187. Chapter 187 He understands her loneliness
"Did you... really want to get started?" Shangguan Li asked tentatively.
"Actually, there is no so-called open-mindedness or unluckyness. It's just that I'm pretentious. I love him and willingly. However, it's understandable that he doesn't love me. He is so outstanding and has the power to be with him. I really feel inferior..." Tingyun said here and continued, "So I've been by his side for so many years, and I haven't been so happy. I carefully collected the love in my heart. He has been single for so many years. I originally thought that this was enough. We can stay together like this for the rest of our lives, but this time I returned to the capital, he
The woman who fell in love with the emperor asked me to enter the palace every day, secretly protecting the safety of that woman. I have to report to him every move. I am really unwilling to accept that woman, where is the best woman? Will it fascinate him so much? Even for her, I don’t care about brothers and sisters, and I am even more sad. Even though I know that woman is my rival, I know that I am crazy in my heart, and even know that I want her to disappear in this world, I still have to hold back my true emotions and protect her. I know that if I don’t protect her well, I will not be qualified to stay by my side."
"Since it's so hard and so tiring to love someone, why don't you stop? This time I will love you and protect you. Even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter. As long as I love you, you won't work hard and won't be tired."
"Shangguan Li, you are a good person, but I can't delay your life. I have loved so many years, but in the end I love me and chose me, but I didn't shed a tear. Don't look like a daughter, but I am a man's heart. Even the most basic weapon of a woman, I won't shed tears..."
"Shang Shang, for me, you just need to be yourself again. I don't need anything else. I love your stubbornness, your intelligence, your smile, even if you laugh mockingly, I don't care, I love you, I understand everything you said, I understand, stay by my side and let me take care of you for the rest of my life. Since you have no chance with him, then give up on him and let me protect you, okay?"
"Shangguan Li, it turns out that the person who understands my loneliness best is not yours, but you. Should I feel sad or happy?"
Shangguan Li did not respond.
"Why did you fall in love with me?" Ting Yun asked suddenly.
"Because you are you, you are unique and irreplaceable."
"Actually, you don't have to comfort me because you sympathize with me and fear that I can't get out of my mind. If I take it seriously, you will lose a lot. There are many girls who are beautiful, talented and feminine than me, and I am just an orphan that no one wants."
"Follower, Xuanyuan Yu doesn't know how to cherish you. I know, I know you are the one I have identified for the rest of my life, that's enough."
"Haha, Xuanyuan Yu... It's been a long time since I heard this name, at least, how long has anyone mentioned this name by my side."
Chapter completed!