met her frankly for the first time, and when she saw the scars on her body, she cried and fainted on the spot.

At that time, Ding Yueluo cried hysterically, which frightened her so much that her stomach hurt, and she never took a bath with her again.

Pei Annan now also had stomach cramps, cramps, and even felt a little nauseous. She was so nervous that she reached out in panic to cover Xie Chenghe's eyes to make him hold back his tears.

Xie Chenghe grabbed her two paws that were dancing in front of his eyes, and hugged her hard.

Pei Anan's head was buzzing, and his body was as stiff as a piece of wood, unable to move.

Obviously, Xie Chenghe is a scholar and is too weak to bear her finger, but now she is limp in Xie Chenghe's arms, unable to get out even if she struggles.

"How much pain do you have..." Xie Chenghe's hoarse voice circled in her ears, and the hissing sound in his throat was accompanied by choking, which was all buried in her neck.

There are so many ways to avoid having children, some of which are not harmful to the body, but she chose the most desperate way, which left her wandering on the line between life and death and ruined everyone's hope.

To what extent does she hate herself before she can resist by hurting herself? Before she can declare war by stabbing herself with a knife?

And what did he do?

He couldn't do anything, he didn't even have the right to watch. He could only wait for everything to settle down and the scars to heal, and then he acted like a disgusting person here.

Xie Chenghe had never resented himself so much, and had never hated himself so much. Only then did he truly realize how stupid he was.

The person in his arms struggled stiffly, but was so shocked that he had no strength. Xie Chenghe really wanted to never let go and hold her in his arms for the rest of his life, so that she would not have the strength to hurt him anymore.

But he let go. He stared into Pei Annan's eyes, saw his own reflection in them, and heard himself saying word by word:

"The person who caused you pain is dead. No one in this world can hurt you in the slightest. Pei Annan, your dynasty has arrived."

She has suffered enough and her time has come.

No one can restrain her, and neither can he. A hug is a restraint for her.

She wants to show off her talents and reach the top.

He stood at her feet, taking the lead.



Pei Anan was trembling all over, feeling numb from head to toe, feeling dizzy and nauseous, feeling like vomiting, and her heart was beating erratically, almost jumping out of her mouth.

Ding Yueluo looked at her helplessly and held her hand, but saw her withdraw it as if she was electrocuted. She felt restless again.

After Xie Chenghe left, Pei Annan remained in this state and couldn't read the memorial. He felt uncomfortable standing and sitting. He wanted to drink some tea to suppress it, but raised his hand and overturned the tea cup.

She really didn't know what was going on with her and was so confused that she could only find Ding Yueluo.

"Did he really say that?" Ding Yueluo sat on Pei Annan's couch, looking at her like this, feeling distressed and funny at the same time.

People who have never felt love will be scared to death if they are suddenly loved.

Pei Annan has lived in a world full of malice and hatred since she was a child, and it took Ding Yueluo more than two years to truly get into her heart and let her accept the warmth he brings.

"Do you think he has a brain problem?" Pei Annan's face turned pale, and her thin lips trembled as she spoke, "What on earth is he going to do?"

Ding Yueluo's eyes were filled with relief. She had not made a wrong bet, nor had she misjudged the person.

Xie Chenghe is indeed a gentleman. Even if he falls in love with Pei Anan, he still puts Pei Anan's ideals first. He is even willing to let go of his pride that he has not abandoned for more than 20 years and become the national teacher beside Pei Anan without trying to exceed his limits.

Then she wouldn't mind helping him.

"Perhaps I have finally become wise and realized that I have feelings for you as a man and a woman, right?" Ding Yueluo said casually, putting all the secret emotions in the sunshine.

Pei Annan played and wandered around the room aimlessly: "What? Impossible! I broke his bones with my own hands. Does he have masochism? Disgusting!"

"wishful thinking!"

"Idiot's dream!"

Ding Yueluo felt dizzy when she saw her spinning around: "When you approached him like a palace concubine to seduce a man, didn't you think that such a day would come to you?"

Pei Anan suddenly stopped: "Does he like this?" His eyes lit up as he said, "Come here! Go pick some beauties and send them to the Imperial Preceptor's Mansion!"

As soon as Waijian agreed, Ding Yueluo hurriedly interrupted: "Don't go yet!"

Then he turned funny and unbelievable: "What are you going to do?"

"Doesn't he like these? Let me give them to him! As many as he wants, and what kind can't be found?" Pei Annan gasped, with stars in his eyes, and no longer knew what he was talking about.

Ding Yueluo stared at her and suddenly realized that even though she was the emperor now and had stood on the commanding heights, if she didn't tear the outer layer, the Pei Annan inside would still be the bullied Pei Annan, who was still closed in order not to be hurt.

My own Pei Annan.

So Ding Yueluo smiled slightly and looked directly into Pei Annan's eyes: "What are you afraid of?"

"Are you afraid that he will like you, or are you afraid that you will like him?"

Pei Annan's eyes widened and he blurted out: "What's so scary about me?"

"Then you are afraid that you are not worthy of his love?" Ding Yueluo's voice was calm, poking at the pain point, "Are you afraid that you will be reborn from the ashes, covered in blood, and stain his white clothes?"

"Nonsense!" Pei Annan retorted subconsciously, but he couldn't help but sit on the chair and did not look at Ding Yueluo. "I am the ninth-five-year-old noble. I am destined by fate. He is just a national master..."

"Yes, he is just a national master, is he worthy of me?" Pei Annan seemed to have found a fulcrum, and kept talking, "He is just an ant that will die if I pinch it, but he dares to think of me. How audacious!"

Ding Yueluo suppressed her laughter and said nothing. She just looked at Pei Anan and saw the guilty look in her eyes.

"I asked you to come here to help me solve my problems, not to watch a joke!" Pei Anan was so angry that he felt all over his body. "Go, go, go, it's really useless!"

Ding Yueluo didn't care and stood up to leave without saying a word.

Pei Annan, on the other hand, was frustrated. He wanted to ask her to come back but was unable to do so. He was so angry that he kicked over the book shelf and the vase shattered on the floor.

Eunuch Su brought people to clean up, but happened to ask too much: "Then... should we send it to the Imperial Preceptor's Mansion?"

Pei Annan was stunned and even more annoyed: "What the hell! Get out of here!"

Xie Chenghe got the message from Ding Yueluo and couldn't help but smile. Even if Ding Yueluo hadn't sent the message, he could have guessed what Pei Annan's reaction meant.

His heart suddenly felt filled with warmth, and it was so gentle that it swelled.

Chen Yanshu, who had come to discuss the matter, saw Xie Chenghe's expression and guessed it, and said teasingly: "My fair lady, a gentleman is so arrogant."

Xie Chenghe's face turned red and he shook his head again: "I can't get what I asked for, so I'll sleep hard and think about it."

Chen Yanshu clicked his tongue twice: "You called me here just to talk about this, right? Then I can't help you."

Hearing this, Xie Chenghe sat upright, and his tender eyes just now turned into sharp swords in the blink of an eye: "Those people who came to court this morning must be Yue Jinyan's people."
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