"Enough! I have seen your ability to lie, and I am not smart at all. Every time I will write your guilt on my face." Wen Jichen leaned against the wall and sneered.

Before he spoke, I was still thrilled to grab his arm.

"I don't...you believe me...I just accompany Meng Yao. I really don't know it will turn out like this...Wen Jichen, you believe me, I really don't! I don't want any fame and fortune at all. You know me so well, why don't you believe me..." I still grabbed him tightly and said tremblingly.

Suddenly, Wen Jichen shook my hand away.

My hands stopped in the air, shaking slightly, extremely funny.

"Then why are you hanging up the phone?" He looked at me and asked.

"I'm afraid you'll be angry... because I know you'll be unhappy." I frowned and said seriously.

Wen Jichen chuckled lightly, and my heart instantly slashed with his laughter. He would really make me suffer in this way...

"You go to check in with them, they didn't point the gun at you, right?" Wen Jichen picked up his arms, leaned his head against the cold wall, curled his lips and said with a smile.

I stared at him in a daze, his speech became easier and easier, which made me feel even more heartbroken. I could clearly feel that my body was no longer under my control, and I really didn't know how to answer.

...

After a while, I smiled, and my body completely relaxed in this smile. I grinned and said with a wry smile: "Yes... Wen Jichen, I went to bed with them. They did not point guns at me, but I just wanted to follow me. You are so right! I never knew that as a brother, you know me so well."

Wen Jichen's sneer froze on his face.

"Also, am I your sister, right? Why can you get on me? No one else can get on me? Who do you think you are? Yes, I just want to become famous and I want to act. I went to the director I took the initiative to find. I took off all my clothes and sent it to him. I begged him to get on me! So, are you satisfied?" I said with a smile. In the darkness, my eyes looked extremely fierce, and my mouth was like a poisonous snake constantly spitting out letters, spraying drop after drop of venom that was enough to kill Wen Jichen.

I looked at Wen Jichen with such a smile. Actually, I didn't look at Wen Jichen's eyes. I was afraid that when I looked, all the defense lines in my heart would collapse and shed tears like a waste in front of him.

"Liu Xiangsi, I really overestimate you. From today on, I will slowly make myself not love you because you are not worth it." Wen Jichen looked at me calmly.

I bit my white lips tightly, and tears almost burst out from my eyes.

"Yes! Wen Jichen, you shouldn't have loved me. Only idiots will like me. You are the ridiculous and stupid idiot! You only know me today? I am such a woman. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if you don't love me. Do you think I can't live without you? I will live happier!" I suddenly stood up, laughed wildly and yelled at Wen Jichen on the ground hysterically.

I really think what I said is funny, and my tears came out of my eyes.

"Okay... Since I'm so dirty, I won't stay here to disgust you... Sorry, I've been enduring the feeling of vomiting every day for so long. Speaking of that kind of thing, aren't you afraid of sexually transmitted diseases when you go to bed with me? Hahaha, you're so pitiful. If you have time to check in the hospital!" I continued to laugh.

Wen Jichen didn't say a word, but just looked up at me calmly.

At the end of my speech, I was already crying loudly.

It turns out that a person's heart can withstand such painful torture. The calmer he is, the more hurtful he says. I even want to hit him to death on the wall and let blood squirt on his face.

I am like a madman, a madman observed by Wen Jichen, a madman who slandered himself and insulted himself with the most ugly words.

"I'm going to Australia next week." After a long time, Wen Jichen said this.

My unscrupulous laughter came to an abrupt end, and tears just fell on Wen Jichen's back as the sentence ended. He frowned, as if he was burned.

I looked at the shiny water droplets on the back of his hand...

Did he even start to dislike my tears?

I stared at him in a daze, "You...what did you say?" I looked at him blankly, his nose was so sore.

"I didn't plan to go, but my dad proposed it a long time ago. But today, you asked me to change this decision." He still looked at me calmly.

I was stunned for a while, then laughed loudly, and the unpleasant laughter echoed in the darkness. "Liu Xiangsi, you are the biggest fool! Wen Jichen, I am really a slut, and I love you! Why are you so bad? You made me fall in love with you, and then got tired of me. Find such a bad reason and kicked me away? You obviously know that I am not that kind of person..." As I said, my voice became smaller.

I lowered my head and didn't look at Wen Jichen's expression. I was afraid that it would be more painful if I saw it.

I didn't want to wait for Wen Jichen to speak, so I had already run away. It was a kind of panic escape, as if there were ghosts chasing them behind me.

I ran out of the house and out of the apartment. Wen Jichen didn't chase him along the way.

I seemed to...lose him.

Suddenly my mind began to rotate and kept thinking about what he said. Only when people lost can they truly understand their hearts. Only when I lost Wen Jichen did I know how much I loved him.

"Liu Xiangsi, why do you want to persecute yourself?"

"Liu Xiangsi, I disgusted you."

"Liu Xiangsi, if you go to check in with them, they are not pointing guns at you and forcing you to go?"

"Liu Xiangsi, I really overestimate you..."

"Liu Xiangsi, I will slowly make myself not love you..."

"Liu Xiangsi, I'm going to Australia."

...

Countless words starting with Liu Xiangsi were crowded in my mind, all from Wen Jichen's voice, his low, calm and slightly cold voice.

The division of human emotions is often caused by distrust. I didn’t expect that the same was true between Wen Jichen and I. I felt really wronged and felt that I was so blocked that I could not breathe. Everything tonight made me so painful, and Wen Jichen undoubtedly gave me a painful blow.

I lost him.

It is hard for me to imagine what kind of life I will live after he leaves. What kind of mood I have to face the life without him every day. I always feel that he is still by my side...

Pain comes from one's own heart.

I had a miserable smile on the corner of my mouth, red and purple kiss marks all over my body, blood was flowing from the corner of my mouth, and my cheeks were red and swollen.

Haha, I wonder if they are willing to accept it when they go to hell like this?

Some are too ugly.

After running for a long time, I finally figured it out. Wen Jichen, he is not my limb, he is my heart.

How long can a person live when the heart is gone?

I ran to a wide road next to the apartment with a smile.
Chapter completed!