The sky is blue-grey in summer eyes.

She didn't feel cold standing on the balcony. Her exposed skin was gently kissed by the sun, and the air that broke into her mouth and nose was a bit cool.

"Today must be a sunny day, with the same blue color as the day Dad left home." Xia Tian thought to himself.

Xia Xia didn't tell anyone that she had a problem with her eyes. After returning home, she timidly opened her door a crack every day and watched Xia Guojun struggle to deal with the waves of relatives and friends who came to ask for compensation.

Watching them bargaining, arguing over nutrition fees, lost work pay, and hospital reimbursement forms made their faces red-faced.

Xia Tian doesn't understand, how come the usually kind uncles and aunts have turned into ferocious beasts?

After Xia Xuan died, Li Lijuan grew old almost overnight. She sat blankly in the room without saying a word. Everything was resolved by Xia Guojun. After selling two properties, the family moved to an old house in the suburbs.

in the house.

This is a two-story building with a single courtyard. Although it is an old building, it is of excellent quality and you will have no problems if you live there for decades.

When Xia Tian's grandma was still alive, she planted flowers and vegetables in the yard. Now that there are no people around, the yard is also deserted.

Xia Guojun cleaned up three rooms and briefly cleared the weeds in the yard. The family had not lived here for ten days, and he couldn't wait to pack up his personal belongings.

The day Xia Guojun left home, Xia Tian chased her out, grabbed her suitcase and begged Xia Guojun not to leave her and her mother, but it was of no use.

Xia Guojun calmly opened the luggage pole that Xia Tian was holding and said, "Your mother and I have divorced. From now on, you live with your mother."

Tears welled up in his eyes. Xia Tian sat on the ground holding Xia Guojun's thigh and cried: "Dad, the eldest brother is dead and the second brother is missing. If even you are gone, my mother and I will be the only ones left in the family. How should I survive?"

A hint of distress suddenly appeared in Xia Guojun's eyes. He knew what it was like to live with Li Lijuan. She was as aloof as a queen, and like a nun who had to take care of everything.

Xia Guojun felt that he could breathe normally only when he left home for work every day. But standing in front of his house after get off work was the beginning of a nightmare.

Now my little daughter has to bear all this alone...

"There's nothing we can do about it." This trace of distress disappeared in his eyes fleetingly.

Xia Guojun put all his luggage in the trunk and prepared to drive away. Perhaps Xia Tian's crying was so miserable that it aroused the little remaining fatherly love in his heart.

Xia Guojun walked over and pulled up his little daughter who was sitting on the ground crying, put his hands on her shoulders and said: "Study hard, study hard, like your elder brother, get into one of the best universities in the country, and then you can leave here.

, live the life you want, and I will come back to see you when I have time."

After growing up, Xia Tian realized that his father's last words were just polite.

"Senior, I'm not superman. If you really jump, I can't save you. But fortunately, this is a hospital and I can rescue you quickly. The chance of survival is still very high."

Xia Tian turned around and saw Cheng Ze holding flowers in his hands. He was standing at the door of the ward, telling cold jokes that were not funny with the most serious expression.

The two looked at each other, and Xia Tian wanted to speak several times to break the unbearable silence.

"Can I come in?" Chengze asked after a while of silence.

"Why do you think I want to commit suicide?" Thank God, he spoke first, Xia Tian waved him in, and then lay down on the hospital bed.

"No, that's fine." Chengze went to the bathroom to fill the glass vase with water, and then inserted the flowers into it, "Can I put it here?"

"Take it back to your dormitory, I will be discharged from the hospital today."

"Are you okay?"

"There's an exam coming up and I want to study."

"Study is more important than body?"

"important."

"Are you okay?"

Xia Tian lowered his head and sighed softly. Chengze's stubbornness came back again, as if he had to be friends with her before, and even said he wanted to confess his feelings to her.

Thinking of the final result, Xia Tian couldn't help but smile bitterly. The cut was really clean and neat, with absolutely no sloppiness.

"You haven't eaten any fruit? Can I peel an apple for you?" Chengze found that the outer packaging of the fruit basket was not removed. "Want to eat red or green?"

"..."

The two of them thought of the previous "drink incident" in unison.

"I'm sorry, I seem to have misunderstood you. Your eyes..." After listening to Yanyan's talk about the Xia family, Chengze had already made a hundred apology drafts in his heart.

"This is not the only thing you misunderstood about me." Xia Tian thought to herself, "I am not the little girl you had a crush on when you were a child."

Xia Tian thinks this way, but can't say it. Saying it means he is angry, and being angry just means that he cares. Regarding Chengze's alienation and indifference, only by not entangled and not caring can he maintain his dignity in front of him.

"Are your eyes... good and bad? I mean..."

"yes."

"That means there is a possibility of cure." Chengze said happily.

"Only by your side can I see colors." Xia Tian said truthfully.

"Really?" Chengze's voice trembled, as if his heart had been hit by something hard. He froze for a moment before continuing to unpack the fruit basket.

"Stop it, I don't want to eat it."

"Where's the milk tea? I bought two cups, let's drink together?" His tone sounded like a prayer, begging Xia Tian not to issue an eviction order and give him a chance to redeem himself.

"Well, let's have a drink."

The heat from the milk tea soaked Cheng Ze's eyes. He lowered his head deliberately, for fear that Xia Tian would notice his red eyes.

"Why can you see colors when you stay next to me?"

"I don't know. The doctor said you might have affected my mood, but we have never met before. When we first met, I actually followed the moving 'color block' all the way to you."

Chengze suddenly remembered the day he and Xia Tian met for the first time. He mistakenly thought that Xia Tian just wanted to send WeChat messages. However, at that moment, he was the one who made this magnificent and colorful world reappear in her eyes.

"sorry."

Chengze's voice has a unique gentleness and magnetism, like sweet strings. At this time, there is sadness and guilt in the voice, which makes people feel distressed unconsciously.

The self-esteem that Xia Tian had worked so hard to maintain these days was almost shattered.

Angry?

Of course she was angry, but now he was her savior. What were those misunderstandings and indifference compared to this?

But if we forgive him, can we go back to the past with him?

Can't go back.

Chengze's alienation made her even more convinced that any relationship in this world will change. If you accidentally step into it, you will be hurt in the end. Some of Chengze's behaviors, in her opinion, look like they are gone and never come back.

Xia Guojun.

At this time, a little nurse dressed in white walked in gently and said to Xia Tian with a smile: "Is your boyfriend coming to see you?"

Xia Tian denies: "He is my classmate."

Chengze's face looked extremely ugly. Could it be that we were not even friends?

The little nurse said: "Oh, have you taken oxygen today?"

Xia Tian said: "I took it this morning and I want to be discharged from the hospital."

The little nurse said: "Then you have to talk to the doctor."

Chengze suddenly stood up and said, "I... am addicted to cigarettes."

The little nurse said with a smile: "There is a smoking room at the end of the corridor. Does the handsome guy have a girlfriend? If not, add him on WeChat."

Chengze hesitated for a moment, forced a smile on his gloomy face, and then took out his mobile phone.

The smoking room is next to the bathroom, and the smell of smoke mixed with disinfectant is nauseating.

While chatting with the little nurse on WeChat, Xia Tian was staring out the window blankly. She seemed to no longer care about everything about him.

Want to laugh.

Want to laugh.

The regret and pain in his heart couldn't wait to pull open the corners of Chengze's mouth, making him laugh until his head was dizzy and he could no longer breathe, so that he wouldn't have to work hard to keep what he had lost.

"How long are you going to escape?" Chengze asked himself. If he didn't move forward, then he and Xia Tian would only end up drifting apart.

When Chengze returned to the ward, Xia Tian had already packed up.

"Did the doctor say it's ready to be discharged?"

"Um."

"summer……"

"Senior."

Xia Tian corrected, that serious look in his eyes hit Chengze's heart like a bolt of electricity, making him unable to move for a moment.

"Senior, can you forgive me?"

"Forgive me for what? My eyes? You think I lied to you, so..." Xia Tian hugged his arms tightly, trying to hide his anger, "Actually, this is not something that needs to be taken to heart at all, and Cheng Xiaolan has to use

It's not your fault that you beat me, and... and..."

"It's understandable that senior sister is angry with me."
To be continued...