"Yan Siming, have you ever blamed me?"

Yan Siming looked up and looked at Xia Mengying as well. The two of them looked at each other. His eyes were like eagles and his eyes read the uneasy and deep guilt hidden in her eyes. He put down the bottle in his hand, crossed his hands on his knees, his eyes were extremely serious and firm, "No!"

I have never been blamed because I am not qualified.

Xia Mengying seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and smiled, "Yan Siming, do you know? You are the person I am the most grateful to in this world and my best friend." In five years, she saw all his efforts one by one. For her, he is a friend who is more important than Liang Yufei.

"I feel sorry for you."

Xia Mengying suddenly lowered her head, as if she was apologizing.

Yan Siming shook his head, "Xia Mengying, you don't owe me anything, you never owe me. It's because I'm sorry for you. I always hope you don't blame me, and I'm afraid you will blame me. Then I used the vigilant attitude we first met to me, so I kept hiding that I didn't know anything about the past."

Although he had asked Ning Ziqian not to say anything before, whenever Xia Mengying said something like he said sorry or sorry, he always felt an indescribable guilt in his heart. He didn't say anything before because he had fantasies about Xia Mengying. But now, he has given up. After many hesitations and entanglements, the result of whether to say or not is different from before.

"But I never said that I let you misunderstand Ning Ziqian, and my heart for him slowly died little by little. When you asked to leave this place, I didn't have a word of advice. Everything I did was selfish. How long did you and Ning Ziqian know each other? I thought that I was just a chance to get your heart because he took advantage of the situation when Qi Zhiming betrayed and hurt you. I thought I could do it too. When you die of Ning Ziqian, as long as I care about you silently, you will always see my existence. The balance in your heart will slowly think of me. But the fact seems not to be that way. In five years, I have done everything I can do, but the person you love is still Ning Ziqian. You have never accepted me. Xia Mengying, I let go because I am tired."

The woman she loves is by her side, but no matter what you do, she always loves another man, the man he doesn't want to lose the most.

Once upon a time, everything he wanted was robbed by tricks and used any means. In the end, most of the things he really did get as he wished. He didn't get them, and he ruined them. Xia Mengying said that it was indeed an exception. He couldn't get them, but he couldn't bear to destroy them, so he could only choose to fulfill them and fulfill her to find the happiness she wanted.

"Xia Mengying, I have never been willing to admit it, but now, I have to admit that I lost, lost to Ning Ziqian. But the reason why I lost is not because of him, but because of you. I don't want to see you depressed, don't want to see you frowning, don't want to see you crying secretly, so even if I'm reluctant, I still chose to let go. For five years, Xia Mengying, we have been together almost ten times as long as you and Ning Ziqian are together, but as you said, emotional matters, time cannot prove everything."

Yan Siming sighed. He was unwilling to admit such a result, but the facts in front of him were not something he could deny just by wanting to deny.

"But I don't regret it, not at all, Xia Mengying. If time can go back and there is a chance to choose again, I will still not explain everything to you. I will still take you out of this place without hesitation when you say you will take you away. How did I take you for you over the past five years, I still choose as always. If it weren't for this fight, I will always have a great regret in my heart. Now, I feel relieved. Some things are either my own or not my own, let alone people with flesh and blood. In the past few years with you, I have been very happy. I regard you as my wife, and Tiaotiao is my daughter. When I am with you, I don't need to deliberately hypnosis. I often feel like this. I feel very happy and happy."

Yan Siming looked at Xia Mengying calmly, and his words were full of sincerity.

Although he and Xia Mengying were not together in the end, they had five years of happy time. Even if these five years were stolen by him, when he remembered them, he would still feel very happy and a sense of indescribable happiness and excitement. He and the woman he loved deeply had had a wonderful time. Perhaps in the near future, Xia Mengying would be with Ning Ziqian, and he should have found a girl he didn't love but had a very likable personality to marry. But she would always be buried in her heart every bit of the five years and would never forget.

"Yan Siming."

Xia Mengying screamed softly, with a faint nasal sound.

She is a person who is soft but not hard. She would rather say that she is heartless and ungrateful. In that case, she will feel more comfortable and will not be as chaotic as she is now.

Yan Siming came in that incident five years ago. She vaguely remembered that before he came, Xia Xiaoxue received a call, which was called by Ye Shiqian. Not long after that, Yan Siming arrived there. There must be something strange about it. She is not a fool. As long as many things are connected, you can find out the strange about it. However, compared to what Yan Siming did for her in the past five years, Xia Mengying still felt that she owed Yan Siming more, especially when Tiaotiao was jumping around in front of her or holding herself to act coquettishly. Anyway, as soon as she saw Tiaotiao, a thought would appear in her mind, that is, there would be no Tiaotiao without Yan Siming.

"As for love, you are in love and I am willing. I have forced myself to twist it once, but it is not good for anyone. Between Ning Ziqian and I, you have the right to choose Ning Ziqian. This is your freedom. What he and I do for you are willing. You don't need to have any burden. Instead of being unhappy for the three of you, it is better to make the happiness of a pair of people. Xia Mengying, are you happy now?"

Xia Mengying nodded vigorously, then looked at Yan Siming calmly and said, "I'm very happy."

"Yan Siming, I really thank you. You have always been so good to me and Tiaotiao. You are a good man, but the time we met was wrong."

If the person she met first was Yan Siming instead of Ning Ziqian, maybe the result would not be. Although Yan Siming is domineering, he is like Ning Ziqian, essentially a very gentle and considerate person.

"Ning Ziqian is very nice to me, and I seem to be born with no resistance to him."

Such facts have always made Xia Mengying quite helpless.

"This is pretty good."

Five years are enough to test a man. Ning Ziqian should not betray Xia Mengying, and the same is true for Xia Mengying. Such two people will live a harmonious life together.

"Don't feel guilty, you don't know, I'm not a good man and a trustworthy man. I asked you to come back just to make a conclusion for this matter." Although he was already a little regretful, he might feel that it would continue to exist in the future, but he did not regret it.

"Xia Mengying, I hope to see you happy, but I hope that no matter who you are with, don't forget me, don't forget the memories in France. Even if I am just a friend to you, I hope we will be good friends for life, and you can always put me here."

Yan Siming put his hand on his chest.

In fact, when he sent Xia Mengying back to China, he was ready to accept such facts. She had not returned to France for about three months, so he had guessed the result.

He came to S City to say these words to her in person to reassure her, and then to be with Ning Ziqian with peace of mind.

Since he chose to let go, he hoped to see her most perfect happiness.

The two sat on the sofa chatting, like old friends. Both of them had a very tacit understanding. Xia Mengying refused to persuade Si Ming to repair her relationship with the Ning family. Si Ming did not ask about her and Ning Ziqian much, but they both accepted the facts they had just said.

At around 4 o'clock in the afternoon, Tiaotiao finally woke up. Xia Mengying drove Yan Siming's car and took two people to the supermarket. After visiting the supermarket, she came out. I don't know if it was the temperature in August or the sun was too strong. As soon as Xia Mengying left the supermarket, the dazzling light shot into her eyes. Xia Mengying felt that it was dark in front of her eyes, and her body shook, and suddenly fainted. At the moment of fainting, she heard Yan Siming and Tiaotiao's concern and anxious cry. She thought to herself, she had just gone out to visit the supermarket, why did she faint? Could it be that she had heatstroke?
Chapter completed!