Chapter 829 I won’t make it to the last step

Sheng Xingli asked in a low voice: "Why aren't you sleeping yet?"

He said truthfully: "Insomnia."

Sheng Xingli knew that his sleeping condition had not been very good, and so many things had happened recently...

He really needed a good night's sleep.

Sheng Xingli walked to the bed, kicked off her slippers, and got into bed.

He conveniently turned off the faint yellow light left by the bedside.

The two of them just lie on the bed. On weekdays, the girl always likes to lean in his arms and fall asleep on his arms, or wrap her arms around his waist and stick to him...

However, this time, there seemed to be an insurmountable chasm between the two.

In the darkness, Sheng Xingli opened his eyes and looked above his head.

She was still thankful in her heart that it was dark night, so even if she shed tears secretly, she would not be noticed.

However, at this moment, a big hand stretched out silently, and its warm fingertips gently wiped away the moisture from the corners of her eyes.

Sheng Xingli panicked. She didn't know why, but she suddenly felt guilty. She subconsciously wanted to hide, but the man grabbed her waist and took her forcefully into his arms——

"What do you want to do? You agreed that tonight...you won't do anything to me."

"I won't make it to the last step."

"But...hugging won't do either." Sheng Xingli refused with all her heart.

He took a deep breath, hesitated for a long time, and finally slowly let go of the hand around her waist.

"Actually, from the first day I officially owned you, I should have known that sooner or later such a day would come. I was too naive and too unaware."

Sheng Xingli's heart ached as he listened to the muffled voice in his ears.

She turned sideways and buried her head in the pillow. Soon, the pillowcloth was completely wet.

"But later... I was dazzled by the beauty in front of me. I took everything I had worked so hard and secretly for granted. So when these beautiful things were broken, I was still thinking about why God was so unkind to me.

Fairness wants to take away all this from me." He sneered and smiled, "In fact, these things don't belong to me at all."

"Can you please stop talking? It's very late and I want to sleep..."

Sheng Xingli lowered his voice and murmured to himself.

But he seemed to be trapped in his own emotions and couldn't get out.

"I feel...I seem to be back to the past again."

It seemed like I was back to the past - that time, trapped in the darkness, like a rotting zombie.

Sheng Xingli sat up straight suddenly, as if he had been struck by a bolt from the blue.

"If... you really go back to the past, are you worthy of me?" She didn't question, but asked calmly: "I worked so hard to pull you out, not to pull you to heaven and then let you fall into hell.

I don’t want you to be like this.”

"Okay, I don't think so."

He agreed to her words almost without hesitation.

After all...he hasn't completely lost her yet, so he can't lose hope in life, nor should he give up the pursuit of light.

In the house, silence returned.

He closed his eyes.

Maybe it was because he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time, but when he smelled the fragrance of the girl's body, his headache gradually disappeared.

Soon, he fell asleep.

In the haze, he felt the girl's body getting closer and closer to his body...
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