She continued, tears fell from her eyes, her delicate body trembling slightly, and her fingers could hardly hold the handle of the umbrella.

"Do you know...how did I lose my first time...My mother died of illness when I was five years old...I kept following my dad...

My dad lost money with Hei when I was twelve years old and could never pay back his debts... and then, for his own life, he betrayed me to someone else...

Once he took home a very disgusting middle-aged man, and then the man molested and raped me..."

The heavy rain blurred her words into pieces, and her words were like a thunderbolt, slamming into my brain.

"I can't change this garbage society, and I can't choose to escape in a humiliating way...I just want to change myself..."

She said to me in a hoarse voice, tears kept flowing on her beautiful face.

I was stunned.

When she was twelve years old, she was betrayed by her family and then lost her most precious first time for a girl?

I seemed to see such a picture-

In the dim and smoke-filled home, a decadent man shed tears, drinking wine, and holding a lot of money; and in the next room, another man's breathing, slutty laughter and

Her daughter moaned and cried in pain. The girl's hair was caught by someone, her clothes were spread aside in a mess, her white fingertips clasped the gap on the floor, and tears of despair kept gushing out from her beautiful eyes.

.....

so....

She would betray Senior Sister Shi Yue.

so.....

Senior Sister Shiyue was easily forgiveing ​​her and said to me—"Little Jae is actually a very poor girl."

so.....

Only then would she hang around a bunch of men.

She also had an encounter with the prince and experienced a romantic love dream, and this dream was torn and swallowed by her biological father and dark reality...

She has always been trying to change herself, not wanting to sit still and wait for death, and has been working hard on herself silently without relying on anyone.

And I...

"Shen Ji... I thought you were different from those scumbags... You were willing to stand up for Shi Yue to defend you, you were willing to protect me, you were willing to understand me, tolerate me, and care for me

....”

Siyi said slowly with his head down.

I clenched my fists.

"But I misread you. You are still like those scumbags..."

She said slowly, I could do nothing, but my mind was blank.

My heart hurts like a knife.

"Shen Ji... As you said, let's end here, and the girl you mentioned doesn't really like you, and she won't tempt you so suddenly... It's just you

Just a subjective assumption..."

The important words have been said, and Siyijie is already very cold to me and has almost nothing to say.

"If you don't want to take responsibility for me, you should get out of my heart from the beginning..."

Finally, she said a coldly sentence to me, then turned around, a crystal tears flashed through, and then held an umbrella and walked quickly in the direction away from me.

I stood alone, feeling the whole world was dark and gloomy against me.

Siyijie left, because of disappointment in me.

From the very beginning, I called them black fungus and black fungus.

He also thought that the black fungus theory was correct.

But, that's the truth-

No girl is impure or degenerate from the beginning.

What is really wrong, in the final analysis, is the darkness of society, and is the scumbags who are irresponsible to them.

And I.
Chapter completed!