I don’t know what I’m thinking about right now. I have no goal and no center. It seems like all the weeds in my life have been cleared away, but I can’t cover up the self-evident desolation.

Bai Man often comes to play with me and brings me snacks and drinks. She said that since I am Wen Jichen's sister, I am her sister. Whenever I hear such words, my heart will twitch involuntarily. She is always innocent.

Please tell me how many words Wen Jichen said to her today and how many times he called her name.

However, Wen Jichen never said a few words to me.

I was wasting time like this day by day, and it seemed that a semester had passed. After the marriage, my stepfather and mother went out for a honeymoon for a while, and during that time, Wen Jichen almost never came back at night. He always came early the next morning

Just wait for me downstairs, the barrier between them is like a mountain.

"Doudou, Beicheng's family is having a Christmas party this weekend, let's come together!" Wang Yanxi said happily while packing her schoolbags when she arrived at school early in the morning.

I opened my eyes and asked, "Will Bai Man and my brother go?" Actually, if they go, I won't go. That's my plan.

Wang Yanxi curled her lips when she heard Bai Man's name: "You have been quite close to her recently. Of course they went, although I really don't want to invite that little bitch. Forget it, I just went anyway.

Have fun." She sat down and said to me.

"Um...can I not go?" I was a little embarrassed.

When Wang Yanxi heard this, she burst into tears and said, "If you don't go, who will play with me?"

I'm crestfallen, okay.

"Haha, there is a huge swimming pool at his house, but the water is very cold, so no one probably swam that day." Wang Yanxi still said excitedly.

When I went home in the evening, my stepfather and mother didn't come back. I guessed that Wen Jichen wouldn't come back today, so I planned to turn on the computer and play for a while to sleep. Usually Wen Jichen picks me up early in the morning, and I have to go home alone after school, Wang Yanxi

I was busy chatting with Gu Beicheng after school, and I couldn't even shout out. Thinking about it carefully, I really don't have many friends in this school.

As soon as I turned on the computer, I heard the sound of the door closing downstairs. I thought it was my mother coming back, so I hurriedly went down to take a look. I really couldn't bear to be alone.

Finally, when I got downstairs, I was met by Wen Jichen. I looked at him and he looked at me.

"Brother, you are back." I said hello pretending to be calm and planned to escape.

I don’t know when, I started calling him “brother” and it has become a habit.

"Well, I'll sleep at home tonight. Dad and aunt are on a business trip, and they asked me to take good care of you." Wen Jichen's tone was very soft. He was always so gentle, but his words were quite polite.

I nodded and turned around to go upstairs.

"Have you eaten?" Wen Jichen asked from behind me.

I nodded again and continued walking up.

It was past ten o'clock, and I lay in bed unable to sleep. Andy said "good night" to me on WeChat. He said that he had returned to China and felt that his stepfather did not love him. He said that he wanted to grow old alone. Whenever he

Whenever I say something like this, I can't help but make some sarcastic remarks and argue with him. However, the number of times I verbally insult him becomes less and less, and even he feels puzzled.

At this time, I would laugh and say, why are you so mean? You insist on being scolded and feel comfortable.

He asked me if I was unhappy. He said that I spoke less and less of the usual insults to him.

I said no, I just couldn't find myself.

I don't want to talk to him anymore because I don't even know it myself.

I turned over and heard Wen Jichen making the bed in the room. I listened carefully. After a while, there was no movement. He probably fell asleep.

I feel sad but can't explain why.

It was like going to and from school as usual, just like that day, silent, he didn't talk and I didn't talk either. Just like that, at the weekend, Wang Yanxi came to Tixiang Hall.

"Wen Jichen went with Bai Man. I was afraid that you would get lost alone in Beijing, so I came to pick you up." Wang Yanxi said it very righteously, because she gave up the opportunity to appear with Gu Beicheng.

The taxi slowly drove into the villa area. I didn't know where this place was, but I could tell from a glance that it was lived by rich people, the richest among the rich.

I was wearing a winter dress with a small fur jacket. Wang Yanxi dressed me up before going out. She also put on exquisite makeup and took me to do my hair. She said she must choose one for me on this day.

A rich and reliable boyfriend. But as soon as I got off the taxi, I got goosebumps from the cold. For this reason, I spent the entire journey greeting Wang Yanxi’s eighteenth generation ancestor.

He and Wang Yanxi entered the rich man's house, passed through the three-story bungalow, and came to the backyard of Gu Beicheng's house. There was a large swimming pool here, and the transparent blue liquid looked sparkling under the light. Entering the backyard,

Miraculously, I didn't feel cold anymore. Wang Yanxi seemed to be relieved. She stepped on her high heels and did warm-up exercises on the spot. "How is it? It's not cold anymore. His backyard has a carpet air conditioner."

I admit that I am a country boy and have never seen anything like this in the world. There are long white tables, bar counters, and high stools with all kinds of drinks. They surround the swimming pool, with a path in the middle for people to walk, and in the swimming pool.

There is a large open space at the end, which is the dance floor.

As soon as Gu Beicheng saw Wang Yanxi, he walked quickly in front of us, and the two of them kissed in front of me. "Hey, which beauty are you bringing with you?" Gu Beicheng didn't recognize me for a moment.

"Liu Xiangsi." Wang Yanxi looked at him in disbelief.

Gu Beicheng was surprised, "I haven't seen her for a while, but she's even more beautiful than last time. Well, she's as good as my wife." His compliments sounded like ridicule to me.

I smiled silently.

I looked around, looking for that familiar figure.

"Are you looking for Wen Jichen?" Gu Beicheng looked at me and asked.

I nodded.

"He's there." Gu Beicheng pointed, and I looked in the direction he pointed. I found Wen Jichen surrounded by a group of women. I was surprised that they wore less clothes than me, and their breasts were almost exposed. Their thighs were exposed.

I shuddered when I saw it.

Those who dare to love winter, they don’t even know how cold it is.

I didn't plan to go find him, and I didn't see Bai Man. When Wang Yanxi saw Gu Beicheng, the two of them flew into each other's wings, and she didn't care about me. I sat on the stool alone in boredom and asked the waiter for a glass of dark beer.

, I didn’t believe it was still a bottle this time. I looked at Wen Jichen in the distance and took a dull sip of wine.

I sat for a while and finished a bottle of dark beer.

I asked for another bottle, yes, I want to get myself drunk!

"Beauty, are you alone?" When I opened the second bottle in a daze, I heard a man's voice.

I turned my head and saw a fair face. His hair was as shiny as black jade, and his angular face was extremely handsome. I squinted my eyes to get a closer look. He smiled.

He stretched out his hand to me: "Hello, my name is Chu Peiran." Under the influence of alcohol, I stretched out my hand without any idea: "Hello, I am Liu Xiangsi, please give me some advice."

The corner of his mouth raised a nice curve, and he grabbed my hand firmly. I frowned and broke away from him, and in a blink of an eye I saw Wen Jichen looking in my direction indifferently. His sharp eyes were not looking at me, but at me.

It’s Chu Peiran beside me.

I smiled and took two cups and put them in front of me and Chu Peiran. I poured dark beer into the two cups. "Here, cheers!" I laughed and raised the glass to clink with Chu Peiran's cup.

, raise your head and drink it all in one gulp, what about, "let your Adam's apple move rhythmically back and forth".

After a glass of wine, I felt even more dizzy.

It’s okay to feel dizzy. I don’t know anyone here. Wen Jichen is my brother but he’s not with me. I feel awkward and boring sitting alone. I blush and hold my forehead with my hands. However, I don’t know that I

It was so full of spring at this time. "It's so hot!" I frowned and took off the fur on my body. The pattern on the back of the dress was a hollow tiger, and I suddenly felt a chill on my back.

I walked through the swimming pool with S-shaped steps, and I saw Wen Jichen walking towards me. In the eyes of a group of women, he looked so unlike my brother.

My head was very dizzy, but I was actually very awake, but I couldn't see the road clearly.

I vaguely saw Bai Man passing by me, but she didn't say hello to me. Suddenly, I felt myself kicking something hard like a chair leg, and my foot suddenly became empty, and I fell into the swimming pool.

The cold water chilled me to the core.

I can not swim.

I felt my feet cramping. The blue liquid was so beautiful, sparkling in the moonlight. I stayed in the water, with my eyes still open and saw Bai Man's complicated expression. I was still thinking about struggling. I felt like I couldn't float.

, I struggled like a landlubber in water that was ice-cold to the bone, and I wanted to stand up.

My legs were also cramping, and I couldn't move. The cold water hindered my breathing and entered my nasal cavity. When I closed my eyes, I seemed to vaguely see Wang Yanxi grabbing Bai Man's shoulder and slapping him. It was a mess...

…

Life is a tragedy, if it is not the ending, then it is the ending.

I still remember the past days. The time was always lazy and the memories were very dull. There was no one that I could remember clearly. It was probably when I first arrived in Beijing that day that the handsome man shouted to me in the distance: "
Chapter completed!