318 Desperate Disdain
318 Despair, disdain, and look down upon again
Some thoughts are tears when you say too much. Only by entangling them tightly can the pain gradually dissipate through each other's comfort.
There is no need to think about the future, nor do you need to think about whether you should or not. What you think is now gently falling into his arms. Why don’t you? How can you not?
Feng Mujin suddenly bent down and picked up Jiuyin, and walked towards the soft couch.
The two bodies rolled down like this, and he kissed her forehead, the bridge of her nose, her small mouth and soft face one after another.
Her lips and teeth were all the way down, crossing her thin chin, delicate neck, and her soft body.
The clothes he had just put on his own hands were taken off one by one. Just like when he first met today, the snow-colored body gradually appeared in front of him.
He lowered his head and kissed him like this. He had no skills at all. He only knew that he had thought about this place for a long time and read for a long time. Now the granary has been hollowed out, but it looks more full and more tempting than before.
"I miss it very much." He murmured and chewed hard again.
Jiuyin raised her body unconsciously. In fact, it was not the first time she was close to him, because someone would always deliberately use some excuses to be flirted. Gradually, this kind of thing became a common thing between the two of them. She did not resist, nor was she willing to resist.
"Mu Jin, I want me." The mute voice showed her addiction and loss of control.
I want me... Feng Mujin was shocked because these two simple words made him feel hot and blood flow in an instant.
"You asked for it yourself, don't regret it!" He growled, and his big palm fell on her waist and pulled it hard, pulling off all the remaining materials she had.
After biting her shoulder hard, he heard her out of control cry, and stretched out his hand and pulled his clothes freely.
The woman under her body suddenly shook all over, and all the enthusiasm seemed to cool down in an instant. Her dull gaze looked through her to see where the curtain was, and her sad gaze suddenly became clear.
A slender figure reflected from her beautiful eyes. He leaned against the curtain, watching all this coldly.
The world became quiet, all his actions stopped, and the expression on her face faded in an instant, and even panic was too late to show. She felt as if she was dead silent, but her white body exposed to her sight was still gently rising and falling with her faint breath.
Feng Mujin's heart tightened and he turned around suddenly.
As he expected, Feng Chenye stood there, his body was never stiff before, and his whole body was overflowing with coldness or a breath of despair.
I thought he would come over irritably and pull himself off Jiuyin, but he didn't. But after looking at them coldly for a while, his thin lips suddenly curled, and a disdainful smile on the corner of his lips turned around and left.
He was desperate, disdainful, and never looked down on this woman again...
It was not until the tall figure completely disappeared in sight that the dispersed thoughts of Jiuyin finally began to condense.
"No..." She opened her eyes wide, feeling a dizzy turn, and everything in front of her slowly became blurred.
I wanted to get up and chase after me, but I lost the courage and strength.
"No, don't do this..."
Just as unconscious words kept overflowing between her thin lips, there were many Feng Mujin who couldn't hear it at all, but he knew that the woman had fallen into a state of almost collapse. He felt pity and pain in his heart, but he could do nothing.
Crawled up from her, pulled the quilt over her delicate body, and when she looked down at her, she fainted from the side of her head.
He tightened his heart, held her wrist and put his fingertips on her pulse.
The breath is disordered and the heart is depressed, but it is just because I can't bear it and faints.
He held up his sleeve and wiped away the sweat from his forehead. Seeing her pale face appearing, he sighed silently. At this moment, his heart slowly calmed down.
He had no guilt or any sadness about Feng Chenye's appearance. He could not let go of this woman at all.
She gave him hope just now, and with just a little hope, he believed that he could support him to the last moment of his life.
Don't make things difficult for her, and never let her be sad. He lives in this life, and his only pursuit is to let her live the happiest life.
"Jiuyin, don't cry, don't be sad, everything will always be fine, don't be afraid..."
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When Jiuyin woke up again, it was almost dusk. She didn't expect that she would have been sleeping for a whole day.
As soon as she woke up, she sat up suddenly, lifted the quilt and wanted to turn it down on the soft couch, but as soon as she lifted the quilt, she suddenly felt a chill coming. When she looked down, she almost screamed in fear.
All consciousness returned to his mind. Before he fell into a coma, he clearly saw Feng Chenye's desperate eyes, and clearly saw the self-deprecating or laughing at her on his lips...
She really hurt him, completely hurt him. This time, he will give up completely, right?
When I think of Feng Chenye, I naturally think of Feng Mujin.
"Mu Jin?" She was startled and looked up and saw that there was no Feng Mu Jin in the room.
Feng Chenye has left, has Feng Mujin left too?
He hurriedly put his clothes on his body, thinking that Feng Mujin usually wore them for her, but now others have left. When he thought about it, his tears couldn't help but slip.
She is not a crying woman, and she never likes to let tears appear in her beautiful big eyes, but she keeps crying today.
Mu Jin left, Ye also left, and from then on, she was the only one left.
She was wearing a messy dress, but she still barely put it on herself. She turned over and didn't even have time to put on her boots, and ran barefoot outside the tent.
As soon as he opened the curtain, a figure appeared in front of her. Feng Mujin brought a basin of warm water and was about to enter the door. Seeing her like this, his face darkened and he said unhappily: "Go back quickly, it's cold outside, you will be cold."
"Mu Jin..." She held his hand hard, and was so excited that she burst into tears: "Mu Jin, don't leave me, he doesn't want me anymore, you don't want me as he does."
"I won't leave you." Feng Mujin sighed silently, holding the basin with one hand, bent over and hugged her with one arm, walked to the table and put the basin up at random, then hugged her back to the edge of the soft couch, and let her sit on it: "If you dress like this, go out, let your brothers see you? If you don't feel warm outside, you will catch a cold."
Looking down at the messy clothes on her body, he shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Why should I leave? If I leave, who will take care of you? I am always so careless, in the future..."
I want to say what if I am gone in the future? But when the words are at your fingertips, I can't bear to say them, just for fear that it will make her sad.
He walked to the table and soaked the soft towel in warm water. He wrung it out before returning to her and handed it to her: "Wash your face."
"Dress me." Jiuyin grabbed the corner of his clothes, afraid that he would run away like that. She looked up at him with watery eyes. How could there be any strength in this moment? She was just like a child who was afraid of loneliness and was left behind, pitiful and pitiful.
This pitiful look made Feng Mujin feel sad, and she had no choice but to sit next to her, carefully washed her face as big as a palm, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Seeing that she accidentally leaked a new tear, his face darkened and his voice became cold: "I always cry like this, why do I keep you by my side? If you cry again, I will not want you."
"I won't cry!" She bit her lip and tried desperately to take back her tears, but she didn't expect that the more she wanted to hold back, the more she couldn't help it, and the tears kept falling.
She panicked, "I really won't cry anymore. I... don't leave, you all leave, what should I do in the future? I won't cry anymore, Mu Jin, wuwu, I won't cry anymore, don't leave me, wuwu..."
Feng Mujin felt ache in his heart when he saw that look. He sighed slightly, then picked up a soft towel to help her wipe away the newly overflowing tears, and said warmly:
"I won't leave, I won't leave forever. No matter who you are with, no matter who you are thinking in your heart, I will always be by your side, okay? As long as you don't rush me to leave..."
"Mu Jin..." Such a grievance came out of his mouth, and when she heard it, her heart aches a little, "Mu Jin..."
"Do you think I'm joking with you?" He smiled slightly, stretched out his long finger and gently flicked it on the tip of her nose: "You woman with aquatic poplar, I'm defeated by you. I'll help you get the Fourth Emperor back, okay?"
Jiuyin blinked, but she didn't dare to speak, for fear that if she said something wrong, she would make him unhappy and even she would be angry with him.
But she didn't know why things turned out like this. She was already desperate before fainting. When she woke up, she suddenly felt like she saw the sunshine.
"Don't look at me with such eyes." He wiped her away the tearful eyes left at the corners of her eyes with his long fingers. He smiled and said, "Be careful, I can't help but ask you directly here."
"I..." She bit her lip, uneasy.
"Look at you, I can't even wear clothes. If I throw you away, do you have to drag this sloppy look out every day? Do you think I'm willing to give up?"
He lowered his eyes, preventing her from seeing the bitterness in his eyes, he poked his palm out, carefully pulled her clothes one by one for her, then squatted down in front of her, took her little feet and put socks on her lotus feet, and then put the boots on her lotus feet.
Everything still loves her as much as before and spoils her, not only a couple, but also a father and daughter, but also a friend.
In fact, the lives of two people can really be very happy. Putting aside feelings and so-called love, they can also live a peaceful life and live a good life, right?
He doesn't care who she likes and who she thinks about. From now on, he will never be sad about such meaningless things again.
His life is not long, and even if a ghost doctor gives acupuncture, it will only last for two years.
People always want to go. Since this is the case, what else can I expect?
I won't leave, I will never leave again, I silently watch and guard her until she finds her happiness,
Chapter completed!