Chapter 52 Lovesickness
The next day, when the morning light faded, birds were looking for food, fish were diving and floating in the water, and the vitality that had been dormant all night gradually came to life.
The early autumn breeze carried a bit of coolness. The man who had been sitting on the boat all night moved his stiff limbs slightly and stood up slowly.
Jian Dong stepped forward with some worry and said, "Master, it's daybreak, why don't you go back home and take a rest first?"
Song Xi blinked his dry, bloodshot eyes, wiped his slightly cold face casually, and dragged his heavy and tired body back to the Song family in despair.
It's dawn, and it's time to wake up from your sweet dreams...
On the other side of the Yu family's house, the siblings began to have breakfast as usual.
The atmosphere at the dinner table was a bit calm. Yu Yalan finished the meal in silence and stayed at home to take care of the accounts or check the information to make next plans. Any outing matters were left to Mu Yang or Liuli.
, and never left the courtyard gate even half a step.
Occasionally, after being in a daze under the tree, I would rush into the space to practice martial arts and read a book, for fear that I would start thinking wildly again if I stopped.
It was obviously an ordinary day, but it seemed extraordinarily different because of my melancholy mood.
Yu Hongxuan, who wanted to persuade but had no way to speak, sighed helplessly, raised his head and looked at the slightly hazy sky, and suddenly felt that the road ahead seemed to be a little murky and unclear.
The two people who were in love with each other fell into a state of silent pain overnight. They wanted to struggle but could not find an exit. They were gradually helpless and suffocated in this predicament as if they were drowning.
Three days later, Song Xi began to go to Jimin Medical Center to stay quietly every day, just waiting for a chance to see the beauty again.
He wanted to say that he was willing to return to the position of close friend and silently guard this fate, just hoping that the two of them could get along like before;
He wanted to say that since separation is inevitable, we should cherish every time we meet to avoid regrets for the rest of our lives.
Although he is unwilling to give up, although he still wants to fight for it again, the most important thing at the moment is to resolve the differences and estrangements between the two of them, and at the very least... give him a chance to persuade and explain face to face.
But Yu Yalan just avoided seeing her, thinking that she couldn't love each other, so she had no choice but to cut off the relationship. If she couldn't give him what he wanted, she couldn't leave him any hope.
Yu Hongxuan saw that both of them were in pain, so he tried to persuade his sister to accept Song Xi's feelings, "Even if we are destined to return to modern times one day, it does not prevent you from falling in love with him. As the saying goes, it doesn't matter if it lasts forever, as long as it lasts forever
I care about once having and having a serious love, it will eventually become a precious and beautiful life experience, at least the rest of my life will not be lonely, regretful, and boring."
Hearing this, Yu Yalan glanced at her brother coldly and reprimanded in a hoarse voice: "Then what? When we return to modern times, we will shed tears across time and space to remember each other? Wouldn't that be even more miserable than the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl who meet once a year? ?The most hurtful thing is to be in love but not destined to each other. It is better to cut off the fate of each other before getting it. As the saying goes, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Time will heal all wounds and let people let go of all obsessions. "
Yu Hongxuan did not refute, but sat quietly aside with his eyes downcast in distress.
In fact, both of them are not wrong. One wants to actively fight for the only time in front of him, and the other wants to cut through the mess quickly to prevent future regrets. Both of them are thinking about each other. There is no doubt that they love each other, but there are questions about the choice of the future.
Disagreement.
In the world of emotions, no one can absolutely judge whether a choice is right or wrong. Only by trying can you know the final result, and only by trying hard can you know whether it is in vain.
One day or two...most of the month passed slowly in the estrangement.
Until the weather gradually turned cooler, the infatuated man was still waiting stupidly, as if all the patience in his life was wasted here.
He would go to the hospital to sit for several hours every day. He was not anxious, nor did he urge or ask. He just sat in silence. Whenever someone walked in the door, he would raise his expectant eyes and look for them.
Then he lowered his head sadly and stared at the steaming tea on the table in a daze.
No matter how hard-hearted Yu Hongxuan was, he couldn't help but feel moved by the poor man who had been waiting day and night, so he told his sister all about the conversation that day, hoping to see what the other party's decision was.
Song Xi was a little stunned when he heard this, but then he suppressed all the bitterness in his heart and replied firmly: "I will not give up this fate, but I will not force her to accept my affection. Every moment with her
I am very happy, even if I can only be a close friend in the future, I will be happy with it.
Even if I have to face an irresistible separation one day, the short time together is enough for me to remember for the rest of my life. No matter what hardships and pains I will face in the future, I will be willing to bear it and have no regrets in this life!"
Yu Hongxuan felt very moved and even recognized his brother-in-law in his heart. The principle of not assisting had been shaken today. So after dinner, he relayed Song Xi's words to his sister.
When Yu Yalan learned of Song Xi's insistence, she just remained silent and did not make any response. There was no special expression on her face. She was still indifferently repeating her daily work, with no intention of going to the hospital to meet him.
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But lying in bed at night, guilt and suffering came over me like a tide, turning into sad tears.
I had known longing for each other would trip up people's hearts, why would I not have known each other in the first place.
Why did they meet in such a different world?
No matter how beautiful the memories are and how deep the love is, in the end it can only be let down...
Yu Yalan tossed and turned, her mind constantly flashing back to every detail of her relationship with that person. In the end, she became more and more awake as she slept. She could only get up and sit alone in front of the window, pouring herself a glass of clear wine.
The wine makes me sad, and the lovesickness makes me cry even more.
Yu Yalan kept convincing herself: It will be fine, it will be fine, these pains will pass, all attachments will be let go, and then... gradually forgotten.
Time passed slowly in a silent stalemate.
As the Mid-Autumn Festival approached, Song Xi went to the hospital to say goodbye to Yu Hongxuan. After waiting for two hours, he failed to see the man arrive, so he could only entrust Yu Hongxuan with the letter to her in despair, and then set off back to the capital to spend the holiday with his family.
After he left Xianping, Yu Yalan got the letter and tried hard to endure the desire to open it and read it. She put the letter in the drawer of the space boudoir, turned around and started working on the work in front of her, planning to continue to numb herself with her busy life.
After a month, Yu Yalan finally left home and planned to buy a few suitable shops in Yahang in Fucheng and the county town, and then open a teahouse in each of the two places, while preparing for the branch business of Yuefangge and Lenong Commercial Bank.
It’s time to start expanding the scale of the business! The great meritorious deeds have not yet been completed, so how can there be time to sigh and get entangled in the personal affairs of the children?
Chapter completed!