"I feel that my youth is over, and I am buried here." This is a sentence that Wang Yang said in the movie "Chinese Partners" when he accepted the abandonment of his foreign girlfriend, and his collection of poems could not be published, and no one was willing to appreciate.

I have remembered this sentence until now.

If we say that we have three years of high school, three years of junior high school, six years of elementary school, and four years of kindergarten. We have studied hard for sixteen years just to enter university, then the university is to let me abandon all my knowledge and replace it with the process of social communication and learning ability.

Occasionally, I feel that my youth is ruined by C University, because I only have one or two classes a day, so I am so bored that I want to jump off the sixth floor just to have fun.

Later, I found a good way to relieve my worries and boredom.

I can occasionally earn several thousand yuan in royalties when writing articles and writing short stories to magazines. I will take this money to Wen Jichen and show off my royalties like a lion.

I am not short of money, and I can’t even use up too much. Some people in our school are in a hurry to find a job, hold dishes, wash dishes, stand on the side of the road, send flyers with the cruel sun, and some are tirelessly doing the same job as me and writing articles... However, what he gets is only a few hundred yuan a month.

Some people also work harder, and go in the wind and rain to help some art training institutions recruit students. They are obviously only college students in prestigious colleges under 20, but they still have to nod and bow their own requests to the school leaders in a middle school in Beijing.

If you look at it again now, the fatigue that drags down the test papers and the atrium that is sorely damaged by the grades will never be considered the darkest part of life. Compared with the things you are facing and encountering now, they are transparent and shiny. Although at our age, they are considered the heaviest topic.

Wen Jichen is very satisfied with my current status. He always said that he hopes I can read more books, even if it is yellow books.

As he wished and asked, I started reading day and night. The biggest charm of the large dormitory is not that the dormitory rooms are much better than other colleges, but that the boiling water and electricity are supplied 24 hours a day.

Basically with this condition, this college will become a paradise in the minds of all high school students.

Even so, I still read books with a small desk lamp in the middle of the night. Ling Huanhuan always sleeps uneasy at night and cannot see any light, otherwise she will toss and turn all night until she loses sleep.

"Oh my God... Liu Xiangsi, you are not sleepy... It's almost time!" At around three in the morning, the potato chip girl got up and went to the bathroom. She almost got up and saw my hair was messy and randomly dispersed.

"You're not sleepy or sleepy, hurry up and go to bed." I replied softly.

The girl with potato chips waved her hand: "I don't care about you anymore. Staying up late is the natural enemy of women's skin, so I continue to sleep." After that, before I could answer, her snoring sounded.

I couldn't help but smile on my face, and turned to look down at the "Shan Hai Jing".

Recently, even Lin Haonan came to me and said that I had lost weight. But Wen Jichen would not be like this. Once he said in person: "Dear, I think you are beautiful again. But I will never say that you have lost weight, because you will faint happily."

This is true. I was so happy that I almost fainted after Lin Haonan said that I was losing weight.

"I heard you have started writing novels recently?" Lin Haonan walked a little in front of me and said with a gentle smile.

I raised my eyebrows: "You are so well-informed!"

"That's right, even if I'm with others, I'll pay attention to everything about you in real time." Lin Haonan lowered his head and paused for a moment when he said "others".

Of course I know he is referring to andy.

Fortunately, all the women who pursue Lin Haonan and the fascinated women in our school who were fascinated by Andy didn't know the news that they were together, otherwise I believe that women will definitely set off an infinite yy war.

"Damn, I'm so perverted, I thought you were going to find an opportunity to rape me first and then kill me." I jumped gently and joked without any moral character.

"Liu Xiangsi, I really think that after you write a novel, you will become the literary goddess in the mouths of others. It's really... a dog can't change it and eat shit..." As soon as Lin Haonan finished speaking, he quickly started running.

And I clenched my fists behind me and wanted to beat him up.

...

At night, the whole dormitory fell asleep...

From time to time, the cute snoring of potato chip girls from potato chips came from the bed on my left.

My fingers danced quickly on the keyboard...

The editor asked me to submit the manuscript on Monday, but I really don’t have much insight or understanding of love. Is the relationship between me and Wen Jichen considered love?

Have you ever experienced a great experience?

But I still haven't been holding up any more than a long time...

...

In the middle of the night, I was already very sleepy.

Before I fell asleep, I finally typed out these words...

No matter how incomplete love is, it is just absurdity that the gods on the Olympic Mountains. Incompleteness is just a barrenness of the soul without anything. The gods are even sinking for love, let alone ordinary people.

In all the negative modifications that are contaminated with human nature, love becomes addiction, scar, and excuse for destruction. However, what we prisoners trapped in selfishness hope for will one day, greed, anger, and ignorance, all have their own things.

It can no longer affect the integrity of love itself.

...

Well, I don’t have that profound understanding of love. Referring to the crystallization of the writers’ wisdom, I still put it together and almost made it together.

I sent the manuscript to the editor through the email address. After the page was successfully sent, I could no longer bear the strong sleepiness, so I forgot to turn off the computer and fell into a deep sleep on the bed.

I don’t know why, but writing a novel is so tiring.

After being filled with novels, my college life gradually became richer. Occasionally, I would go to the show of the Y club, and I would wear thick makeup by the presidents, dressed up with Hatsune Miku, and went to a convention center in Beijing to attend a comic exhibition.

One stop was all day, taking photos with countless beautiful and handsome guys, dinosaurs, and they were very tired, but they were happy and fulfilled.

In the end, I quit the street dance club.

Since the president of the Street Dance Club said to me, "I have never seen someone like you who has magical bones that cannot be stretched out completely. You are not suitable for learning street dance. You can practice the Nine Yin Scriptures."

His words seriously hit my self-esteem, and of course I can't stay anymore.
Chapter completed!