"Don't touch me, I can walk by myself." I leaned back slightly, and avoided Chu Peiran's hand that wanted to touch my shoulder in disgust. After saying coldly, I opened the car door and went out without waiting for Chu Peiran to answer.

Chu Peiran did not catch up, which made me feel a little relieved. I stood by the roadside and stopped a taxi. I was going to go back to school, but when I thought that the school had already been accessed, I had no choice but to go back to Wen Jichen's apartment.

Before opening the door, I paused.

He should have already fallen asleep, almost a minute. I felt a little relaxed and opened the door with the room card. As I expected, the living room was pitch black, and I didn't turn on the lights. I felt the darkness and went upstairs to go back to my room to make do with it for a night.

I had mild night blindness. I had to avoid bumps along the way. I tried my best to keep my steps lighter, for fear of waking up Wen Jichen. He had to study and work every day, but his stepfather's company in Beijing was actually left to him alone to take care of. When we were still doing well before, he was very tired every day.

In addition to fearing affecting his sleep, I actually knew in my heart that I did not dare to face him. Especially after this happened tonight, I walked outside the door of my room.

I have hardly lived in my room, so the door is always locked.

I frowned and opened my bag, fumbled to get the room card.

Suddenly, I felt someone standing behind me.

Then, before I could speak, the man had already hugged me from behind me. I was so frightened that I wanted to avoid it, but I smelled a faint fragrance of wine mixed with the familiar fragrance.

"You are back..." Wen Jichen seemed to have drunk, and his voice was like velvet.

You are back.

This warm voice shocked me. It was the first time he had spoken to me like this since I said I had broken up last time.

"Where did you go so late? You haven't returned to school." Before I answered, he asked again.

Only then did I realize that I was so greedy for his taste and his arms. Thinking of what happened not long ago, I suddenly felt a pain in my heart and a little sore in my nose.

I frowned slightly, "I'm going out to play, the school has access control." The situation I had just had with Chu Peiran in the car, and I made up a lie casually.

"Well..." Wen Jichen didn't ask much. Actually, he didn't believe me. He knew me so well. How could he not know if I told a lie?

But I was still stupid and thought he believed it.

Before I could break free from him, Wen Jichen had already let go of me. He raised his slender fingers and the room suddenly lit up. The lights were a little dazzling, and it was vaguely seen that Wen Jichen's eyes were red.

"What are you... drinking?" I want to ask, are you crying?

Wen Jichen's fair face turned slightly red, and his eyes looked blurred by alcohol. But I knew he was still awake, "You should sleep in my room at night, I will sleep in the study. Your room has hardly moved much, and there is some dust."

I looked at my door and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

In the past, we were so close that we even slept in the same bed. Before we knew it, we didn't realize that I hadn't slept in my own room once since we lived in this apartment.

I deliberately lowered my head and nodded without looking at Wen Jichen's face.

"Tomorrow I will find someone to clean your room. You really don't have to hide from me like this. I said that to you... it's my fault. But you really don't have to not come back on the weekend. You don't want to see me or touch you. It doesn't matter. I just don't touch you. Can you... come back to live in the future?" Wen Jichen lowered his eyes and said softly.

I looked up at his beautiful eyebrows and heard him say this intermittently and earnestly. His nose was even more sore...

I'm just a bastard...

Wen Jichen never said this...

Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Wen Jichen thought I was still angry with him, and sighed softly: "It's okay... I won't force you. Come back when I want to come back."

I still didn't say anything, lowered my head and said nothing.

"Doudou, good night." Wen Jichen whispered, turning around and preparing to go to the study.

My tears finally broke completely when he called me "Doudou". I reached out and grabbed the corner of Wen Jichen's clothes, lowered my head and refused to let him go.

Wen Jichen turned around and said, "What's wrong?"

I rushed into his arms, tears kept falling on his clothes, and cried, "Wen Jichen... I was wrong... it was my fault..."

I've done stupid things these days, I'm sorry to myself and Wen Jichen.

Because I didn't trust him, I went to find Chu Peiran. I was stupid and was violated by Chu Peiran's trick. I thought I was the most painful one, but I forgot about Wen Jichen's feelings.

After all, I am just a selfish ghost who only cares about my own ideas.

When Wen Jichen saw me crying, his eyes were redder and redder. He hugged me tightly, and said in a trembling voice: "I thought we were really over what you said that day... I'm lucky that you are willing to come back." In the end, he smiled.

I bit my lip tightly, and I was already crying in his arms.

"If you don't want to say who that person is, there are naturally your reasons. Doudou, I won't force you... Come back... No matter what happens, will I solve it for you?" Wen Jichen said in my ear.

I cried and broke free from his arms, patted his chest weakly, raised my head and shouted to him, "Are you a fool? How can you be so good to you... Can't you be a little bad to me? Why don't you beat me and why don't you scold me? I'm sorry for you, why are you still so kind to me..."

温季晨不等我说完话,再次将我紧紧的拥住.“你以为我不想揍你么?那天我看到你身上那些东西,你以为我不痛苦不愤怒么?可是我能怎么办?自从那天你要和我分开以后,我发现我根本没有办法放弃你,因为我爱你啊豆豆……不管你做了什么,我都会接受.”他声音还是很颤抖.

His words made my heart tingle like a needle.

Such people should not spend time on me.

People like Wen Jichen should not love me.

He should find a clean, sunny and kind girl, and a girl who loves him to the extreme.

How can my broken life be worthy of his love?

My heart sank, my face turned cold, and my body gradually became stiff in his arms. Be cruel, it would be good to everyone... I was greedy for the last slight smell in his arms, and my heart broke away from his arms like a knife.

"Enough Wen Jichen, I can't deserve you anymore... You... find a good girl to be together in the future." I looked straight at the tears filled with his eyes and said tremblingly.
Chapter completed!