People must develop comprehensively and should not be paranoid. Although I am not, it does not mean that others are not here, but I can be sure that there is one thing that is not comprehensive and non-developing, and that must be me. Only people like me are really not comprehensive and non-developing. Anyway, there are excellent ones, and naturally there are not excellent ones. I will do this one that is not excellent. I think men are tired. This is the most profound word that I have come to this vast online world in the past six months.

Although the time of every day remains unchanged, and I spend less time playing games and going out to socialize, I feel that life is more fulfilling! Well, I can only tell myself that my life is fulfilling. In fact, we all understand that we are lying to ourselves, but there is no way that we can't say that our half-year is wasted. Maybe if you don't like to listen to this, you don't like to listen to it either! But to be honest, through this half-year effort, my own ability to withstand stress has also been improved, and the time efficiency has been higher.

Especially in this vast online world, training my writing has also allowed me to gain something. As the daily exercise progresses, the pressure I can bear is increasing bit by bit. You won’t understand it. Only those who have experienced it will understand it. Our ability to withstand stress is really increasing. I have tried writing before, but it seems that I soon encountered a bottleneck. At that time, I was too young and felt that I still had a lot of time in my life and I would have many opportunities, so I didn’t care about writing. I felt that I would let go and there was nothing wrong with it.

At some point, when we reach a certain age, we really can't do it. We really have no motivation. After several months of circulation, the muscles are hurting for several days. The back pain will come suddenly, and it comes so early, so young, and so violent. In the past six months, I finally discovered the reason: because when I am writing, I always stare at the computer, so this long-term movement makes my body unable to bear it. I always hope that writing can be faster and can be completed within 12 hours. However, I really typing too slowly, which makes me really laugh and cry at myself. I can only grit my teeth and finish the word and then leave. So my breathing is too rapid when I write, and my absent-minded state makes me unable to use the correct fingers, so I always click the wrong ones and then do it again, so I can't type many words in a day.

Now, although every time I go to write, I still haven't achieved any results, which makes me really discouraged. If I feel that this kind of effort will have no result, then there is really no way. I can only choose to give up slowly! In addition, I am tired recently and it's time for the Chinese New Year, so I should have a good rest, so I really don't want to write at all. It's really boring and boring. Maybe, maybe one day I can get rid of the quantification in my heart. I feel that I'm more focused on writing, breathing more thoroughly, my fingers are more flexible, my typing is not allergic, I'm more energetic, and my mind is clearer. I hope everything is developing in a better direction, I hope I will have a better life after this New Year!

Yes, it is my biggest regret that I haven't written well in the past six months. We all make mistakes, and we all make all kinds of mistakes, some are big and some are small. But in the end we all regret because of this mistake, because of this past, and hope that we can return to the past to change them. For me, my biggest regret is writing. I didn't start writing very early, but now I write, and I have no soft use at all. I know that my choice may hurt you in a way that is difficult for you to understand and difficult for me to understand. What you know is not what I want, nor is it my original intention.

However, if you want, I will do my best to get our relationship back on track. I just don’t want to disappoint you so much. Yes, if you are really disappointed, I will be very disappointed. Yes, I will. Although this is basically impossible to do, and no one can do it. Now I just want to do it myself, and I don’t think about anything else anymore. Everything is not easy, and our author is not easy, and you are not easy. But life is short, and in the final analysis, family is the most important thing for us. Right, so this New Year is over, we must also make choices, although I don’t want to leave you, and I don’t want to stop.

However, I think I understand what is the most precious thing, and it can only be my family. Not others. When we understand this, yes, we will know that no matter we are busy, we have to take time and find a reason to go home, right? Maybe, young people nowadays are increasingly forgetting the feeling of home, but I am not such a person. You know that I am a traditional man, I know that home is important to me, and I also know that home is in my mind.

So, I can only have a choice. I don’t know what you choose. Some people choose to stay in career, some people choose to stay in work, some people choose to stay in happiness, and some people choose to stay in ease. However, I can’t stay, I have to go back because I have a home, because my roots are not in this city, and my roots are always in my Mama Village. Okay, let’s continue to be inspirational here. What you know is the reputation I have established with pride, and this is also the only advantage I can say. I have this advantage, which is to take everyone sad and inspire you from time to time, as if life will become better because of my inspiration. I always think so.

Although there is no fact to verify this, although no one has come to prove it for me, and no one has recognized it, please give me some space and time. I don’t want to wait anymore. It’s better to grab your own keyboard and work hard when waiting for a future without any soft use. Yes, people like me are very much together, because you never know me, nor do you know what kind of person I am. You just think I am such a person, and don’t know if I am such a person, so people around me always have wrong feelings, especially in my understanding, there are really big differences.

However, I think I am still very great, but I often get stubborn because of my stubbornness. I admit this. Not only my hobbies, but also my personality. No one can give me an objective evaluation, which really makes me unable to hurt. I am not a great god. Maybe one day you suddenly meet her, instead of coming to a specific occasion (a place where people can't let go), you can form your own opinions. Instead of hearing, listening to others' unobjective evaluations, and listening to other people's rumors and malicious slander. In this way, you can truly understand an author, and you can truly understand a person.

It has been a while since you read my book, it’s just a few days. Sometimes we can’t do it, we can’t do it, we want to do it but cannot do it. Sometimes we just need to use external forces to make it easier for us to face the past. You know that I am not a ruthless person, nor a person who feels very good about myself. Yes, you will definitely think so! When you pass this stage, you will find that I am a very inspiring author. Sometimes I feel like a hero. Sometimes we are like a hero, and sometimes we have to make this sacrifice.

Yes, instead of being anxious, we should do it. No matter how much we do it, it is worse than not. Every point will gain, and one point will gain, and one point will gain. Write a little bit and one day's mood. Don't want to fill our lives with anxiety and worries. After all, if you are really unhappy, there is nothing to be happy about. Those things are always there. If you don't do it today, we will be anxious, we will have all kinds of worries, we will be anxious, and tomorrow will be there, and the problem will never be solved. Therefore, only if we really do it, we will not be uneasy, otherwise we will definitely be uneasy because of all kinds of loss.

I don’t expect to do what I do today, and write today’s mood today. Although my head hurts, I often insist on doing things and I don’t expect to get up early tomorrow, read, read, practice, write, and have a perfect day. Starting from now on, packing up things, preparing to rush, reading, organizing my thoughts, familiarizing myself with writing, come back early and go to bed early. Whether I go to bed early or not, I have to get up early. After all, I have to rush tomorrow, so I feel upset when I think about it.
Chapter completed!