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005 Night Thoughts

Yuan Jun couldn't describe his mood at this moment.

From the beginning of being full of expectations and guilt, then being cold and disappointed, to the moment when it is angry but can't do anything about it, his wedding day gave him a completely different experience from his imagination. He was irritable and inexplicably, but he had to follow what he said just now.

His face was as dark as charcoal, and he almost gritted his teeth and cut his arms with a silver hairpin. The bright red blood was in the swaying candlelight and the color fell on the white silk scribble to form dazzling red dots, like blooming plum blossoms.

Cui Linghuan happily folded the chees and put them in the rosewood box at the head of the bed, then blew out the lights and candles, and crawled back to the bed with an extremely pleasant and agile posture. "Husband, it's getting late, you have to travel far tomorrow, so you should take a break early."

After she finished speaking, she fell asleep quickly without waiting for an answer, because she was too tired and her breathing sound was much heavier than usual.

Yuan Jun looked coldly at the woman beside him sleeping soundly. If it weren't for the last trace of reason left in his mind, he wouldn't help but want to strangle her to death.

The wound on his arm had not been bandaged yet, and the woman didn't even ask a question, and then put out the candlelight on her own and regarded him as nothing.

So, she just tried her best to please and flatter her, just to deceive him into getting his blood so that she could get away with her grandmother tomorrow?

This is simply ridiculous!

Yuan Jun could no longer bear to sleep with such a utilitarian and cruel woman.

Seeing that it was getting late, he had no intention of sleeping, so he got up. The noise was quite disturbing. Even Mu Ji and Kikyo, who were sleeping in the next ear room, were asking outside the door, but the people on the bed did not notice at all, and quickly occupied the entire big bed with the opportunity.

He was extremely disappointed, his heart was cold, and he turned around and left without hesitation.

The sound of the door closing tightly closed was heavy and heavy. Cui Ling opened her eyes silently, then sat up and leaned against the head of the bed.

She heard a low voice outside the door, "Son-in-law, why did you get up? Do you have any instructions to let me do it?"

The cold and cold male voice was melancholy and lonely, "I suddenly remembered that there was still a place on the armor that had not been wiped. I was about to set off tomorrow. I was afraid that I would forget too much, so I went to the study to polish it. You two go to rest, don't forget that it's time to call my fifth grandma up, and I would like to offer tea to my elders."

The footsteps gradually faded away.

In the darkness of the night gradually shook, she quietly looked at the closed door and sighed, "I'm sorry."

Living in a strange and conservative feudal era, if you want to live a better life, you have to need some disguise.

Some people are quiet and low-key, while others are acting strongly that others cannot underestimate them. However, because her ultimate ideal is to live a life of scattered food and die, she chose to pretend to be stupid and pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger. Although it doesn't sound so high-end, she has been practicing for many years and has always been quite effective.

Sometimes saying something inappropriate and making others underestimate themselves, not being regarded as an opponent or enemy, is also a survival skill.

Anning Bo Mansion has a rich and numerous descendants. Among the fifteen cousins, she is nine, and there are five or six sisters of her age.

Her father Cui Chengkai worked in the Ministry of Personnel. He has not made any progress for many years. He is the most unreliable among uncles and the one that his grandfather despises and ignores the most. Her mother died early, and her late grandfather Jiancheng Houroentai was once prominent, but her two uncles are not in Shengjing now. Apart from the New Year holidays, she has not seen anyone from her family for many years.

In this situation, no matter how low-key and unreasonable they are, there will always be boring people coming to provoke her. It is better to be born with a smile, laugh whenever you meet others, and be more stupid from time to time. The elders don’t pay much attention to love her, so that their cousins ​​are too lazy to regard her as their target and opponent.

otherwise……

She had already given birth to an extremely beautiful face. If she was still smart and clever and likeable, then she would be so hateful!

Therefore, it is not advisable to express the truth when there are ears in the unfamiliar place. How could Cui Ling not understand?

But Kikyo was crying sadly at that time. She was eager to comfort this girl who grew up with her since childhood, but was extremely sincere but had only a stubborn mind in her head, so she said what she said. At that time, she was thinking that everyone in the Yuan family had been called out. This was a wedding room, and there were people guarding outside the yard. The idle people could not easily get in, so she could not speak out.

Later, Yuan Wulang sent someone to send a message to go to the study to rest. Only then did she realize that she went out to return the food box during the hibiscus. When she came back, she said that the woman guarding the yard mentioned that Goro had come back before but she quickly left.

At that time, she had just finished her hearty meals and imagined her happy and comfortable life in the future. She did not pay attention to it and did not accept it at all. Later, she suddenly realized that it was her own unscrupulous words that caused a big disaster.

If you really don’t commit suicide, you won’t die!

Cui Ling had also thought about how to remedy it, but Yuan Wulang left her too little time, and she was too lazy to spend a lot of effort to keep the newlywed husband's heart. Later, she made up her mind. Since he had already disliked her, let him hate her to the end. Anyway, she didn't want to get her husband's like.

To put it bluntly, he, a person who is about to go to the battlefield, is under great pressure, and there is really no need to worry about him more.

For her, this husband is about to go on an expedition and will take a long time to come back, and he may not even be able to come back, so there is no need for her to spend time and thoughts on him. She is definitely not a cold-blooded and ruthless person. Once she has intersections, she will inevitably worry about it. The days ahead will be long, and being attached to her will hinder her from enjoying her life without distractions, which is inconsistent with her ideals.

So last night, until Yuan Wulang was completely confident, she didn't see his appearance clearly. When the lights were turned on in the middle, she tried not to let her eyes float on his face, fearing that once he remembered his appearance, he would get into her dream and accused her of being a bad woman.

Although this practice is selfish, it is also a kind of self-protection for her.

Without feelings, if you have some good feelings in the future, you won’t be sad. This is the truth she only realized in her previous life.

As for Yuan Wulang...

Cui Ling is confident enough that he will not complain to Mrs. Yuan.

Although getting married is hasty, his grandfather An Ningbo Cui Hongjin also sent someone to ask about Yuan Wulang's character. It is said that he is calm and generous and can be worthy of talent. I believe he will not make things difficult for her, a young woman with no knowledge.

What's more, the Yuan family is very filial. Even for the sake of Old Lady Yuan, Yuan Wulang will not break up her position.

She thought about it all, and it was getting dark soon. Although she was heavy and tired, she thought that if she fell asleep again, she would be unable to get up later. It would be better to dress up and wait for the nanny who came to pick up the Xipa, so as to leave a good impression on Mrs. Yuan.
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