Chapter seven hundred and eighty seventh my life 7
When you were 24 years old, you wanted to stop and take a break. You met a girl, which made you feel very warm. I seemed to be in love again. But the girl has her anniversary. I am not in her story. She treats me well, but she will never remember to say good night to me. She is very good at work. Many times she still has to accompany her friends, but I don’t know most of them. I didn’t come to meet her friends in a hurry. She is always lukewarm and she is dispensable to him. The God mailbox in her mobile phone is always invisible, and her space is also closed. She never wants to put my photos in her space. She said that feelings are a matter of two people. It turns out that he dares not let others witness the happiness or misfortune of two people.
Her phone always mutes or turns off. She said she is very busy. The nature of this job cannot make her turn on the ringtone, and always makes me understand her. I am most afraid that I call her and I hear it on my phone saying sorry. The phone you called her and cannot be connected for the time being. She won't let me pick her up after get off work. I send her a text message and don't expect to reply to your message immediately. She always sees the head but doesn't see the end. She even thinks if she has a boyfriend. Later you know, it turns out that she has her anniversary. Later I remembered him, and he said, "It's actually not that important whether you love or not."
One day I dropped my key and called her a lot of calls. It turned out that he was still working. I was very angry because she started sending text messages to you that she would not go home and was going to work overtime. I was very sad because I cried on the phone without a word of comfort, but the next day, she was like nothing happened. As long as she had something to do, she would never receive her phone or text message. You understand that with anniversary, people don’t know how to love others. So I decided to give up because although she repeatedly told me at work that we are still young, we should put this career first. Only with our own career can we have our own stable emotional foundation. She doesn’t want me to be like this, and I am idle all day long, thinking that I can change me.
But in the end, neither of us can change who comes. We all have our own emphasis. Maybe neither of us can convince anyone to become what we are like! So this is really not suitable for us. We are not as in love as we imagined. All anniversary is fake, but we all have our own pursuits. When we find that our pursuits are not the same and neither of us can agree with each other, our distance will be further and further!
At the age of 25, I really hope to hear the most sincere promise in your heart, telling me that there is no such day that I can be full of confidence in this love, and a happy life will be realized in our sincerity and pursuit. The happy days with you will be repeated. The happy days with you will be repeated. The happy days without you will be rainy every day.
I finally settled down and wanted to find a woman who knows the cold and the hot. After all, most ordinary people are a couple of Chai and Mi. I don’t know what we look like in reality. The most important thing may not be that important. What’s more important is the days when we meet, talk, and accompany each other. Let you forget this vast world. You are by my side, the greatest happiness.
When you were 26 years old, your family began to urge you to get married, and you started going on blind dates. Your parents liked their friend's daughter very much and asked you to date, so you started dating, and you couldn't even describe the other person's appearance, because you didn't have any impression of her every time you met and parted. It turned out that you no longer know how to love your lover, so you just wanted to get married and didn't dare to love you anymore? Just because you really want to do this, do you think you can really do it? Just got married for the sake of getting married. Later you realized that loving someone is really important to you, and you can't be like others.
When you were 27 years old, you met your ex-girlfriend. It turned out that she had already gotten married and had followed her anniversary girlfriend. I found that she was dressed very unsavory, became darker, and was very old. It seemed that this hard-working person was destined to make herself grow old quickly. You wonder how you would have fallen in love with her before. I finally met her anniversary boyfriend. It turned out that the other party was very inconspicuous. You finally realized that you took her too seriously. It turned out that you were nothing and she was nothing to you.
At the age of 28, my friend selection conditions have been lowering the standards, but I still stay alone in the empty room. My mother said I am too picky, and I said I am pursuing perfection, which is different from being picky. That year, in order to find a partner for me, my mother squeezed her teeth and borrowed everything and said she wanted to prepare a down payment for me to buy a house, just to make it easier for me to find a partner. That's all, I cried that day, and I cried so hard that I was the same person, why is it so difficult for me to find a partner? The key is that my mother is squeezed! It's squeezed! You said that the toothpaste is squeezed, and this is squeezed, and no matter how much I squeezed, I can't squeezed out, so my mother said again, when she didn't say it, I let my own work work hard. You said what I was in, how can I finish talking about it? How can I make such a joke? I really can't afford to hurt this.
At the age of 30, my marriage conditions are as simple as when I was 5 years old. I hope there is a girl like Xiaohua. If she has two pills in her hand, he will give them all. If I like to eat them, he will give them all. If I really want to taste something, I will first push the candy paper away and taste the taste, and then wrap it up for her to eat. A man like me has an ordinary love heart, which is enough. If I get this man, what else can my husband ask for? Do you want to marry? Live a safe and stable life
Maybe that kind of life is what I want, just like the slow motion in the movie, so simple. Hope is beautiful, maybe it is the best thing in the world, and beautiful things will never disappear... How much youth is left in your hands? How many people and those things are deposited in your memory in those green years? Are we regretting that we met too late or we didn’t have the courage to do so at that time? How much love can be repeated... If time goes back, it is still inevitable that the bridge will return to the bridge and the road will return? It’s a pity that we all know clearly that no matter what, there is no if, and we can never find ourselves that day. This is our life!
I am a poor man, and I always live desperately and helplessly. My parents raise children with no future. This is the pain of our generation. We have no future. We still have to be like a fly. We are lying on this window and looking out, thinking that the outside is our world. But no matter how hard we struggle, no matter how many times we touch the wall, we cannot wake up, and we still dream of our land. We still long for the outside world, and we still want to break out. But we never know this, we have been locked in this window, and we can never get out.
No matter how wonderful the outside world is, it has nothing to do with us. We can only live in this small world. So living in poverty requires courage, but sometimes there is courage and no wisdom. If we can't wait for the opportunity to open this window, we will never get out. Sometimes even if we keep guarding this, maybe we have a nap, and this opportunity will still miss us, so this is our destiny! We have to accept such reality.
There is no doubt that we have in our hearts that we are unknown and that we don’t know. Then, if we don’t know one day, there will be someone, a man, who will make you realize the other side of yourself. Then you become a real man, the person who has been sleeping in your heart will wake up, and he is always waiting for the opportunity to bloom and the opportunity to be reborn. That is not fate, what is fate, it is life that forces you to do things you don’t like, for example... My dear blind date girl and I, when there is something wrong, we can run to the Mama village, so that no one can find us, and we can live happily together.
There is a type of person who never folds the quilt when he wakes up, brushes his teeth when he just rubs his hair, washes his face a few times and washes his face, and never eats breakfast. He likes to stay at home without any trouble. He would rather not do anything, not want to go out, not like to be asked, nor like to go shopping. He is passionate about certain things such as animation, novels or TV series. He is too lazy to be tiring, and then he will concentrate on sorting things one day and get tired of living. His love experience and enthusiasm are almost zero. Maybe no one wants such people!
In this smog, sometimes this person is confused, and his own world is like a smog, and his whole body is misty. During the fight with time, I feel that I am extremely cute and handsome, thinking that as long as this is enough, this is everything for you. A woman with a rich heart also has a unique beauty. On this Valentine's Day, I hurriedly slept by me before I could appreciate it. You are an adult and should be sensible. You can't fight with your relatives and lovers just because of big and small things. No matter who is wrong, you should take the initiative to make a reconciliation attitude. Don't shout that I am such a person anymore, but I can't change my personality!
Narrowness and bad temper cannot be packaged and flooded like this. You should believe that you can become the one who actively resolves the ice, and your actions will free yourself and the other party from embarrassment and get warmth. Why do others take you less and less seriously? Because you are too easy to talk about, others will agree to what you ask for; if others ask for it, you will give it to you, so that you will become less precious. In addition to talking about YES, you should also say NO frequently.
At first, I loved the people who stayed up late with you. Later, I was attached to the people who urged you to go to bed early. Now if I woke up, I would be so angry that I would be so angry that I was young. I was young and thought that the saying "good night" was so dull. It turned out that we didn't know how to live at that time. The most romantic thing I can think of now is to say "good night" to each other every day.
In a word, you must have backbone, but don’t fight with others, and don’t have grudges with others. This is said, but this is not easy to do. Who can really live a peaceful life? There are too few people like this. It’s so hard to get off work so late every day. I just snatched some desserts, but I haven’t wiped my mouth yet! Well, this is just my own brown sugar water. You say that others are drinking this coffee at this time, and I am drinking this sweet brown sugar water alone. I am really afraid that I will get diabetes, so I always want to persuade myself to drink less, but this is just like I can’t control it. This seems to have become this habit, and I can’t change it.
The most luxurious thing in life is an immortal childlike innocence, a life-long belief, a healthy body, a lover who always holds hands, a free mentality, a job you like, a stable sleep, and a beautiful mood to enjoy life. Why do we always go back? I have these sequelae, mental allergies, and feel that strangers are dangerous, and occasionally wake up in the middle of the night, and the inexplicable adrenal hormone surges, it feels like, you can't trust the environment you are in, just like you miss the days of fighting.
Chapter completed!