Tears continued to fall down Concubine's face, and her voice seemed to have been washed by tears and became moist, making people unable to help but burst into tears.

"I miss my cousin very much. I even begged my father to take me to my aunt's house to find my cousin, but my father said that my cousin has gone to study abroad. Thinking that the distance is even further, my heart misses him even more. I

I look forward to growing up, looking forward to going to college, so that I can come to his city and walk up to him with my own steps. I want to ask him why he left without saying goodbye? Why don't we contact him anymore? I still want to ask him...

"

Feifei couldn't help but cover her mouth and cry. Xiao Ji quickly took a tissue to help her wipe away her tears, but his own tears had already wet the skirt of her clothes.

"Xiaoji, why are you crying?" Feifei quickly stopped her tears and asked her with concern.

"It's okay, you can continue." Xiaoji wiped his face with his sleeve casually, smiled and asked Feifei to continue.

Feifei adjusted her mood and continued: "No boy has ever given me such a sweet and painful feeling of missing him. The more I think about him, the more I find that my heart is telling myself a secret: I like my cousin."

Got it!"

Feifei grabbed Xiaoji's hand, looked at her seriously, and said this firmly.

Xiaoji was moved by her firm and persistent eyes.

"But, you know, you..." Xiaoji couldn't bear to say the next words.

"I know, we are cousins, we can't be together, I know..." Feifei covered her face with her hands and cried sadly, "But I can't stop my heart, I really like him!

"

The cries contain helplessness for love, lamentation for fate, and lamentation for the cruelty between heaven and earth.

Xiao Ji was deeply shocked by her words! At her age, she may not understand how heavy the word love is. The love she understands is sweet campus love, or the family-like love between parents, and so on.

Or it was a fictional romantic love in a TV series, but the concubine's love was something she saw with her own eyes and heard with her own ears.

Because of love, we have to love, but because of taboos, we cannot love!

Xiao Ji saw Concubine trembling all over as she cried. She had never seen such a sad Concubine before. She felt extremely distressed and stroked her long hair to comfort her: "What about your cousin? How does he treat you?"

"I don't know." The concubine wiped her tears and shook her head. She couldn't see her cousin's heart. He was too difficult to understand.

"Then why do you kiss? If he kisses you, it means he likes you, right?"

"No, I know that kiss means nothing to him. To him, it is just like a good night kiss when he was a child." Feifei said sadly. That kiss could be said to be her first kiss, the first time it was so deep.

The kiss was something she would never forget in her life.

"What are you going to do in the future?" Xiaoji asked worriedly. This kind of endless love will only hurt the concubine.

The concubine bit her lip and said nothing. She turned to look at the gently fluttering curtains outside the window. The moonlight took the opportunity to jump in, and the slightest evening breeze blew on her face. Suddenly she felt that her brain, which was swollen from crying, felt a little better, and her thoughts were a little better.

Qingming, she said slowly: "I want to at least let him know my feelings before I graduate."

She doesn't demand that her cousin like her too, or be with her, she just wants her cousin to know her feelings, that's all.

Xiaoji sighed softly, leaned over, and silently hugged Feifei's shoulders, trying to convey his support to her.
Chapter completed!