Chu Xi was just coquettish at first, but being coaxed by him like this really brought tears to her eyes.

She curled her lips and whispered in his arms, "That's right. It's all you."

Xiao Yi stroked her back and tightened his arms, "Yeah. It's all me."

She said: "I can't think about it. It makes me a little sad when I think about it. Why didn't you like me first?"

Xiao Yi felt like he had been stabbed in the heart, and the pain was unbearable.

He had a successful life, if anything it was his greatest frustration.

The first one is that he failed to rescue Captain Chu back then.

The second thing is that I didn't say I loved her back then.

Chu Xi continued: "It doesn't matter if you don't like me first, you still have to reject me."

"Even if you reject me, I will still be laughed at by the entire Internet."

Dr. Wu's words of "I love you so much but you are rejected" are indeed a bit heartbreaking. In the eyes of others, they are just a joke.

However, she was really sad for three years.

Xiao Yi hugged her tightly. He, who had always been strategizing, was completely at a loss at this moment.

He really didn't know how to make her forget those unpleasant things.

He just apologized awkwardly: "I'm sorry. It's all my fault."

Chu Xi: "You still don't like me enough. Otherwise, I wouldn't refuse."

"How can you let me feel sad?"

"I never give up."

So as soon as he appeared, she returned to him obediently.

The humidifier was blowing mist at the head of the bed, and the two of them were entangled in the moist air.

But Xiao Yi felt depressed and unbearable.

He was so anxious that he was flustered.

Xiao Yi knew that the girl in his arms felt extremely wronged, so he tightened his arms and said, "It's not that I don't like her enough."

Chu Xi didn't believe it, "Liar."

Xiao Yi: "It's true. The transition from family affection to love is a little slow."

He sighed: "My abstinence has something to do with you."

He has a little girl.

The little girl is so clingy and clings to her day and night.

In order to prevent myself from having any evil thoughts, I cultivated myself like a spiritual practitioner. I finally succeeded in practicing, but for a while, I couldn't become an ordinary person again.

Chu Xi: "Is it related to me?"

Xiao Yi: "In order to support you, I am a monk who practices Buddhism."

Chu Xi: "."

Xiao Yi: "Didn't you have trouble sleeping for a while when you were a child, so I held you to sleep?"

Chu Xi: "Yeah."

Xiao Yi: "One morning I woke up and my body had a reaction. I was so disgusted by myself that I was cruel to myself. I tried hard to abstain from sexual desires. I learned a lot of monks' methods of abstaining from sexual desire."

Chu Xi: "!!!"

She suddenly turned her face, her pupils were shaking like an earthquake, and she looked at Xiao Yi in disbelief.

She was shocked!

She had never thought of it that way!

Xiao Yi was even more ashamed by her look, and he reached out to cover her eyes.

He knew that she was thinking wrongly, and explained: "It's not towards you. It's a normal reaction, but I realized that I am a man and I have raised a little girl, and you can't live without me, so I can only be cruel to myself."

Chu Xi: "."

Xiao Yi sighed: "It took me a while to return to secular life as a monk, but in the end, I have wronged you."

Until now, his sinful desires are still caged.

After all, the procedures were not completed.

Xiao Yi: "Actually, you easily made me want to break the precept. That's why I was so angry and uncultivated when I rejected you. I'm sorry."

The time she made him drink, his reaction was easily provoked and he lost control.

In addition, there were a lot of internal and external troubles at that time, which made her feel wronged.

Chu Xi: "."

For a moment, she stopped feeling sad.

She thought about the fact that she had seduced a monk during that time, and suddenly, she lost all her energy.

In fact, she suddenly felt embarrassed.

After all, because of her, he forced himself to become a monk.

Finally, she felt like laughing.

She was scared when he lost his temper back then, but now, she wants to laugh.

In fact, she couldn't help but laugh out loud.

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