You can miss someone who has left you over the years.

You can find a similar shadow in the long wait, but there is only one city of remembrance that is truly located in my heart.

Every girl longs for love. It doesn't need to last forever or be grand. It just needs to be warmed and felt by the other person's presence, and she feels as if she has received the best of the world.

However, just like Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, Romeo and Juliet.

Love is always the most beautiful at the beginning, and maybe the process is the same. But what is unforgettable is the sad ending.

Tears always flow at the end of the story.

When I thought my heart was desolate, it bloomed unexpectedly in my best years, then withered, and then became desolate.

I thought that if I gave up on him, I would continue to do what everyone in the world would do as before.

Find love, have love, lose love.

This cycle goes back and forth. But what I didn't expect in the end was that when I gave up on him, I gave up all my love, so that I could no longer find it.

Many times I wonder if if I had never loved Wen Jichen, my whole life would have been desolate, so desolate that I would not even notice it.

He is like a piece of pure land, a pure land that only belongs to me. When I looked at his tears, I wished that there were no ethics in this world. It would be better if I had never met him.

Maybe every girl is like me, risking her own life for love, breaking her heart because of love, obeying him for love, and even abandoning anyone else except him.

It has been two years since I separated from him. Two years ago, I left Beijing alone and came to Shanghai. Yes, I was running away from him and that city. There were too many sad memories there.

But even so, I never gave up loving him.

I have imagined countless times of meeting Wen Jichen again, in the subway station, on the busy streets, and on the beach during vacation. I even thought about meeting him in front of a public toilet, but life is such a trick on people, an ordinary family

In a large supermarket, he appeared in front of me holding another woman's hand pushing a shopping cart.

I can't describe how fast my heart beats and how sad my heart is. After two years of not seeing each other, he has become more mature and handsome than before, his face is much paler, and his tall figure moves step by step in front of my eyes.

Who is this woman?

New girlfriend?

I hope he recognizes me, but I also hope he doesn't see me.

…

We can never figure out the right next step, because the future changes at any time, but I can't keep up with the rhythm. He glanced at me indifferently and passed me by, and the woman next to him looked at me with a strange look.

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My heart seemed to have been drained out.

In the past eight years, we have tortured each other and even harmed the people around us. I always thought that the choice I made two years ago was the right one. When I saw him, I realized that everything was unimportant. You love

With him, you have been with him through thousands of mountains and rivers, and he will also work hard for you. But if one person is weak at this time, the other person will be in extreme pain.

Going back to eight years ago, if I were asked to choose again, whether to love Wen Jichen desperately or not. I think I would choose the latter.
Chapter completed!