can you forgive yourself
"Mo Xiangyuan, you are shameless!" Mu Nuan growled angrily.
"..." The slap was completely beyond his expectations. He was stunned. Taking this opportunity, Mu Nuan pushed her away, panickedly put his clothes on, retreated to the corner of the bed, and endured it.
He said tremblingly: "Mo...Mo Xiangyuan, get out...get out..."
"..." Mo Xiangyuan was close to her, but he looked at her but didn't move.
This gaze made Mu Nuan feel scared. She grabbed her clothes tightly, staring at him without a moment, full of defense.
"You..." He stared at her and said slowly, "Are you so afraid of me?"
"Ha... I'm afraid? Are I afraid of you?" Mu Nuan sneered, "I just think you are disgusting! If you touch other women, don't touch me with your dirty hands. I, Cheng Mu Nuan... It's not that you can
It’s about to come and go! Mo Xiangyuan, and it’s about to stop. Don’t let each other look too ugly. It’s a great choice to end here.”
"Impossible! I said... No matter what, I will not let you go! Nuannuan, this idea...you can dispel it as soon as possible!" Mo Xiangyuan was silent for a moment, "I'm sorry, it's me that's not good, just now...
...It was my impulse. I knew that the recent series of things will make you unable to bear for a while. I will give you time, enough time for you to digest. As for...Jian...Jian Ning, I will tell her
It's clear, just... give me some time."
"Enough!" Mu Nuan interrupted him, "Don't you think it's ridiculous? Do you think... will I agree with these thoughts about yourself? Ha...digest? How do you think you should digest it? My husband
I joined forces with other women to lie to me, not only that, but also harmed my baby. If you were to you, will you digest it?"
“Nuannuan…”
She didn't give him a chance to speak, and laughed out loud, "No wonder, in your eyes, the lost baby may not be anything, because there are many women who are rushing to give birth to you, so how can you be
Do you care?”
"Nannuan, what are you talking about? How can you misunderstand me like this?" Mo Xiangyuan frowned and shook his head slowly, "I am willing to admit my mistakes. I am also sorry for the harm you have done, but
...I am also sad for our children. When I lose it, my heartache will never suppress you! You are its mother, and I am its father. How can you think I am indifferent?"
After a while, he was silent for a while before speaking again, "Do you know why the Xiao family collapsed?"
"..." Mu Nuan looked at him in confusion, as if she had guessed something, and then a hint of surprise flashed in her eyes.
"Yes... I must admit that acquiring the Xiao family... is something I have always wanted to do! It's just a matter of time!" Mo Xiangyuan paused, "Originally... the Xiao family could have been more glorious, but...
Xiao Xinrou didn't know that the world was high and she actually hurt you and killed my child. How could I forgive her?" He narrowed his eyes and clenched his big hands into fists, "And Xiao Zhenghao, he always covets things that do not belong to him
!So... the Xiao family became what they are today... They blamed everything!"
Mu Nuan took a breath. Although all this was not a secret, when Mo Xiangyuan said it so frankly, she was still shocked when she heard it. Xiao Xinrou was the murderer, and although she and Mo Xiangyuan had no idea before,
But the later concealment and her unwillingness to believe can be regarded as a real accomplice from another perspective! At this moment, she not only could not forgive Mo Xiangyuan, but even could not forgive herself.
"Mo Xiangyuan, and so much so, I don't want to hear any explanation! If I forgive you, it would be a blasphemy to the baby!" Mu Nuan bit her lip and said sarcastically: "Do you think the baby will forgive you? Hurt it
The person actually has a close relationship with its father. Can this kind of harm be really forgiven? Even if it can forgive, ? Mo Xiangyuan... stop deceive yourself!"
"I..." Mu Nuan's words were in the far away pain point. No one knew how painful it was because it was his and Mu Nuan's child, so she cherished it very much. How much he wanted the baby to be safe and healthy
He hoped that his child would become the adhesive for his relationship with Mu Nuan. He hoped that all of this was so hoped that he would be the child, but... in the end he turned into nothing.
Before he could even taste the taste of being a father for the first time, the child disappeared silently, just as it came quietly. Only he himself knew the pain and loss in his heart when he lost the child.
"What else do you want to explain?" Mu Nuan stared at him without a moment, "Mo Xiangyuan, let it go! Let me go, let the baby go, and let yourself go! Return to your original position, maybe
Jian Ning... is your real destination."
"No...I know more than anyone else who is my destination!" Mo Xiangyuan narrowed his eyes intently, and the expression on his face flashed in a moment and eventually became calm, "You have a good rest!
Let's talk after the rest is over!"
After saying that, he stood up, sorted out his clothes, and turned around and walked towards the door.
"Mo Xiangyuan... Don't waste time, even in another hundred years, I have nothing to say to you!" Mu Nuan shouted at his back.
Mo Xiangyuan opened. The door of the room trembled, and his steps stopped subconsciously, but he did not turn around, and said lightly: "Don't be so absolute! Maybe... you will change your mind soon." After that,
He strides out.
"Mo Xiangyuan...that kind of thing cannot happen...that is impossible..." Mu Nuan scolded angrily, and his figure was hidden behind the door, and the room instantly became silent.
Mu Nuan trembled all over, and the tears that had endured for a long time could no longer be controlled. She hid herself in the quilt and cried silently.
Although she had erected all the barriers, in front of Mo Xiangyuan, her strength was vulnerable. His domineeringness always had a way to gain the upper hand, and it would easily defeat it. All she could have was
He was at a loss and retreated step by step, but even so, he still failed miserably.
He said it very clearly, but he would not let her go. She wanted to leave or divorce, which became a joke in front of him. Even if she didn't give in to the slightest bit when she said it, she knew it and would never be able to
As easy as she thought, as long as Mo Xiangyuan was willing, he would definitely come up with countless ways to deal with her, so that she could not fulfill her wishes. His words seemed to show one thing, that is, he would never
Will let her go.
Tears of humiliation and anger wet the quilt and pillow. She didn't understand why she, who never gave up, became a decadent person in front of him. Even if she used all her strength, she could not change her in front of him.
The situation in which you are.
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Walking out of the room, Mo Xiangyuan slowly walked to the terrace in the side hall on the second floor. He took out a cigarette and lit it with a lighter. He was not an addict, and smoking was optional, but this moment
, He wanted to suck one, because his heart was empty and he felt a difficult feeling.
A faint smell of tobacco spread out in the wind. He took a few deep breaths, and the blue smoke spit out from his thin lips, dimming his expression. He raised his head and stared at the sky. There was no trace of it in the dark night sky tonight.
The stars, the sky and the earth were shrouded in a darkness where his hands were invisible, as if his mood was not bright at the moment, and he was even filled with haze.
He also knew Mu Nuan's sadness. As she said, if it were him, I'm afraid he wouldn't forgive him.
Maybe she won't care about the hurt others have done to her, but... she can't stand that it's him. Her husband who is with her day and night every day, is hurt by the closest and trusted person. That's the most in this world.
He knew very well about the sad and painful things. Mu Nuan’s heartache at this moment.
It is precisely because she cares about him that she is hurt, and he can be sure of this.
She was very confident in her feelings, not because she was so arrogant, but... No one of them could deceive anyone in this kind of feelings! Even if they wanted to hide it, it was impossible. It was said that people who loved each other could be in harmony with each other.
, and after experiencing true love, he truly felt it.
A cigarette was finished quickly, and the scarlet cigarette butt gradually went out. He pinched the cigarette butt that was about to burn out and tried hard toward the night sky. The red flame flashed and drew a beautiful parabola, and disappeared into the night in the blink of an eye.
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Mo Xiangyuan stood on the terrace for a long time, until the night wind blew him all over and numb that he turned around and walked back to the bedroom with heavy steps.
As soon as he opened the door, he heard the ringtone of his cell phone coming from inside...
He walked forward slowly. When he saw the incoming call number on the screen, he subconsciously frowned, pinched the phone with his big hand, hesitated for a moment, and finally picked it up...
"It's me..."
"Xiangyuan, did I... wake you up?" A gentle voice came from the other end of the phone, and her thoughtfulness was not forgotten in her words.
"No! It's still early!" Mo Xiangyuan responded, his tone light, but he told the truth.
The other end of the phone was silent for a moment before continuing, "Xiangyuan, are you... angry with me? Did I... do something wrong? If so, tell me!"
Mo Xiangyuan did not speak immediately, but pondered for a while before slowly saying: "No! You are thinking too much! But... you call the right phone call, I want to tell you something, tomorrow...
Just one side!"
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Chapter completed!