Do you have dreams? Have you worked hard because of your dreams, are you lost because of your efforts, and are you sad because of your confusion?

I have. My dream is to stand on the stage to show my dancing posture and let others understand the world in my heart through my dance.

Today I will stand on this stage and perform for the audience across the country. If I say I am not nervous, it is absolutely fake... Facing countless audiences in the audience on the huge stage, a dizziness came; I know, I am going to mess up again.

"What the hell are you thinking! You even asked her to participate in a dance competition even though she knew she was fainted on the stage?"

My father's voice came, and I didn't really want to open my eyes.

"What did I mean to let her participate in the competition? You have to figure it out that she went to hide it from us! I was still angry. How could I meet my colleague tomorrow? I'm so embarrassed, okay?"

I just want to try it again, I want to stand on the stage...

"You are embarrassed? I am embarrassed! Can't you be optimistic that she will not let her go out again and embarrass her?"

Is this embarrassing, Dad?

"I'm so busy with work, how can I have time to care about her?"

"You are told to quit your job and stay at home! Can't I still support you both?"

Stop arguing... My head hurts so much! Stop arguing, my head hurts so much!

I vaguely remember when I was not afraid of the stage a long time ago, when did it become? I don’t know.

Maybe it was Ban Xiaohu next door who sarcastically said to me: "Oh, you still want to perform on stage? Stop dreaming!"

Maybe it was a strange uncle from the outside world: "What's the matter here!"

Maybe it was my aunt's question: "Your child actually learned to dance? Tsk tsk tsk tsk, you really shouldn't behave like a person!"

It was also possible that it was the audience at that time: "Hey, how could such a child come up! Go down quickly..."

"Look, that person wants to be a dancer!"

"No! You didn't lie to me? If she could be a dancer like this, then I would be the king of dance!"

I don’t understand why I have to bear so much. Everyone is human. Is it because I am born to be annoying?

"I knew she couldn't jump, tsk"

"What a shame. She can still stand in front of us alive? If I had committed suicide with a knife, wouldn't it be!"

"Is it her who fainted after a while on stage? Sure enough, a toad cannot eat swan meat..."

"We won't play with you. We think it's dirty when we are with you!"

I think I'm dirty? What's the point of being dirty...

"Okay, I won't argue with you anymore! The company still has something to do, so I'll leave first."

Mom, don’t you wait for me to wake up and see you?

"I have something to do, so stay and take care of her!"

You all go...

Didi-"Help me remove the needle, it's finished."

After they left, I immediately opened my eyes and found that the potion had been taken and some air injected in. I quickly stopped the needle and called the nurse.

"Dou—Dou—"

"Hello, Mr. Jiang! Can you give me another chance?"

"Your parents have already helped you withdraw from the competition, no chance! Dududu..."

Listening to the busy sound on my phone, I was a little desperate.

"Dou—Dou—"

"Hello, please give me another chance!"

"It's okay if you say it!"

"Please, I only need to perform on stage once."

"Who is it?" "Ah, it's an irrelevant person! Come and ask me to give her another chance to go on stage."

When I heard Mr. Jiang's voice softened suddenly, I knew that there was someone better than him on the other side.

"Please! This time it's really important to me..."

I shouted at the top of my voice, hoping to attract the attention of the boss.

"What's wrong with you? It's just not possible!"

"You can let her try it and send a dancing video over here."

Sure enough, there is hope! I quickly thanked me and hung up the phone and started preparing for the dance video.

Although I was confused about the stage, recording videos was not difficult for me. I quickly sent the video and waited until the next morning before Mr. Jiang came to inform me that I could give me a chance to remedy it. I was a little worried about crying.

Chu Yeyan, you can! I can...

"Chu Yeyan, right? We already know your situation. The dance is indeed good; but you have to know that a dancer who dares not dance on the stage is not worthy of being called a dancer. What else are you here to do?"

Listening to the boss, I was also thinking about what I was doing. Yes, I didn’t dare to stand on the stage, so what should I do?

"Give you three minutes and think about it yourself! Should I give up or embarrass you again?"

"I won't give up, and I won't be embarrassed anymore."

I can do it, right? I can do it, I can do it!

"Okay, go! If you can, come on."

No one has ever cheered me on before I went on stage...I am no longer afraid, I can do it!

So I stepped onto the stage again, the stage I dreamed of but kept making me faint.

After walking in the center, I closed my eyes and my mind was surrounded by the words "You can do it, come on."

I exhale gently to calm my emotions and leave my brain blank; no longer think about the words that make me cringe and blame myself, because I can do it.

The music started, and I didn't faint for the time being. So I slowly opened my eyes and always had to face these things, right? I was dancing to the music while looking at the darkness below the stage.

Still no, I quickly closed my eyes again, tears slid from the corners of my eyes.

"How else do I go to see my colleague? I'm so embarrassed, okay?"

"You are still embarrassed? I am embarrassed!"

"Do you want to give up or do you want to be embarrassed again?"

"You can do it, come on."

Thinking of this, I forced myself to open my eyes again, but it was still dark.

I gritted my teeth and kept holding on, not letting myself close my eyes. Suddenly a small beam of light lit up, that was-

Glow stick! Is it a glow stick for me? I can do it!

I have a clear mind. This is my favorite dance! What's there to be afraid of?

I slowly relaxed and slowly integrated into the music.

At the moment the music stopped, I saw small clusters of light; it looked quite funny like a black cloth split by fire.

My stage is finally not dark, I did it! I want to cry...

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——I didn’t update yesterday because I was in a bad state. I also had the same effect this morning, so I was very disappointed.

I always question whether I can do it, is it useful for me to write these, and will anyone read it? So I am very irritated.

I originally wanted to publish the above story as my first short story, but because I wrote many plots and couldn't organize them well; so I didn't publish it.

Later, I don’t know why I wrote it here, and the final outcome has not been written yet. Now I actually feel quite powerless...

And I am a particularly vulnerable person, which is really bad!

I created a group for another book yesterday, and it was created on a whim. This person always thinks about it one by one...
Chapter completed!