"Bang", "Bang", "Bang"

While cleaning the dust in the room, my mother was talking and scolding.

The sound just happened to be heard by Xiao Xiao, who was hiding in the bedroom, but it was not so loud that the neighbors could hear it. Occasionally, the sound of her angrily throwing a broom or rag on the ground and on the table:

"How old I am, I know that I can sleep in the bedroom and play games every day."

"The room is not cleaned up, it's like a pig's nest. How could I have a son like you, who looks like your foolish father..."

"It's destined to be unable to do anything, it's rotten in the room!"

“…”

Xiao Xiao covered his ears in pain and his body shivered slightly.

He forgot when he started this kind of life, and felt a splitting headache, as if his brain was being cruelly shattered.

Starting four years ago, he often felt this kind of split headache, accompanied by a strong sense of dizziness, which made him feel that everything around him was twisting and lengthening.

The things in front of me seemed to have become no longer real, twisted and wriggled like earthworms.

He could hear the roar of his heart like a drumbeat, and every interval seemed as long as a few minutes.

In this state where the surrounding environment becomes extremely unreal and distorted from time to time, he cannot even concentrate, and his thinking is like broken lenses, reflecting interlaced and weird light.

He tried to accept and control himself, but it was obvious that his family could no longer accept it.

“Buzz…”

The phone suddenly vibrated slightly, and the sound made Xiao Xiao's illness slightly relieve, and he felt a little back to reality.

"Don't forget the class reunion, Minghe Hotel, private room on the second floor."

The person who passed the message came from high school was Jiang Cheng.

In fact, Xiao Xiao hasn't contacted his former classmates for a long time. In the past four years, he has rarely even gone out, but after seeing this message, he decided to go out.

Even though the headache, which was similar to panic disorder, had just happened, he wanted to go out, maybe because he had been holding it in for too long and wanted to escape temporarily.

"If you don't stay at home, where will you go?"

"You go, you go!"

"If you have the ability, you will die outside and never come back!"

“…”

When Xiao Xiao took a hoodie out, his mother's curses suddenly increased. It seemed that no matter what Xiao Xiao did, she could always point her angry point.

“Mush…”

While talking, she chopped off the unknown meat on the chopping board with her eyes tightly, staring at Xiao Xiao, and the knife she chopped off in her hand seemed to wish she could chop it on him the next moment.

Xiao Xiao was frightened by this look and felt cold all over, and walked out of the door as if he was running away.

Night had already fallen, and there were no street lights in the narrow streets and alleys. Xiao Xiao fled from the sound of his mother chopping meat, but he always felt something was staring at him, as if some giant had been staring at him.

“Woooooooooooo…”

The three vicious dogs in the neighbor's yard heard them approaching and let out a threatening growl.

The iron chains on the neck were stretched into straight lines, making an overwhelming sound of metal fatigue. The dark red eyes stared at him, and the saliva dripped from the ferocious interlaced teeth.

He walked closer to the corner of the wall on the outside, but suddenly a strange and mutated sound was hanging from above his head. Behind a window on the second floor, the sound of the old record machine was like crying.

The invisible tension made him walk faster and faster, but he was suddenly attracted by the harsh chainsaw sound. Through the blurry and dirty window, he saw the tall butcher holding the chainsaw and cutting something.

"Swish!"

The butcher and the cut object suddenly turned their heads at the same time and looked out the window.

Xiao Xiao felt extremely frightened. He staggered back and ran faster until he passed through the streets and alleys before he breathed heavily under the street lights.

Looking up at the busy streets, a dazzling tide poured into his brain.

The gorgeous neon lights gushed over the city like magma, and the traffic that emitted a harsh whistle was roaring like groups of steel monsters, roaring in front of them.

The searchlight on the rooftop looked at the night sky, as if it was about to illuminate the entire night, but it only illuminated the dark corners of the city and the streets and alleys filled with sewage.

On the cover of newspapers scattered on the ground, there was a large piece of report that the serial murderer who had secretly dug his heart had not been arrested. Not long ago, the girl gang that blew up the school publicly provoked the guard hall and other news.

The black characters on white background form a perfect unity with the temperament of this city.

"Has I not been out for too long?"

Xiao Xiao took a deep breath of cold and salty air and forced himself to calm down.

I looked up at the city and felt extremely unfamiliar. I don’t know when the city started, but the city had become another temperament.

He didn't know how the feeling of being with him came from, but after thinking about the four years of persistence, he still wrapped his clothes tightly and slowly walked towards the party place.

...

...

"Xiao Xiao is here?"

"Today we have a party. We called Xiao Xiao, the god of the house who has not gone out for several years, and met Yang Jia, the goddess who has not contacted any classmates for four or five years..."

"It's really a big deal to call Xiao Xiao, who is ready to stay at home until he dies..."

In the box, classmates' faces were filled with smiling faces, and began to overlap with the energetic looks in Xiao Xiao's memory, which also brought him back to the sunny memories four years ago.

This made his heart beating wildly quiet.

In four years, they have all gone to college and started another life.

But I am different. Because of the serious headache, my life seemed to be locked in a cage for four years.

There was already a sense of alienation, but Xiao Xiao still felt very happy. After all, this seemed to be a normal feeling and a group of normal people.

"What are you talking about?"

At this time, someone smiled and interrupted everyone's discussion.

A bright girl who was calling outside the door walked in. She had a slender figure and clean and delicate facial features, which immediately attracted the attention of everyone present.

The students on the table also changed their smiles and said, "It's okay, Yang Jia, you'll stay here this time, right?"

“…”

She is the center of the most popular at this class reunion and is also the most beautiful girl recognized by everyone.

Even Xiao Xiao’s memory can clearly find her shadow. She is the most beautiful girl in high school, and she has excellent grades and is good at sports, and she looks outstanding in all aspects.

In addition, there is also some mysterious feeling that cannot be described accurately.

It is said that she was originally from a big family in a big city in the north. She transferred to school for some special reasons, but later she left after only one semester.

"I'll stay here for a while."

Yang Jia smiled and replied: "But the exact amount of time is not confirmed yet."

She always seems to have that temperament, treats people gently, but also has a sense of distance. She obviously doesn't care, but she always becomes the center of everyone's attention.

"She seems to be different from others..."

Xiao Xiao didn't know when he felt attracted to Yang Jia.

It’s not because she is beautiful, but because she always exudes a feeling of real existence that Xiao Xiao is difficult to describe in words.

Only when I looked at her could I seem to be away from the dizziness that was inauthentic, and my nervousness slowly faded.

Perhaps, the previous discomfort and panic were just the effects of my headache, but I was too nervous and became suspicious.

"Haha, Xiao Xiao, what are you looking at?"

But at this moment, a cold voice suddenly woke Xiao Xiao up.

He raised his head and saw Jiang Cheng looking at him with a scammering look, holding a cigarette in his hand. The corners of his mouth were a little unnaturally opened, but the chilling light was shot out in his eyes.

Another classmate held a knife in his forehand, poking the meat in the plate vertically, but while doing these movements, his eyes kept staring at Xiao Xiao.

Someone on the opposite side pulled the chair hard, making a harsh sound, then leaned down on the back of the chair, showing a smile on his face to Xiao Xiao.

At this moment, Xiao Xiao felt as if he had suddenly become the target of everyone's hatred.

The heart suddenly began to beating wildly uncontrollably, and the more it became slower and slower, Xiao Xiao felt his nerves tense again uncontrollably, and cold sweat on his forehead oozed out layer by layer.

The dizziness came again, and everything around him seemed to be becoming unreal.

He could even feel that these people seemed to jump up explosively at any time and stab the knife in his hand hard at him.

"They all want to harm me..."

When this idea suddenly burst out of his mind, Xiao Xiao himself was shocked.

He stood up in panic: "I'll go to the bathroom!"

He left the hotel private room as if he was escaping. He could still feel that behind him, countless pairs of creepy eyes were staring at him.

"What the hell is wrong with me?"

A handful of cold water poured on his face, and Xiao Xiao closed his eyes in pain.
To be continued...