Chapter 715 Continue to write
The sunlight hit my face, and my eyes reflected the ideal light. Time seemed to flow back again, bringing me into another day. I remember that day: the sunlight shot into the window at a 45° angle, half hitting my face, and half hitting the display screen. At that time, I really felt like a young boy. We were all very young at that time, unlike this, now we are old, and we have grown up. On the screen, I left a message to my sister, and I told her that the university I longed for was very close to their school. If you really got into that university, it would be a very bad university that was similar to us.
I am sarcasticating her. If you say that I am not smart, it’s okay. If you can’t read books, my sister’s brain is much more useful than me. If she can’t study well, wouldn’t she be able to say this? The key is that she is a woman. If she doesn’t study well, it’s not okay. If you understand, I will tell you that, if you don’t care about this, you can’t be so informed. If you can’t become a good woman, I ask her if she understands? Can she understand what I said? What I am a brother said, and I ask her if she understands it?
She asked me to go on the death side and let me get out. You said that this is annoying or not, I am doing this for her own good. It would be fine if she didn't appreciate it, but she would also add up her bad words. If it weren't for my good temper, I would be anxious with her. I couldn't let her be so arrogant. After all, this is my brother-in-law, so you can't tell me if this is coming. But after thinking about it, I'd better forget it. She is also a stubborn girl, so don't mess with her. I said that I will take care of you for my parents, as long as you come to the university nearby.
I will do my best to be an older brother and take care of you. Apart from not asking me for money, you can say anything. You can say anything you want. As long as I can do it, I will consider it. I leaned on the back, looked at her avatar and smiled, and said softly: I can. Mom pushed the door open at this time. Seeing my eyes were slightly wet, she asked the reason. I told her what I said to my sister.
She smiled and helped me to tidy up the collar of my shirt and said, "You should study hard, don't regret it, don't let everyone down. You have to talk about that girl. This girl is too playful, and we can't talk about her, for fear that she will make trouble. You, a brother, should say a few words to her. This girl is so fucking. If you don't say it, I'll find a time to say a few words to her. You say that one of our family is not angry, so you can't be both of them, right?" My mother asked me!
I must have been speechless and said, "Uh!" This is obviously saying that I am not angry, and I don't want my sister to be as angry as me, so this is also a heartfelt word. If I say this, I will be really sad. I don't know what to say. I feel that I really sorry for my father and mother!
So sometimes I really want to promise that I will work hard for myself and for the people who care about me. Whether you believe it or choose this or not, I will work hard. I really work hard, so even if I have thousands of reasons to hate it, can I not study hard? Can I not write hard? Can I not update hard? Besides, writing is not something that forces me to the point of no way out. For the care of others for themselves and for the promise of myself, I choose to pursue my dreams
No matter how confused I am, I have my own direction in my heart. In order to make a promise, I will move forward step by step towards the sky of my dreams. I must move forward bravely. Don’t be afraid of whether anyone can see this. Now is the time to worry about this. Now is the Niu Bi I brag about at the beginning. This is the three million words. I can accomplish it. I can’t complete it. If I had known this, I would have encountered this impulse. Once such a Niu Bi is bragging about it, I can’t even collect it. Everyone believes it. What can you do if you say this?
I don’t know about others, but if I am particularly lost, confused, and afraid, I will look for things from everything in my life that can encourage me and give me enlightenment. Well, I often watch movies. This is the only way to solve the problem. No matter what happens, as long as I last for a week, as long as I have been able to hold on, this will basically be fine. This is true. Naturally, I found some encouragement from the inspirational story of God’s instructing my brother. This made me feel a lot and gained a lot. I also found some skills to calm my mood from "God’s instructing my brother Emotional Therapy".
I have always complained about the hard work, the pressure is high, and the reason why things are not done well is too difficult! I complain about the poor study is too difficult! I complain about the poor writing is too difficult! I complain about the poor writing is too difficult! I have a bad life anyway! It is too difficult, and this is not done well. Whether it is our work or this writing, I think these are "impossible tasks" and I think it is too difficult. So I don't want to do it, don't want to do it with my heart, and don't want to do it to do it. But how can I succeed easily in doing anything? In imagination, the plan must be "as long as it is hard to work, the idea of unsuccessfulness is not successful", and in imagination, "there is no reason for failure, as long as I work hard, there is no reason for failure", "As long as I work hard, nothing will not work."
However, in my limited experience, how can I see this potential difficulties and difficulties in the future? At first I felt that this was not a problem, we could solve it, nothing could be overcome, but when we encountered it, we always complained that this was too difficult and that was too difficult. So when it was really implemented, unexpected difficulties came to me, who had not experienced the strong winds and waves, immediately became dumbfounded and didn't know how to deal with it. We stopped, our lives began to be depressed, and we entered the middle school disease mode:
It’s the world’s fault if you can’t do it well, and it’s the fault if you can’t do it well. I’ve obviously worked hard! But have I really worked hard? We worked hard at zero point. Maybe you don’t know this, but others see whether you really put your heart into it, whether you are working hard, and whether you are working hard, everyone else sees it. I have really achieved “the first important thing is to run through the goals I set with my feet, so that I can really feel whether I have really worked hard. If you can’t achieve the small goals you give yourself, will you still believe in you? Do you think there will be someone willing to understand you and let yourself have no regrets”?
Yes, along the way, I have really achieved this "constantly learn lessons, and invest time, emotion, energy, and our own ideas, and accumulate such codewords one by one. This is not a creative activity, this competition with only one person, this is not an activity. This is called challenging the limit, challenging your own limits, challenging yourself! Finally reaching a state of complete acceptance, or infinitely similarity"? Are my so-called efforts and hard work really worth mentioning? Of course, the answer is no. This, I haven't given up on this, and I haven't started for a long time, and I can't always think about giving back this. In this way, we are too young, and in this way, we are really bad. Only when we really reach this certain level, will we ask for rewards again?
The pain and difficulties I have experienced are just that. I am the hero who has made myself a tragic hero who thinks that I have paid too much but cannot get rewards. However, the world is fair, how much I have paid, how much I have received. No one will be willing to give, and no one will make selfless contributions. We have to give in to this thing that we can only think of the rewards. We cannot do a little thing, and we are asking for things that we should not get. This will not be of any benefit to ourselves or this thing.
I don’t know that life is so short. When you meet the one you love, you should pursue it desperately. Destiny is the sea. When you can swim freely, you must try your best to swim towards her, because you don’t know when the storm and frenzy will come, sweeping away all hopes and dreams. You are in a bad mood. You think you can be lucky enough to capsize a few ships in this life, and you can still live by luck or survive this disaster. So our life must be withstood. Even if we take off a layer of skin, we must resist it. You can never climb up in this tunnel that falls from your dreams. So you must hold on, and you must grit your teeth and hold on!
Chapter completed!