160. Chapter 160 Atonement
"Empress Dowager." The maid guarding the door of the palace of the First Emperor saw the empress dowager kneeling down to pay his respects. The empress dowager used to come here to stay for a while when the late emperor had just passed away, but later became a small seat, and later did not come often. However, she still ordered the maids to clean the place spotlessly.
"Everyone gets up, the Ai family should be quiet for a while, don't bother the Ai family." After saying that, the empress dowager pushed open the door of the palace and walked in slowly.
How long has it been since she last came here to sit here? She thought about it and it seemed that when the Western Region envoy entered the palace, she asked her to tell what happened. She had a nightmare at night and sat here for a while the next day.
Time flies so fast, it has been several months since the last time I came here to sit here.
Slowly walked to the bed, sat there, sighed, and looked at the portrait of the old emperor on the wall and said to himself, "Your Majesty, you said this is the retribution of the Ai family. I didn't expect you to be right. The retribution of the Ai family has really come. At that time, if the Ai family did not agree to Concubine Lan's scene, wouldn't you hate me so much? Yu'er wouldn't recognize me as the queen, and Wen Hebei wouldn't rebel? But all this has happened. You and Concubine Lan are no longer there. Wen Hebei was killed by the whole family. Even Yu'er didn't like me as the queen, and he didn't even look at the Ai family when they entered the palace. Think about it, the Ai family was the daughter of a first-rate general. At that time, in that birthday party, I fell in love with you at first sight. When I entered the palace, I sat in the position of the queen who everyone envied. Now, Yu'er, Hao'er, and Li'er have grown up, and they all can stand alone.
The family is the queen mother above thousands of people, and everyone admires it. However, the people see the bright and beautiful side of the Ai family, but they don’t know the inner suffering of the Ai family. In fact, these glory and wealth are all things outside of their bodies, and they can’t take them away after death. The Ai family has long taken all this lightly. If possible, the Ai family really doesn’t like to serve a husband with other women, and pretends to be careless. These are the Ai family really cares about it, but they dare not care. If possible, the Ai family really wants to devote themselves to the home of an ordinary citizen, and live a simple life, rely on each other for life, and then meet the man they like, and hold their hands and grow old with me..." When the empress dowager said this, tears fell from the corners of her eyes. They all said that the emperor’s women are very good, with delicious food and spicy food, with maids to serve them, and they don’t have to worry about food and drink, but how many people know the sorrow and loneliness of the emperor’s women?
Watching the man you love having sex with other women, I can only pretend not to mind, or pretend not to know. Such a life is really tiring.
"Your Majesty, the Ai family is old and there are not many good days. If one day the Ai family goes, the Ai family has a request. The Ai family wants to scatter their ashes from the cliff into the sea. The Ai family wants to make their souls free and not want to protect a period of happiness that does not belong to the Ai family as before. Therefore, the Ai family will not enter the tomb and will not be buried in the cemetery of the Xuanyuan Empire. The Ai family thinks that it should be great if you have the company of Concubine Lan. The Ai family doesn't want to disturb you. The Ai family is really tired when they are tired."
Chapter completed!