If you choose to hang out in this society or the network, you will inevitably be unable to lose your pursuit of material and self-realization, and you will not get what we want. Whether it is fans, readers, tourists, or anyone else, this is not coming, and this is really not coming. In most cases, material and self-pursuing always go against each other, so you will hate your own face, so we are indignant about material things. Some are not getting, some are contrary to our ideas, and some even conflict with our ideas.

Only then will we have this dissatisfaction with this material self, but this is the real world. This is our vast online world. We must accept this reality. We must recognize this reality. We must live in reality! My dear! People’s eyes seem to be unable to be satisfied. When you stand in a position, you will look up to the next height. If you want to go up to another height, no one will not want to go up, there is only the pain of not being able to go up. This will not be said that some people are unwilling to be better and better.

Yes, when we continue to grow through our own efforts, and we continue to accumulate our experience in failure. After we slowly succeed at this height, you will find that there is something worth working hard and striving for in life. This is dream, maybe this is our dream, that is, we cannot live just for the sake of life, and we have other things we want to do. This is dream, this is dream, and the reason why dreams are so important is that we must look at this life from another height.

So what we often dream about is not our current life, nor is it related to what we have now. This is completely different, something we can't say. This is something different from now on. Maybe most of us obey this kind of life, so we want to get this other life, which is the life in our dreams. So we have to work hard, not from a rational perspective, but from a sensory perspective.

This sentimental perspective may not be worth it to us. But we will still do it, and we are willing to do it, only because we understand the world from this sensory perspective. Instead of looking at the world from this rational perspective, sometimes we want to do what we know is too difficult and far away. Therefore, only those who dare to fight will win, and only those who dare to do will succeed. Therefore, some successful people are not rational people, but emotional people. Life is endless tossing after endless struggles. Although it seems meaningless, it is obvious that each of us lives in this vicious circle, just likes to mess around and is happy to mess around. Is this, that is, what we say, I am happy and I like it!

I often think that maybe we can live less hard, go back to the countryside, or live a peaceful life without seeking fame and fortune, or it may be what I am doing in another parallel space, or maybe it’s just a lifetime of obscurity, and you don’t have any burden, just be happy. But tossing seems to have become the inevitable result of my thirty-one years of thirty-one years, so even if I can’t hold on occasionally, think about the achievements I have achieved and the trust and gratitude of the people around me, and I will endure it. I am a person who loves to mess around, and I have never been smooth sailing. You let me walk smoothly, and I am really not used to it, so I am still happy to take this unusual path!

I have also hated my face and thought it was wrong for me to do this. This may really hurt me for the rest of my life, but there is no way I am such a person! But I finally no longer need to do things that make me hate myself. At least I can still write and write, which is a kind of luck. When I look at these things, I became more calm and found a hobby I liked, but it is not a shameful thing to do. The shame is that I clearly like it, but I dare not do it yet. This is called embarrassing! Because there are many people in this world who are better than me, so I don’t do it well and others do it better than me. This is normal.

Sometimes we should not care too much about how others view us. As long as we are ourselves, don’t think about what others think of me, we will be much more relaxed. It is disgusting to become without dreams or forget our past pursuits because of our hobbies. Life is nothing more than struggle, making ourselves happy, letting ourselves feel different things in life, and making ourselves stronger. This is how we call a life without regrets!

I no longer feel that life deceived me because I gradually came out of my fantasy of life and slowly began to learn to accept this reality and admit that this is reality. This is more difficult. Not everyone can truly understand this. This is really difficult for us to accept it in one go. It really takes time! What I lack is this time, so I must learn to accept it quickly and understand it quickly. So I work harder than anyone else. Although I am not as good as others, I think I can at least work harder than anyone else. So no matter no one can understand this, I am a very hard-working author, nothing else comes. So when we really stand in front of our dreams, do we choose to escape or pursue it? This others cannot bless us, and this can only be our choice.

So in the end, no matter what we choose, we can't blame others. If you don't want to, I think no one can force you to do this in this world, no one can, but you surrender, so you can't blame others, you can only blame yourself for being too weak and surrender too easily! This is all caused by yourself, and it has nothing to do with others. So the lofty and vague dreams that I once had in my heart still exist, but I am no longer the me I used to, and I no longer mention my own dreams, because my dreams eventually lost to reality. So I don't mention life, I just want to silently guard my only hobbies.

I finally slowed down my pace, and this was still a bottleneck! Everyone has their own bottleneck, and it’s enough to pass, so I have to choose to sink into it. Sometimes, I am willing to be lonely, either because I have a good temper or because I can endure this loneliness. This is often my own necessity. This is a kind of helplessness in life and a kind of forced life! We have no way to do this, we can only be so reluctant.

I started to learn to appreciate the "scenery on the road" that I was so disdainful. I once thought that only this foreign scenery was the most beautiful, and only this foreign scenery was the most beautiful. I never paid attention to the scenery around me. I thought that after seeing this, this one would be very ordinary and had no characteristics. We just longed for the scenery elsewhere, but we could not really enjoy the beauty we have and could not give a bad review for such self. This is really inappropriate, this is too heartless, what is the difference between this and our blind date girls. I always compare people, always think that this is better than this, and that one has more advantages than that, and I never treat someone wholeheartedly. I have never cherished others well. Such a person is really bad.

I am keen on writing now, learn to use various techniques of writing, smile politely to every stranger, and be grateful to every tourist, and I feel deeply sorry to every reader. I no longer be obsessed with photographing beautiful girls with fair skin, no longer be obsessed with irrelevant things, but just want to write well. I put my dream of traveling far away on the agenda. This is my dream. I can only regard it as a dream, not as anything else, just leave it alone and put it on the horse! Let's talk about it when I have the chance.

Although the writing process is trivial and annoying, it makes me very tired, especially recently writing is really tired, and I often feel like I have been feeling like I have been feeling for a long time. But maybe it is this that makes me look forward to the moment I wake up and want to write hard. If I can write very smoothly, it will be very valuable to me now. I started to exercise, I hope to manage my figure and think about my novels hard. Well, this is a bit fake, but this may not be the truth.

This effort made me feel very comfortable, made me look more appropriate and gentle in my dreams, and made my future look more pleasing to the eye. I used a memo to record the little inspiration that appears at any time, wrote down all kinds of essays, and wrote down my feelings about this life. I am afraid that one day I wouldn’t write it, and this will fade away. Although I am young and shallow, I want to make myself feel comfortable and smile in the future and gain a little favor from readers.

I no longer care whether my works are recommended, whether anyone should pay attention to this, and if this comes, please be at peace! Learn what it means to be at peace with the situation. This may be a state of life, so I don’t have too many concerns. When doing my own article, there is always a reader that suits me. I think, maybe there is? Maybe not! I no longer pay attention to the slander of the common words. This is all they are jealous of me. I don’t want to be serious with them. Once I am serious, I will lose.
Chapter completed!