Cheng Xiaolan sighed and said, "I'll find a hotel nearby to stay first. I can't go back to school at this time."

Zhang Fei gently closed the door of the ward, and the clicking sound of high heels and leather shoes on the marble floor gradually faded away.

"Da Fei." Cheng Ze was lying on the hospital bed, head tilted, eyes empty.

"When did you wake up?"

"They left when you closed the curtains?"

"Well, thank you to Senior Shi for sending you to the hospital in time. Brother, you scared me to death." Zhang Fei pulled a stool and sat over, turned on the bedside lamp, and reached out to touch Cheng Ze's forehead, "Are you thirsty?

Are you hungry?"

Chengze shook his head gently. He looked at the white roof, his eyes full of despair, like a person who had just been rescued and was trying to commit suicide.

There followed a long silence.

Zhang Fei was a little sleepy and couldn't help but yawn.

Buzz——

Zhang Fei took out his mobile phone and stared at the screen with a silly smile.

"Who is it?" Chengze didn't want to know who sent Zhang Fei a message in the middle of the night. He just wanted to make some noise in the ward where there were only two of them.

"It's Yanyan. She asked me what I was doing. I didn't have time to talk to her at night."

"hehe."

Chengze's smile scared Zhang Fei to the point where he immediately put away his phone.

"Why are you laughing again? I'm going to find the doctor."

"No need, the previous sadness has passed. I laugh at you and Jin Yan."

"What's so funny about us?"

"Don't you like my cousin?"

"It's just that I like it for what purpose. In her eyes, I'm not even a spare tire."

"So, if the other person doesn't love you, you just choose to quit?"

"No, I persisted for at least five or six years. In fact, before I met Yanyan, I never thought about giving up. Maybe I met the right person this time. By the way, why are you laughing? Didn't Xia Tian already reject Shi

Are you a senior now?"

Other people's love sounds like a happy or sad story, but when it comes to one's own, this love is like a pile of notes shredded by a paper shredder. You can't bear to throw it away. You want to restore it, but you can't do it.

"Da Fei, I seem to have fallen in love with the wrong person." Chengze's voice seemed even hoarse and sad in the quiet ward.

"What's the meaning?"

Zhang Fei quickly replied, "I'll tell you tomorrow," then put away his phone and carefully observed Chengze's face.

Chengze's face was too calm, making it difficult for Zhang Fei to understand his mood at this time.

"I said that I recognized the wrong person and loved the wrong person." Chengze looked sideways at Zhang Fei, hoping that he would understand.

Zhang Fei's mind flashed through the girls Cheng Ze had interacted with over the years. Except for a few girls among his friends in the orphanage, the one he got along with the most was Cheng Xiaolan, but Cheng Ze always regarded her as his sister.

Seeing that Zhang Fei didn't understand, Chengze turned to look at the roof and murmured: "I'm sleepy, you should go to bed early."

Chengze almost stayed up all night, he didn't know how to face Xia Tian next.

Xia Tian said that she had never been to the orphanage, so she was not the girl that Chengze always thought was the girl who gave him hope to live when he was a child.

If he was as enthusiastic as fire before and then as cold as ice, that would be too unhuman. What did Xia Tian do wrong?

Putting aside everything that happened before, let’s just talk about Xia Tian. Is it very pleasant to get along with him during this period of time? Is it possible to continue to develop into a boyfriend and girlfriend in the future?

Yes or no, yes or no, do you want to continue?

The night was very short, and as I kept thinking about it, daybreak came.

Zhang Fei opened his eyes and couldn't see Chengze, so he lifted up the quilt and jumped out of bed. As soon as he ran out of the ward, he saw Chengze walking slowly towards this side from the other end of the corridor.

"Where have you been?" Zhang Fei asked as Chengze approached.

"I want to drink coffee." Cheng Ze shook the paper cup in his hand.

"Where did you buy it?" Zhang Fei followed him into the ward.

"It's a supermarket on the first floor. I didn't know you woke up so early and didn't buy anything for you." Chengze said slightly apologetically.

"It's okay. I don't want to drink coffee this morning. How are you feeling?" Zhang Fei opened the curtains and folded the quilt.

"Very good, let's go." Chengze began to pack his backpack.

"Let's go? Now? Let's ask the doctor..." Zhang Fei was dragged out of the ward by Chengze.

"Don't worry, I'm not at the point where I have to be hospitalized yet. Remember not to tell my mother."

When the two returned to school, it was still early.

Zhang Fei said he wanted to catch up on some sleep, and Chengze went for a run on the playground.

It was still quite cold in the morning, and there were not many students exercising. They were scattered in twos and threes on the huge playground.

After running a few laps, Cheng Ze was exhausted, walked slowly to the edge of the track, and sat down exhausted.

The sun gradually rose, and more and more students poured into the playground.

Chengze put the wide hat on his sweatshirt over his head, and no one running past him recognized him.

After sitting for a long time, the sweat had subsided. When the wind blew, my clothes were soaked through.

He still hasn't decided whether to go to see Xia Tian or not, and what to say if he does?

Suddenly, a bottle of sports drink appeared in front of me.

Chengze raised half of his face that was covered by his hat, saw the person in front of him clearly, and said softly: "Thank you."

Xia Tian sat next to Cheng Ze. This was the first time she took the initiative to approach someone.

She wanted to explain to Chengze that she didn't like Shi Xia. Although for now, they were just friends, she still couldn't wait to tell Chengze.

Chengze poured half a bottle of drink into his mouth in one breath, and after that, he didn't say anything to Xia Tian.

"In winter, will you also run in the morning?" Xia Tian was the first to break the silence.

"Not necessarily, it depends on my mood." Chengze answered perfunctorily. He wanted to find an excuse to leave, and then talk to Xia Tian after he figured out how to deal with their relationship.

The sun became more and more dazzling, Xia Tian raised his hand to cover his forehead.

Chengze turned his face away, feeling very depressed.

If Xia Tian was the girl he knew when he was a child, then he would feel extremely distressed because of Xia Tian's eyes, would want to hug her, comfort her, and would protect her well throughout his life.

Unfortunately, Xia Tian is not, so no matter whether she is blind or mute now, this feeling of distress is discounted.

"Actually, Senior Shi and I..."

Because the disappointment was so strong, Chengze didn't want to know about their relationship at all.

"Senior sister, I have to go back. I have class in the morning." Cheng Ze stood up.

Xia Tian then stood up, smiled at him and said: "Then go quickly."

Xu was smiling too ugly, and Cheng Ze captured a moment of sadness and loss. He tried his best to respond with a real smile: "If you are free tonight, I will come to you."

Xia Tian nodded happily, then took out a bottle of sports drink from his bag and said, "You can take this bottle as well. I don't know which one you like, so I bought two flavors."

Chengze took them and stared at them for a while and then said, "I still prefer the light green bottle."

Xia Tian pointed at the drink bottle and said, "Isn't this cyan?"

Chengze nodded and said: "It's not wrong to say it's light blue, then I..."

Cheng Ze remained motionless as if he was frozen in place, his face becoming increasingly gloomy.

"What’s wrong with you?"

"Senior, are your eyes really unable to see color?"

Chengze's eyes were locked on the drink bottle that was gradually tightened in his hands, and he prayed deeply from the bottom of his heart not to lie to him.

"Yes, starting about five years ago..."

"Haha -" Chengze suddenly threw the drink back to Xia Tian, ​​like throwing away a piece of garbage, "It's ridiculous, senior sister can actually distinguish green. If you don't want to accept Senior Shi, just say so, why do you want to pour sewage on yourself?

Are you pretending to be pitiful to gain sympathy? You lied to everyone, including me. I seem to have told you that I hate it when others lie to me, right?"

Xia Tian held the drink bottle in both hands, feeling that it weighed a thousand pounds, weighing him down so much that he couldn't even say a word of explanation.

Because of you, I can see the long-lost colorful world, and because of you, I feel that living is not such a bad thing.

"It's good. I don't have to worry or think hard now. Goodbye, senior sister."

From Chengze's cold and disdainful eyes, Xia Tian understood that every word of explanation was redundant at this time, and people were willing to believe what they thought was the truth, rather than the real truth.

I woke up early and looked for Chengze in the school, only to see a departing figure.

It's really ironic that when Chengze took the initiative to show his kindness to her, she was hiding. By the time he took the initiative to come to her, the other party's mind had changed.
To be continued...