339. Chapter 339 Accompaniment [6]
The moment Li Yang stopped me, I finally realized that it was not that he didn't love me, but because he loved Ningjing too much. Because he loved Ningjing, he was willing to do anything for her, including the smallest details, as long as it was related to Ningjing, he would care very much.
"I have a question to ask you." Li Yang and I stood in our original posture. I didn't look at him, and said directly: "I remember I told you that I was rescued by someone when I was very young, and I am very grateful to him."
Li Yang held my hand and trembled slightly. Although it was extremely subtle, I still felt it.
"I thought that person was you." Because I thought that person was Li Yang, I worked hard to get closer. I knew it was impossible, but I still flew into the fire regardless of everything. I just thought that it was Li Yang who forgot, but it turned out that person was not him at all.
"You lied to me." This fact might be better if I uncovered it with my own hands. I'm afraid Li Yang doesn't know until now that I already know that the boy who saved me is not him at all.
"You are right." Li Yang's hand was relieved a lot and sighed: "The reason why you fell in love with me is just because you treated me as the one who saved you. I was still wondering how could there be such a thing in this world when you first saw me? From the first time you saw me, you must be sure that I am that person, so every time you see me, you will blush and even subconsciously avoid it."
It turns out that Li Yang knew all these things.
"So you used me." Not a question, but a certainty. I looked at Li Yang sideways, looked at his gentle face, and was obviously as gentle as that young man, but was so cruel to me.
"You have known this for a long time but never told me that you not only lied to me but also wanted to use this to make use of me, for the sake of peace and quiet." In fact, I should have noticed that from the beginning, all his topics were related to peace and quiet. I could not participate in their childhood sweethearts and never wanted to destroy them. If Li Yang refused me from the beginning and did not give me a chance, then I think I could completely suppress my feelings and not disturb his life.
Even Xu Luokai could see something, but I didn't realize it until this moment.
Li Yang opened his mouth and said nothing in the end. His silence was the best answer, and he didn't need to explain anything to me at all. After all, Ning Jing was the only person he liked from beginning to end.
But even so, I think I should still thank Li Yang.
Thank him for giving me a first love that is not sweet and not perfect.
Also, I really want to tell him that I still like him very much, not because he is that boy, but because he is Li Yang, the boy who smiles gentlely and beautifully as if he is spring breeze. I like him very much.
Even if he lied to me and used me, I still liked him, and liked him with the simplest and purest feelings.
But I think I will never say these words in my life, let alone tell him.
I pushed Li Yang's hand away, and I thought we had already ended here. If I were brave enough, I thought I would have lost my life after saying something, but I was so unprosperous because I wanted to see him again.
"Goodbye." What I am most grateful for is that I did not cry, did not show weakness in front of Li Yang, and did not show weakness in front of so many people.
This is my only self-esteem. After turning around and leaving, I was still the arrogant and arrogant lady of the Gu family.
Goodbye, my first love. The moment Li Yang stopped me, I finally realized that he was not not loving me, but because he loved Ningjing too much. Because he loved Ningjing, he was willing to do anything for her, including the smallest details, as long as it was related to Ningjing, he would care very much.
"I have a question to ask you." Li Yang and I stood in our original posture. I didn't look at him, and said directly: "I remember I told you that I was rescued by someone when I was very young, and I am very grateful to him."
Li Yang held my hand and trembled slightly. Although it was extremely subtle, I still felt it.
"I thought that person was you." Because I thought that person was Li Yang, I worked hard to get closer. I knew it was impossible, but I still flew into the fire regardless of everything. I just thought that it was Li Yang who forgot, but it turned out that person was not him at all.
"You lied to me." This fact might be better if I uncovered it with my own hands. I'm afraid Li Yang doesn't know until now that I already know that the boy who saved me is not him at all.
"You are right." Li Yang's hand was relieved a lot and sighed: "The reason why you fell in love with me is just because you treated me as the one who saved you. I was still wondering how could there be such a thing in this world when you first saw me? From the first time you saw me, you must be sure that I am that person, so every time you see me, you will blush and even subconsciously avoid it."
It turns out that Li Yang knew all these things.
"So you used me." Not a question, but a certainty. I looked at Li Yang sideways, looked at his gentle face, and was obviously as gentle as that young man, but was so cruel to me.
"You have known this for a long time but never told me that you not only lied to me but also wanted to use this to make use of me, for the sake of peace and quiet." In fact, I should have noticed that from the beginning, all his topics were related to peace and quiet. I could not participate in their childhood sweethearts and never wanted to destroy them. If Li Yang refused me from the beginning and did not give me a chance, then I think I could completely suppress my feelings and not disturb his life.
Even Xu Luokai could see something, but I didn't realize it until this moment.
Li Yang opened his mouth and said nothing in the end. His silence was the best answer, and he didn't need to explain anything to me at all. After all, Ning Jing was the only person he liked from beginning to end.
But even so, I think I should still thank Li Yang.
Thank him for giving me a first love that is not sweet and not perfect.
Also, I really want to tell him that I still like him very much, not because he is that boy, but because he is Li Yang, the boy who smiles gentlely and beautifully as if he is spring breeze. I like him very much.
Even if he lied to me and used me, I still liked him, and liked him with the simplest and purest feelings.
But I think I will never say these words in my life, let alone tell him.
I pushed Li Yang's hand away, and I thought we had already ended here. If I were brave enough, I thought I would have lost my life after saying something, but I was so unprosperous because I wanted to see him again.
"Goodbye." What I am most grateful for is that I did not cry, did not show weakness in front of Li Yang, and did not show weakness in front of so many people.
This is my only self-esteem. After turning around and leaving, I was still the arrogant and arrogant lady of the Gu family.
Chapter completed!