65, sixty-fifth ray of light(1/2)
The soul has memories.
Even if the body is weak and young, the visual image is blurred, and the brain is in the stage of ignorance, it cannot prevent a creature from engraving some scattered fragments into its memory when it first sees the world.
Usually, this memory will sleep deep in the subconscious and take root in the mysterious area of the mind. Only by chance can it weave information and transmit it to human consciousness, like a dream that seems true and false.
For ordinary people, it may be an unforgettable and mysterious dream; for those who have awakened, it is a clear and profound experience.
Entangled in the deepest level of obsession, buried in the most painful part of memory, it is still vivid in my mind.
When the soul awakens, it will flow out like a tide, and whether it is good or bad, it will be sent to the owner. It is up to humans to self-identify in the whirlpool of good and evil, and choose to become awakened or fallen.
And Nanya is standing at the crossroads of one thought to heaven and one step to hell.
She has always been concerned about being "abandoned by her biological parents". She has always wanted to know why she was not good enough to be thrown into the sewer after birth.
Is it because the family is too poor to raise the child, is she born with a defect that cannot be cured, or is she secretly taken away and thrown away after being unable to sell her?
She thought about countless possibilities, but never thought of the most unlikely one - a sister in the orphanage told her: "Because we are girls, not boys, they abandoned us."
It turns out that gender is the original sin?
Nanya stood in the dilapidated brick house, watching her so-called "biological father" kick her biological mother over, then pick up a stick with a thick arm and beat the woman hard. She wanted to reach out to stop her many times, but she couldn't.
I could only watch as the stick passed through her body and hit the biological mother hard on the head.
The blood flowed down and the baby cried. The woman hugged the man's leg tightly and cried: "Please! I will give you another son. I guarantee that the next child will be a son! Please!"
Give her back to me! She is our child too!"
"Bah! I spent tens of thousands of dollars to buy you, and you still tell me the terms when you give birth to a loser, so get out!"
He kicked the woman in the heart, causing her to scream in pain and faint. After that, the scumbag went out with the baby and slammed the door.
"Baby...give it back to me..."
Nanya choked up suddenly. She leaned over and wanted to hug this thin woman, but her hands passed through her body again and again. The closest distance is memory, and the farthest distance is you.
She knelt down, lay weakly on her mother, buried her head in her neck, and cried uncontrollably: "Mom! Mom!"
At least, there is someone who loves her with all his life, all, and all his body and soul. She is not a child that no one wants since she was born! No!
The light in the room dimmed, and the people in her arms lost their warmth. When Nanya opened her eyes again, she saw the baby lying dying in the sewer, with several huge rats surrounding her, seemingly treating her as food.
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She was hungry and let out a weak cry. Because the cry of a baby was very similar to the cry of a kitten, she attracted a dirty calico cat.
It drove away mice for her, warmed her body and mind with its fur, and licked away her mud with its tongue... When she calmed down, it ran to the outside world for help and brought back a young girl who liked to feed cats in the park.
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"Huahua, did you give birth to the kittens in the sewer?" The girl smiled, "Don't worry, I'll call the firefighters to take them out. Really, don't just make nests in the future!"
Half an hour later, the firefighters followed the calico cat into the sewer, and saw a babbling and crying baby in the wet and uneven mud. They took her out, but the young girl was so frightened that she fainted at the sight.
There is no other reason. The baby's skin is tender and his body is covered with infected red spots... It's really scary!
Nanya squatted down, stretched out her hand to brush the girl's forehead, and touched the cat's cheek. Although her hands passed through their bodies, she always felt endless warmth when she touched them.
"thank you all……"
Since then, she was sent to an orphanage and grew up with a group of children, big and small. But as the thinnest and silent one among the children, she was always bullied by others. Either her cakes were robbed or she was
The milk was taken away from the child's pure malice, which is sometimes more terrifying than the malice of an adult.
She stumblingly grew up to the age of five, still speaking poorly, and having no playmates or friends at all. Until one morning, a foreign couple passed through the city with their child, and after careful consideration, they wanted to adopt a girl. They came to the welfare
He went to the hospital and picked her with a yellow complexion and thin skin.
"Mr. Rodrigo, this child is not very good at talking..."
"Really? It seems that she needs more care than other children. My child will be happy to teach her to speak. He has wanted to be a reliable brother since he was a child."
Then, a ray of light shined into her dark life and lit up her hopeless heart.
She has a name, a brother, a father and a mother! They took her across the ocean, took her to the top of the mountain, melted her heart and barriers with their selfless love and care, made her cry, made her laugh, made her
Live out the most beautiful posture of a girl.
"Nanya, please always remember that there is no difference in personality between girls and boys." Her mother said solemnly, "You are all born equal and free, and you are all qualified to live the life you want and pursue yourself.
Expected love. Gender is never original sin, but a gift from God.”
"Nanya, you make your father proud!" Her father smiled, "The first place in mental arithmetic in the Dazhou youth group. You are much better than your brother, who is a loser in mathematics!"
"Nanya, don't date those brats!" Her brother was furious and hit someone with a rugby ball. "Stay away from my sister! If you dare to harass her again, I will beat you up!"
"Nanya..."
"Nanya!"
Teacher William put his hand on her shoulder, and his mellow voice was gentle and intoxicating: "You are too young, don't come to our world. Go quickly, walk towards the place with light, there is someone waiting for you there."
Nina rushed over and hugged her tightly: "Nanya, remember our whispers, we want to find the most handsome guy in the world as our boyfriend! We must live, remember, and walk towards the place with light, Nanya...
"
"Nanya, Nanya..."
Pairs of warm hands stretched out from all directions, they pressed against her back, pushing her forward. The hot palms, the warmth of the iron, and the little bits of light illuminated her lonely world.
[Go to the place where there is light, and survive together with our share! Nanya, survive!]
[Baby, I'm sorry, mommy couldn't protect you...]
No, you protected me. It was me who failed to protect you.
Since I was a child, I have hoped that I would be indestructible and that I could build a solid wall to protect myself and the people I love. Protect them from wind and rain, and allow them to be safe and smooth under my protection. In order to realize this wish, I am willing to run towards the light and also
Willing to fall into darkness.
I want to protect you, the people I love and those who love me, that's all.
Since you asked me to walk towards the light, then I will go! Without you, Nanya would never be what she is today.
Nanya swam from the depths of the subconscious ocean to the sky, and the halo of the sun became bigger and brighter. She saw herself stretching out her hand, and metallic scales quickly wrapped around her skin...
Metal is like an extension of her body. Manipulating them seems to have become an instinct.
The sound in my ears suddenly became noisy, very annoying!
"Quick! Tranquilizer! Increase the dose!"
"Heart rate accelerated...Alloy shackles, where are the shackles?" The shackles melted...
"God, what is this? Scalpel, scissors, needle!" Someone said in horror, "Why, why are they all melted? Wait, data, collect the data quickly, no-no, this is important data!"
In the most hidden laboratory of Nut Country, all metal-related objects are slowly melting. They turn into liquid and flow, forming a metallic river, gently holding up the experimental bed where the girl is lying.
Hasty footsteps sounded one after another, and people screamed and fled. As the alloy doors melted and the metal cabins were destroyed, various strange experimental creatures crawled out. Some of them jumped towards humans, some fled towards the exit, and some
He entered the metal vortex and quietly approached the girl.
【Nanya, where are you?】
elder brother……
The metal liquid touched the power supply, and the next second, silver-blue metal sparks spread, setting off a huge flame!
In the deafening explosion, a shaped mushroom cloud rose up here, and humans and experimental subjects screamed and howled together. The data and information were all burned in the raging flames.
There were humanoid organisms rolling in the flames, but a metal-colored giant egg stood up in the center of the explosion. It firmly sheltered the girl, like a solid castle.
After a long time, the metal dome melted into liquid and dripped, and the girl covered in metal scales stepped on the broken walls without fear of the heat, walking towards the distance step by step.
She wants to find her relatives...
She felt that a very scary monster was about to resurrect.
…
As soon as Jisi's prophecy came out, it could be said that one stone stirred up a thousand waves. The Ministry of Foreign Affairs of Central Continent was so frightened that it frantically contacted the Nut Country on the other side of the ocean. For the first time, they were able to talk cordially and reminded them tactfully. The Nut Country said that it had received the suggestion: "Thank you.
Concern. We will find the dragon's body as soon as possible and pour it with copper juice in the center of Dowa City to commemorate this tragic event."
Then a day passed, and there was no news from Nut Country that the dragon was found. When Zhongzhou called for the second time, his tone was much more serious and the content was much more straightforward.
To this, the Nut Country did not take it seriously: "Oh, God, no living thing can survive the attack of eight pieces of liquid nitrogen! They will freeze it into ice cubes and fall apart if it falls into the sea water. We can't find it normal.
, marine life is the best corpse decomposer."
Another day passed without any news. Zhongzhou frantically contacted Nut Country for the third time, barely mentioning it by the collar, but unexpectedly the other party gave the most awesome reply in history: "Please don't interfere in our national affairs!
You have no right to order us to do things, it is our freedom how to deal with the dragon."
Yes, for freedom!
People of Central Continent:…
They suddenly realized that the other party did not seem to be very reliable.
It is true that no creature on earth can escape the lethality of liquid nitrogen, and encountering liquid nitrogen will only lead to death. But... that is a dragon! The Western dragon, a legendary creature! It lives in magma and can fly.
Spitfire, how are you sure liquid nitrogen can kill it?
To be continued...