Chapter 012 Go your own way(1/2)
As they ate, the atmosphere gradually changed, and the conversation gradually opened up. This time, they did not continue to talk about Wang Zhong and He Xiaoping. Everyone's focus was on Chen Can and Hao Shuwen, and the topic never left them.
I'm curious how the two of them got together. Although they were often inseparable when they were in the art troupe, no one had ever thought about it.
When Hao Shuwen only told Xiao Suizi, the art troupe was disbanded and everyone went their separate ways.
Therefore, everyone is inevitably curious about Hao Shuwen and Chen Can getting together.
We are all old comrades-in-arms, and there is nothing to hide. Although we had an unpleasant incident just now, we are all adults, so we will naturally do what we should do to show dignity.
Hao Shuwen then talked about the past of the two and knew that the two had been close when they were in the art troupe. Everyone was extremely surprised. Only Xiao Suizi, who had known about this for a long time, acted the calmest.
After dinner, everyone dispersed. Ma Renbo and several other comrades-in-arms all left first. After all, things are no different now than before. They all have their own lives, their own families, and their own busy schedules. They can take time out to eat.
It's enough to have a meal and get together.
Xiao Suizi also left and did not stay. She did not want to listen to other people's arrangements for Wang Zhong and He Xiaoping, nor did she want to see Hao Shuwen and Chen Can getting close.
Although so many years have passed, it was still his first love. Xiao Suizi thought she had let it go, but in the end she still overestimated herself.
However, Zhu Ke and Xiao Baere did not leave. They happened to be the hosts, so Xiao Suizi could leave with peace of mind.
Xiao Suizi was in a mess. At this time, she neither wanted to go back to school nor go home. After thinking about it for a long time, she wandered aimlessly on the street on her bicycle. Finally, she gritted her teeth and simply went to see
Look at He Xiaoping.
He rode his bicycle to the door of He Xiaoping's house and knocked on the door. After a while, the door opened and Wang Zhong appeared behind the door.
"Didn't you go to the gathering of your comrades?" Wang Zhong looked at Xiao Suizi, who looked a little depressed, and was indeed a little surprised.
Did Chen Can also come with her? This girl was shocked when she saw the person she once liked paired with her former roommate?
"Where is Xiaoping?" Xiao Suizi did not answer Wang Zhong's question, but asked directly.
"There's soup in the house!"
Xiao Suizi nodded, but did not go in. Instead, he stood there, looked into Wang Zhong's eyes, and asked in a serious tone: "Liu Feng, I want to ask you something, I hope you won't be angry."
Wang Zhong's eyes narrowed and he looked at her: "When we were in the art troupe, Lin Dingding said that I touched her and acted like a gangster?"
"How do you know?" Xiao Suizi was indeed stunned for a moment, but then shook his head and laughed at himself: "That's right! I just had a gathering with my comrades, and I suddenly ran over to ask you, how could you, a smart person like you, guess?
Why don’t you come out?”
"Okay, stop saying flattery." Wang Zhong said.
"Liu Feng, have you really done that?" Xiao Suizi looked directly into Wang Zhong's eyes and asked solemnly.
"I said no." Wang Zhong met Xiao Suizi's gaze and said calmly: "Do you believe it?"
"I believe it!" Xiao Suizi's eyes moved slightly, her long and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, she still looked at Wang Zhong, nodded firmly and said, "I believe you!"
Wang Zhong's eyes changed slightly and he said: "Then I can tell you from my own conscience that I did not touch her, nor did I unbutton the back of her underwear erratically as she said."
Wang Zhong clearly saw that as soon as he said his words, some light that he had never seen before suddenly appeared in Xiao Suizi's big black and white eyes.
"I admire Shao Ai when I am young!" Wang Zhong shook his head and said with some regret: "Although I, Liu Feng, dare not call myself a gentleman, I will never do such a despicable thing."
"That night, I just couldn't help but tell her that I liked her, and then seeing that she didn't refuse, I boldly hugged her!"
As he spoke, Wang Zhong laughed at himself: "Doctors can hug me, officers can hug me, and even men can hug me. But when I hug you, I become a hooligan!"
"Don't you think it's ridiculous?"
Xiao Suizi was slightly moved. It was precisely because she had lived under the same roof for many years that she knew what kind of person Lin Dingding was. If Xiao Suizi had doubts about Wang Zhong before, but at this time, then
All doubts have been dissipated.
Wang Zhong turned to look at the room, then looked back at Xiao Suizi, and said in a deep voice: "If you came here to talk about this matter, you can leave! Xiaoping is pregnant now, and I don't want her to be exposed to these things.
The bad influence of sesame and rotten millet.”
"I'm sorry!" Xiao Suizi suddenly bowed to Wang Zhong and said, "I shouldn't doubt you."
"I don't take it to heart!" Wang Zhong said calmly: "I live for myself, not for you. As long as I have a clear conscience, I don't care what you think of me."
Xiao Suizi was stunned when she heard this. Looking at Wang Zhong, whose face was as usual and his eyes were calm, without any disturbance, he suddenly felt that the scene just now in Quanju Delhi was a bit ridiculous.
"You don't take it to heart at all?" Xiao Suizi blurted out subconsciously, and she regretted it as soon as she said it.
Wang Zhongdao: "How can I be worried? I am not a saint, but I have always wanted to take revenge. A gentleman takes revenge. It is never too late in ten years. But as long as I have the opportunity, I will usually do it on the spot."
Fight back.
But life still has to go by, but if I remember this every day, resent that, and live in this annoying thing all my life, wouldn’t I be fulfilling their wishes?”
Xiao Suizi was a little confused by what Wang Zhong said.
"So Hao Shuwen said that Lin Dingding couldn't get a visa and couldn't leave the country. Is it really because of you?" But after regaining consciousness, Xiao Suizi immediately widened his eyes and looked at Wang Zhong in disbelief.
Wang Zhongdao: "It is indeed because of me. When I was transferred to the logging company, I kept writing letters to complain to the superiors. Unfortunately, I wrote several times but nothing happened."
Wang Zhong laughed at himself as he spoke: "It wasn't until later that I performed meritorious service on the battlefield and became a combat hero. The letter of complaint I wrote finally received a response. A chief came to talk to me and said that it had been so long.
I hope I can calm down the matter and not make it a big deal, and say that this is not a glorious thing after all.
But why should I settle the matter? Right is right and wrong is wrong! Why should I bear the unwarranted guilt for things I clearly didn’t do?
I hugged her, and I admit that I did something wrong. I was indeed impulsive at the time, but I didn't touch her, let alone do anything obscene like unbuttoning her.
If you make a mistake, you must admit punishment, and if you are beaten, you must stand up. There is nothing to say. In this matter, I did not do the right thing. I admit that I should not have confessed to her and saw that she did not respond. I thought she acquiesced, so I
I hugged her without permission, but this is not the reason for her to slander me."
Xiao Suizi seemed to not know Wang Zhong, her face was full of shock, her eyes were full of surprise, and she didn't know what to say for a long time.
"Xiao Suizi, as a soldier, you should know very well what kind of consequences would be waiting for me if it were confirmed that I was playing gangster against lesbians under those circumstances."
Xiao Suizi opened her mouth, not knowing what to say. She did know that if she really took the position, the only result waiting for Wang Zhong would be to be expelled. It would be expulsion, not transfer. By then, Wang Zhong would be in the army.
Years of hard work will all be in vain.
"Why, do you feel that I have changed? I am no longer the Liu Feng you know?" Wang Zhong asked, seemingly sensing Xiao Suizi's inner thoughts.
Xiao Suizi nodded. What Wang Zhong said was indeed exactly what she was thinking at this moment.
"People change!" Wang Zhongdao: "Especially after experiencing some major changes."
Xiao Suizi didn't know what to say. Liu Feng used to be helpful and selfless without asking for anything in return, but what happened to Lin Dingding completely broke his heart.
Especially after Lin Dingding's incident, the attitude of everyone in the art troupe made this former model even more disappointed.
Except for He Xiaoping, everyone who had been helped by him, including Xiao Suizi, chose to believe in Lin Dingding and alienated him. When he left the art troupe, only He Xiaoping went to see him off.
At that time, He Xiaoping was bullied by everyone in the art troupe.
Two injured people, two injured hearts, just leaned together.
Xiao Suizi suddenly understood why Wang Zhong and He Xiaoping came together.
Not only because of He Xiaoping's meticulous care when Wang Zhong was injured, but also because from the beginning, He Xiaoping was the only one who believed in Wang Zhong and never left Wang Zhong.
Looking at the Wang Zhong in front of him who suddenly felt a little strange to him, Xiao Suizi sighed: "It's just that your change is a bit too big and makes people feel too unreal."
In Xiao Suizi's impression, Wang Zhong was still the unknown, selfless and dedicated model and pacesetter he was when he was in the art troupe.
Wang Zhongdao: "Actually, I haven't changed. It's just that in your eyes, I should be the person you know. I am like a screw, dedicated selflessly in obscurity. But I am also a human being. I also have seven emotions and six desires. I
There is also joy, anger, sorrow and joy.”
"No one is born a saint. If he has no desires or desires, I will be sad and despair!"
"I don't live for you, and your opinions don't matter to me!"
"You're right!" Xiao Suizi thought of Chen Can and that night, after the performance, she was about to quietly stuff the first love letter and first poem in her life into Chen Can's box, and she was filled with joyful anticipation.
I wonder what Chen Can's reaction will be after seeing this, and look forward to a bright future for her and Chen Can to live together.
Hao Shuwen's sudden arrival shattered all her good expectations.
Hao Shuwen told herself that she and Chen Can were in love. For Xiao Suizi at the time, this news was like a bolt from the blue.
She finally mustered up the courage to write the first poem in her life, which was also a love letter explaining her love for Chen Can. When she was about to hand it to Chen Can to express her love, she suddenly heard such news.
.
Xiao Suizi forced a smile, secretly took back the love poem that was stuffed into Chen Can's box, sat at the back of the truck, and completely tore up the first love poem in her life while crying.
What was torn to pieces next was the first love in Xiao Suizi's life that ended before it even began.
If you think about it carefully, in the face of love, she and Wang Zhong were both losers and eliminated.
Xiao Suizi suddenly had mixed feelings in her heart.
"It's getting late, go back early! It's going to be dark soon. It's not safe for a girl like you to be outside." Wang Zhong had no intention of leaving Xiao Suizi.
"By the way, next Friday morning is the time for my graduation defense. If you are free, you can bring Xiaoping to have a look." Xiao Suizi did not continue to dwell on the topic just now, but sent out an invitation.
"Next Friday morning?" Wang Zhong did not agree directly: "It's still a bit early now, so it's hard to say. If we are free then, Xiaoping and I will definitely go there."
"Okay! I'll go back first! Please stay with Xiaoping!"
"Slow down, I won't see you off!"
"No need to send it off! Let's go! See you later!" Xiao Suizi forced a smile and pushed the bicycle away.
To be continued...