It’s so sad that you can’t wake up someone who is pretending to be asleep!

I suddenly feel helpless. There are a thousand words in front of me, but I don’t want to publish them.

I won't be able to sleep tonight, but I think I'll sleep well tomorrow.

After returning here, I felt like I had been dreaming for the past four days.

Today was quite fulfilling. I basically watched videos and learned, and even drew a picture.

We want to be so good that we don’t need to compromise with anyone.

I once made a comment, the general idea is: I have to use my sloppiest self to meet the person I like. If I can’t accept my sloppiest appearance, then it doesn’t mean they like me.

Later I felt that this sentence was not quite right. It was not the sloppiest version of myself, but the truest version of myself.

I don't need to make any special changes to suit the other person's preferences, because after the change, I will no longer be me.

It’s okay to become good, but I should only be as good as I think I am.

I would feel very sad if I blindly change myself for others and lose myself by turning myself into what others like.

Why not get a robot? Make as many copies as you want.

Even if a person turns himself into something I like, if he doesn't love him, he doesn't love him.

Maybe it will become a substitute, which is very sad.

In today's society, it's hard to find true love.

My friend insisted on introducing me to someone, but I still refused to add him as a friend.

What I want is love, the sincere kind. If you can't afford it, don't hang around me.

Whatever a person is obsessed with, he will definitely get nothing.

But I have to persevere and persevere in a sincere relationship. I also believe that I can have such a relationship.

Because if it’s not sincere, I don’t want it.

Yeah, it’s half past one in the morning! Go to bed and continue writing tomorrow!

At 3:57 in the morning, I woke up from my dream. The feeling of powerlessness and panic in the dream was really suffocating.

I can't sleep and am very sleepy, what should I do?

I have to write some boring words to pass the time, it's so boring.

There are a few more collections. I think there are more on National Day (yes, that’s the day of public execution).

Even now, I wonder whether to publish the new chapters I wrote.

The words I write are for others to read, that’s right! However, I don’t seem to want others to read these words.

Maybe I feel that these words are too personal. Through a person's words, you can see that person's character, and you can even understand a person completely.

And in this world, if you are understood by others, you will definitely suffer.

Yes, it is inevitable.

This is actually the reason why I don’t like people looking directly at me, because I know I can’t hide the thoughts in my eyes.

I don't plan to try hard to be what the other person likes just for the sake of falling in love, I will become excellent in my own way.

By the way, a scene flashed through my mind before I went to sleep.

In the previous chapter, I said that dreams are a kind of premonition, and the flashing scene confirmed my guess.

In some of my previous dreams, some inexplicable places always appeared. I had never been there but in the dreams I was always there alone.

Then I thought of what I had dreamed about before, that I was walking alone in a strange village and on a strange street.

As a result, I suddenly discovered that the village in my dream was very similar to the village of my friend (the bride).

There are many similar things that happened in my dreams that overlapped with reality.

It’s all about dreaming first, then going there, and then being confirmed.

This is not superstition, this is reasoning.

I'm not afraid, I just feel very tired. Life is already very tiring, so it's not worth wasting energy on it.

Go to bed quickly and get up early tomorrow! Ah, I’m so hungry. I haven’t eaten all day...
Chapter completed!