Chapter 200

I used my lifestyle of day and night to relieve my problem of having nightmares at night. However, what I didn’t expect was that nightmares were like huge bacteria that parasitize in my mind, began to split, reproduce, and survive in my spirit.

It can no longer be satisfied with just harassing me at night. Usually, as long as I close my eyes a little, whether it is day or night, I fall asleep, it is equivalent to entering the devil's cage.

I always feel like this is an hint to me.

I also doubt that there is something wrong with my physical function.

During the day, I was sleeping alone in the bed. Wen Jichen was also using his laptop to sort out some documents and was also looking after me. He screamed suddenly, as if he was about to pierce the sky. I sat up from the bed with a pale face.

Wen Jichen rushed to me quickly, with a very strange and worried face: "What's wrong with you? I slept well during the day a while ago..."

I was still in shock and looked at Wen Jichen and shook my head.

The stepfather and mother also knew about this, so they asked to take me to see a psychologist at that time. Wen Jichen and I vetoed it unanimously.

I have too many secrets, and these secrets are shameful.

I won't take even a slight risk to avoid anyone who might have those things from my mouth.

"You should go to bed normally at night from now on." Wen Jichen said to me, holding me into his arms.

I took a deep breath, buried my face in his chest, and fell asleep deeply.

...

At night, I wanted to open my notebook and continue to update my chapters, but Wen Jichen reached out and snapped his hand and put the computer together. He pushed me onto the bed, "Don't stay up late, even if you are not sleepy, you will lie on the bed." Wen Jichen also lay down beside me.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

"Doudou, open the door." It was the voice of my mother.

For a moment, I felt like I had done something wrong and was about to be discovered. My mood was extremely disordered and I could hardly bear the frequency of my heart beating. But I still pretended to be calm and replied: "What's the matter! I'm asleep!"

"Impossible, you have been sleeping all day long. Open the door and I will sleep with you tonight." Mom was still knocking on the door unyieldingly.

Oh my God... I was in a state of confusion at this moment, looking at Wen Jichen with a calm expression beside me.

"What should I do?" My voice was so low that only Wen Jichen and I could hear it.

Wen Jichen recited his lips: "I'll hide, you go and open the door." After that, he quietly moved from the bed to the cabinet. The wardrobe was very high enough to cover Wen Jichen's tall body.

"Ah! Wait a minute, I'll put on some clothes." I quickly found a way to find something to block Wen Jichen and said hurriedly.

My mother was knocking on the door again. I looked left and right and found that Wen Jichen was not so easy to find, so I opened the door with a nervous heart.

As soon as the door opened, my mother's smile was full of spring breeze.

That smile seemed to be like the spring breeze blowing across Lugu Lake and the autumn rain soaking in Jiuzhaigou.

"Why did you wear clothes for so long?" As soon as my mother entered the door, she began to look around with confusion.

"What are you doing? It looks like catching a villain." Seeing my mother like this, my heart beat faster. After saying this, I looked towards the cabinet with some guilt.

After hearing my words, my mother stopped reading and said with a smile: "How come you have a manly smell in your room?"

...

I can't describe what kind of mood I took to her after she finished saying this.

Do you understand?

It’s that kind, brother is in your room, and then mom says that there is a manly smell in your room!

"Are you talking about you?" Although my heart was almost beating, I still responded calmly on the surface, walked to the bedside and lay down heavily.

My mother also lay down beside me: "If you really hide a man, I'll be happy. Do you know, I've always been afraid that you can't get married. Which man dares to want you?"

"Oh, let me go, do you say you are my real mother?" I said.

"Nonsense, I worked hard to pull you up, why isn't it your biological mother?" Mom reached out with one hand and bounced heavily on my forehead.

"Ah! It hurts very much!" I covered my forehead and screamed, while my mother hugged me tightly in her arms with a smile.

When she hugged her, I was still a little uncomfortable. Over the years, my mother and daughter rarely slept together.

"Doudou...you said, do you like your stepdad?" asked my mother.

"I like it, he is so nice to me, why don't I like it?" I answered quickly, and my tone was taken for granted.

"I always thought that if I remarried, you would be very angry. But I don't want to give up this relationship, do you know? Since your father died, I have been alone for so many years. It's rare to meet one. I don't want to let go." Mom stroked the back of my head and said to me in a low voice.

When she said this, I couldn't help feeling sad and more guilty.

If she knew about Wen Jichen and I...

I still replied with a smile: "Then don't let go, who told you to let go."

"Will you blame me?" I knew my mother was looking at me, but I couldn't see her.

I shook my head and replied calmly: "Everyone has the right to persist in happiness. As long as you are happy, I will support you no matter what you do."

"Damn girl, she's pretty good at loving people!" In the darkness, my mother squeezed my face with a smile.

"By the way, let me tell you good news. By the second semester of your sophomore year, your stepfather and I will discuss going back to Beijing to take care of you!" Suddenly, she said.

I yelled and subconsciously looked towards the wardrobe.

"It's pretty good. It's convenient to ask you for pocket money." I stared at the closet and said heartlessly.

"What? He is missing your money?" Mom said with a smile.

I shook my head and joked, "You don't know how stingy he is to me."

My mother started to pinch my face again, and poked it around, saying, "It's okay, you'll be cool when I go to Beijing. Actually, I like this child very much. I don't have a temper like Lao Wen at all. Alas, it would be great if I had given birth to this son, and hey, I'd be so handsome..."

"Oh, it's like your daughter is not beautiful..." I began to feel sour.

"Haha, are you beautiful? Think about it, I'm starting to worry that you are so ugly that you can't find your husband's family. It doesn't matter. If you really can't get married in the future, I will support you for the rest of your life."

"I haven't been able to take care of you in the past few years. In the future, no matter how many years I'm willing." Mom suddenly became serious at the end of her speech, especially seriously.

I suddenly felt my nose sore. At this moment, I had the urge to end my relationship with Wen Jichen.
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