Su Yicai slowly talked about the past to Jing Gang. From the childhood, she was treated coldly as a concubine's daughter, and then the misfortune of marriage after growing up, her mother was easily sold to a man older than his father by her legitimate mother. Then the old man died of a serious illness. Her husband's family drove her out as a broom star, and she could only return to her mother's family, which had long been broken.

Su Yicai said these things at the beginning, but Jing Gang did not expect that the same thing would feel so different from the detailed ones to say them out loud. They were much crueler.

First, although Su Yicai was born in a high family, her father was only a concubine, and she was also a concubine daughter. The uncle's family had many legitimate daughters and limited resources. The four families were not favored, and the legitimate child could not take care of them, let alone a concubine child. Her biological mother was just a maid who was a wife. Under the oppression of the powerful legitimate mother, she was not enough to protect herself, let alone take care of her.

In such an environment, she has seen all the expressions of others since she was a child, and was careful to flatter anyone and dared not offend anyone. Otherwise, the high-ranking and wealthy families would have much more torture than small-ranking families. Just thinking about their mistakes behind closed doors and windows seemed light, but if they locked a child alone in a room with doors and windows, no one would be allowed to see or speak, and they would just stay there, unable to tell the difference between day and night, and in just three days, they could drive people crazy.

Girls need a reputation in particular. If something bad is revealed, even if you do something you do at the age of seven or eight, people can still say it for ten years until they say it is a marriage.

The best example is Su Yiqing, the sister of the third wife. She is still the legitimate daughter. Her mother is strong and her grandmother's family is also prominent. But even so, the third sister has not been welcomed since childhood. Somehow, when she grew up, the marriage was particularly unhappy. She inexplicably became a fierce reputation, and ended up not seeing anyone but death or corpse.

Speaking of Su Yiqing, Su Yicai looked very sad and sighed: "I used to complain that my biological mother was born with a humble background and blamed myself for being unlucky in the belly of the wife of the main wife. But later, I grew up slowly and saw the fate of my sisters, I didn't blame anything. My life should be like this. No matter how good the reincarnation is, I will still be unfortunate if I should be unfortunate. Others still have to rely on themselves."

"Since that's the case, why did you go back to your parents' home after you were kicked out by your husband's family?" Jing Gang didn't have so much sadness and asked directly what he had questions.

Su Yicai smiled bitterly, "I am also desperate. The world is so chaotic. How can a woman survive? If there was not a family left with airs left, I was afraid that I would not have been driven out by my husband's family, but I was sold like a servant. There may not be a good way back to my parents' family. But even if it is sold, in order to take into account the reputation, my family will not sell me to such a dirty land. No matter how bad it is, it will give me a breath and talk about it slowly."

"Are you lies to say that the people in the third room before, kindness is lies?" Jing Gang frowned again.

"Of course not, but Yuanping's mansion is no longer the noble family of the past. There are still airs left in the other few rooms. Our four rooms really have nothing left. We can only fight Qiufeng all day long, like a rogue." Su Yicai said this, and felt sad again. When she returned to her parents' home, the fierce mother who had been retired in the past had long been retired, but the one who forced her to live the most was her biological father. In order to get more money, the father used the reputation of the Su family's daughter to threaten her and said that she wanted to marry her to a businessman as a concubine.

She couldn't wait for others to get bored and deal with her before leaving, so she begged the people of the third room and at least gave her a way out. The third room knew a lot of people, so she originally asked a caravan to take her back to her hometown to live first. After the filial piety period, she asked the clan's people to find a good family to marry again. Then the father could not say anything when he knew.

Since she has received the favor of three bedrooms, when others ask, of course she can only say that three bedrooms are good.

Jing Gang became even more confused and then asked, "Then what kind of person do you think are you, and you feel the most realistic."

Su Yicai thought about it carefully and said, "The other people in the third room are nothing. They are the mother of the third aunt, Mrs. Zhou... It makes people scared to see her. I have seen her twice. It's very short time. She looks kind-eyed, but it's scary. I can't tell why. I don't know much about other people. My cousin-in-law is also afraid of Mrs. Zhou's appearance. When she walks into Mrs. Zhou, her steps are very light and her expression is very nervous..."

"In this way, the people from your third room are not considered good people?" Jing Gang frowned even more.

"That's not." Su Yicai sighed again, "The world is so chaotic, and everyone lives so hard. There is no absolute good person, especially those like us who have no scheming and means to die long ago. The rest, whether intentionally or not, have done something against their will, all for the sake of living."

If someone else had said something, it might feel sympathy. However, Jing Gang had been a bandit since he was a child. He had heard more miserable than this. Instead, he found some doubts from Su Yicai's narrative and asked: "Since that's the case, why didn't you ask us to continue to send you back to your hometown or find a good family? According to what you said just now, it should be that you are extremely disgusting with the struggles of high-ranking families. You should try your best to get rid of it. With my current identity, the fight around me will only be more intense."

Su Yicai was silent for a while and didn't speak.

Jing Gang kept staring at her. A gust of wind blew, blowing away several strands of Su Yicai's hair. He suddenly felt that from this perspective, Su Yicai and Su Yiqing were very similar. Maybe it was because of his sisters. He didn't feel this way before. Su Yicai didn't answer, and he didn't ask.

After being silent for a long time, Su Yicai whispered: "Because I think you General Zhao feels guilty towards my ninth sister and we have no major interests, so I think it's better to follow you than to go home. But I know that people cannot live a lifetime with their own sympathy and pity. I must let people know that I am a useful person. In order to survive and live a good life, I will do things."

"How do you know that General Zhao is ashamed of your ninth sister?" Jing Gang stared at Su Yicai's eyes tightly, not missing a trace of emotional expression. Su Yicai said that some of the situations were very similar to Su Yiqing, but for some reason, she also had some ways of dealing with things from Su Yicai's mouth. He just felt that this woman was really a little bit, at least not sincere, and he felt like he was being plotted and used, and it was very uncomfortable.
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