This house is very small, and it is better at night. It is very noisy during the day. The hawkers outside, the crying of children, and even the sound of neighbors cooking and cooking can be heard.

All this reminded Su Yiqing of her previous life in Yunzhou. She lived a simple and ordinary people's life at that time. Although she knew that such a peaceful and peaceful life would not last long, she occasionally dreamed of it at midnight, but she also hoped that she could always do that, and it would be better that she could have someone to rely on each other...

But dreams are dreams after all, and she knows that they are impossible because she is unwilling to pay the price and is unwilling to surrender. In modern times, she is just the most mediocre among all living beings. She will not have a good choice to get married in the future. She may be a small civil servant, a little white-collar worker, etc. In terms of talent, she may not be as strong as a servant in the King's Mansion. Of course, her appearance in her previous life is not even as good as the most mediocre maid in the mansion.

If she had been willing to find a mediocre man and a relatively calm village and town far away from the battlefield, it would not be possible to say that husband and wife were in love, but it might not be impossible to support each other and have children to enjoy family happiness.

After traveling through time, she became a lady from a family and had a relatively good appearance and had a higher vision. She married a man like Lian Yufeng, who was one of the most talented people in a thousand years. How could she be willing to marry a mediocre man to spend her whole life? So she was destined not to get the ordinary happiness that ordinary people could easily get.

There is no such cheap good thing in this world. She never wants to pay the price or take risks. After going around, she still lives this intrigue life that she dislikes from the beginning. I think it’s not a big deal, but it’s all her own choice.

She chose Lian Yufeng and chose this kind of life. This time she should stick to it no matter what.

When the words should have appeared in my heart, Su Yiqing was shocked. Why did she think so? Could it be that she just insisted because she should be like this?

In a dangerous environment, a deep-minded husband, a life of separation, and a life like walking on thin ice, she still insisted on it, and even dared not ask Lian Yufeng directly because she could not bear the cruel truth, so she would rather choose to deceive herself, just like most women in the world. She clearly entrusted to be uninhibited, but she still deceived herself. He could make a good move and would have a day when the hardships ended? Or there was no other way out, so you should believe it if you didn't believe it?

But whether it was her first time marrying him or her second time, she never knew that he was not a gentleman, or even a good person. Since she accepted it from the beginning, is it too late to worry about it now?

Sometimes a person doesn't understand himself, and Su Yiqing really doesn't understand why she is like this? Even when Yufeng was in danger, she thought that no matter who he was, she only wished him peace, but why did some thoughts that she had inexplicable inexplicable arise from time to time.

In sorrow, Su Yiqing couldn't sleep all night, so she got up and climbed up to look into the distance. Perhaps for the convenience of observation, this small courtyard has a two-story building, which is slightly higher than the surrounding buildings. Standing upstairs and looking into the distance, the view is wide. Most of the nights in ancient times were pitch black, and candles and oil lamps were expensive. The homes of ordinary people cannot be wasted. Only high-gate households or inns would keep lighting the lights for the long night...

That night, it was very dark, without the moon or the stars, and the sky seemed to be dark. At this time, a few faint lights in the distance were very eye-catching. Su Yiqing stared at it for a long time before she could tell that it was the light of red lanterns. Many people from high-ranking families liked to hang red lanterns at the door, especially when their families had not returned all night to hang red lanterns to guide their families. It was not surprising.

Su Yiqing was just bored and looked at it for a few more times, and didn't take it seriously. However, the next evening when the sun was about to set, she stood upstairs and looked at the rest of the house. She suddenly realized that there was no big house or thatched house in that direction. There was a small hillside, and a three-story tree alone on the hillside was particularly eye-catching.

There is no one, there is only one tree. Who is so bored and will hang red lanterns on the trees at night? If you want a residential area, you can also say that children are naughty or art-like playing puzzles. But in the middle of the night, you have to go to the uninhabited hillside and climb up to the tree that is so high to hang red lanterns. No matter how you think about it, is it a bit weird. Is it someone sending a signal?

Thinking of the signal, her dusty memory was aroused, and her heart skipped a beat. When I thought about the person she met a few days ago, it was impossible for her to have such a coincidence, right? I hope it was just a coincidence.

As the sky gradually darkened, Su Yiqing felt that the blessing she had accumulated in her previous life or this life was not enough, and the more she prayed, the more she could achieve it, and things always went against her wishes.

As soon as it was dark, the red lanterns lit up, just like last night, and there were only three, both east and west and north, but not south. If you want to say a coincidence, it is really impossible, such an obvious signal.

"Madam, it's windy at night, you'd better go back to the house."

The soft sound of the grass behind him rang out.

Su Yiqing didn't dare to look in that direction anymore, for fear that the Radisha would see some signs, so she nodded and followed the Radisha.

I lay on the bed but couldn't sleep. I felt that the house was very stuffy. When I opened the window, I looked up and saw that the red lantern in the distance was still stubbornly lit.

She can no longer care about it. The future is bleak and she cannot protect herself. She can no longer care about other people's business. Nothing is wrong. She asked herself that she did not owe anyone in the past. Most of the good people in this world don't live long, especially those who meddled with other people's business. She shouldn't have come here, or she doesn't use some abilities she shouldn't have, and maybe fate wouldn't be like this. She changed Su Yiqing's fate and changed others'.

If she was willing to be Su Yiqing and be an ordinary noble lady, she would continue to follow the path arranged by her family for her, perhaps it would be less difficult? Sometimes it is less dangerous to marry a stupid and bad man, and it is suppressed by clan etiquette. Unless it is really bad, ordinary men will not be idle and deliberately abuse their wives and children. If they can be bad to a certain extent, they are not brainless. Even if they are fighting for wives and concubines in the back home, they rarely can suppress their wife and wife. If they really meet the best, they are not a little cabbage who can be bullied.

Since she decided to be Meng Xiaofu, she really thought she was Meng Xiaofu and could not think about anything else, otherwise she would only harm others and herself. Even if she had a straw in her hand now, she could not throw it away easily.

Su Yiqing has been hypnotizing herself so much, don’t worry about it, the lantern will naturally go out in a few days, and often things can pass if you don’t care or ask.
Chapter completed!