Chapter 11 If You Don't Come, I'll Be Waiting(1/2)
"I prefer Little Plum's face." Xia Tian's cheeks turned red from being forced, and he randomly brought out a handsome European and American guy.
"Hahahaha, that little plum playing with the water gun?" Chengze laughed so hard that there were a few fine lines at the corners of his eyes.
Boom——
Three cups of milk tea were suddenly placed on the table. Zhang Fei sat next to Chengze, folded his arms and tilted his head slightly, and said with a smile: "I haven't seen you smile so happily in a long time."
Chengze put away the happiness on his face and dragged Zhang Fei to his feet: "It's time for us to go to class. Senior sister, I'll go find you after you finish class, okay?"
Before Xia Tian could answer, Chengze had already left with Zhang Fei.
"I couldn't see you this morning, so I went to find Xia Tian."
"Um."
"Get up and go block people's houses right away?"
"I'll be waiting for her outside the dormitory building at 5 o'clock."
"Oh, you like her."
Chengze smiled and did not answer.
"She's really interesting. Look, the milk tea money was sent to me." Zhang Fei accepted the red envelope, "Why her? I think Lan Lan is a perfect match for you."
"Lan Lan is my cousin." Chengze took the time to light a cigarette on the way to the classroom, "I like quiet, ordinary girls."
Zhang Fei shook his head and expressed his disapproval: "There are too many girls like that, but you treat her specially. You must not tell the truth to me."
Chengze smiled slyly.
"I'll just say yes, what are you hiding from me?"
Chengze put out his cigarette and ran quickly to the teaching building.
Zhang Fei chased after him: "You brat, what didn't you tell me?"
During the entire class, Xia Tian barely listened to anything. All he could think about was Naruse's fair and delicate face, his blue eyes that were like the deep sea, and his smile that was even more healing than Natsume's.
Senior, do you like this face?
Senior sister, do you like it?
Senior Sister Xia Tian!
Chengze's voice lingers in the ears, like the chirping of cicadas in summer or the ethereal Sanskrit sounds in ancient temples. It can make people upset at one moment, but it can sweep away worries and soothe the soul at the same time.
But the door has been closed for so long that no one can knock it open.
Even if you force the door and enter, you will face a boring gourd in the future. After a long time, who can guarantee that he will not leave again.
And her eyes...
The phone suddenly vibrated twice in my pocket.
Dabai sent a message: "Senior sister, are you paying attention to the class?"
Xia Tian looked at the door of the classroom. The gray door looked like the door of a century-old house that had been in disrepair.
The area behind the door must be overgrown with weeds, desolate and messy, with nothing to look forward to.
Dabai: "I'll see my senior sister later, I'm looking forward to it."
Xia Tian was restless, holding the pen tightly and scratching randomly on the paper.
How to reject a beautiful, gentle boy?
Dabai: "Senior, what do you want to eat for lunch? Do you want some skewers?"
Xia Tian: "Pay attention to the class."
Dabai: "It's an order."
summer:"……"
This class was very torturous. During the summer, I wanted to rush out of the classroom many times in order to escape the upcoming dangerous relationship.
I am usually very careful and cautious and will not take the initiative to attract other people's attention. Why did I attract Chengze?
The long class finally ended, and the students walked out of the classroom one after another. Only Xia Tian stayed in his seat without moving.
After a while, various sounds came in from the corridor.
“Can you add me on WeChat?”
"Would you like to have a meal together at noon?"
"The handsome guy is here to find someone?"
Xia Tian sighed lightly. If he went out now, he would be the target of public criticism. This empty classroom was no place to stay.
She turned her head slightly and glanced at the half-open window. If she jumped, how would others "take care of" her? Would it cause trouble to the school? Now she was the only child left in the family. If she was gone,
That mother...
She shouldn't be too sad, after all, the only child left by her side is not her favorite.
Xia Tian hugged his arms tightly and used the knowledge he had learned to force himself to calm down.
Face fear - solve problems - negotiate - stick to the bottom line -
"Senior, are you reviewing the lesson taught by the teacher just now?" Chengze's steps were very soft and his voice was even softer, as if he was afraid of disturbing someone who was concentrating on something.
The world around Xia Tian is like an overturned paint box, rendering the surroundings with splashes of ink.
The world is so beautiful, why do we have to hit the wall?
"I'm thinking about something." Xia Tian's eyes retracted from the window and stared at Chengze quietly.
Cheng Ze silently closed the window, and when the ripples in his eyes gradually dispersed, and finally returned to calm, he pulled a stool and sat in front of Xia Tian.
In the past, he was just like the summer before him, looking at the window blankly, as if it was an outlet that could solve all the troubles in the world.
Chengze crossed his arms and put them on the table, tilting his head slightly. He seemed naughty, but his tone could not be more serious: "Am I causing trouble to you?"
Outside the classroom, there were many heads leaning on the windows and looking in, wondering what would come out of the forum later.
Xia Tian nodded slightly.
Chengze slowly lowered his head, rested it on his arm, and looked out the window at the distant mountains.
"Then what do you want me to do, senior sister?"
"Take the red envelope and return it to everyone."
When facing the problem head-on, all the previous worries and tensions disappeared. What Xia Tian was afraid of seemed to have always been all kinds of suspicions and imaginations before the results came.
The worst thing is that she clearly knows what her problem is, but she can't change it. She allows these negative and terrible thoughts that may never happen to drive her crazy step by step.
"What if I can't do it?" Chengze's eyes were blank, and there was a hint of prayer in his voice.
"Then I will hate you." Xia Tian stuffed the books into his bag randomly.
Chengze buried his head in his arms and couldn't even speak a word.
Xia Tian quickly squeezed through the crowd, ignoring the whispers behind him, and fled all the way to the library.
It's over, it's all over.
When he first entered the school, Xia Tian dragged his suitcase with a frown on his face, thinking about how to get through the four years. He didn't want to know that more than half of it had passed in the blink of an eye.
As National Day approached, Xia Xia sent a WeChat message to her mother, saying she wouldn't be home for the National Day.
Her mother then transferred next month's living expenses to her without replying with a single word or expression.
It's like one is collecting debts and the other is repaying debts.
The connection with Dabai ends with "the red envelope has not been received and the amount has been returned."
"Why do days go by so slowly?" Xia Tian glanced at the empty dormitory.
Jin Yan, Yangyang, and Xiaoqian all took the car home early. Xia Tian thought, it must be mom cooking and dad chatting with them, and the whole family is enjoying themselves.
So envious.
There were many students staying in school during the National Day, and there were no more posts about Xia Tian and Cheng Ze in the campus forum.
Summer has returned to the boring life of four o'clock and one line. I didn't find such days difficult before, but in the past half month, I feel like a caged bird, unable to get out or escape.
"The Weaknesses of Human Nature! Is this a must-read book for studying psychology?"
"Ah...no..."
Zhang Fei threw his backpack on the ground and sat next to Xia Tian.
"How did you..." Xia Tian quickly glanced around, but there was no colorful world that she was looking forward to and afraid of.
Chengze did not come with him.
"I was looking for a quiet place to read, and then I found this place, and then I found you. Can I sit here? Oops, it's too cold here. Don't you think it's cold on your butt? Be careful of how it affects your childbirth in the future."
summer:"……"
Zhang Fei took off his coat and folded it, then gave it to Xia Tian and said, "Put it on."
To be continued...