There is only one kind of heroism in the world, which is to still love life after recognizing the truth of life. Romain Rolland "Michelangelo"

Li He is not a natural hero, he does not have innate fearlessness; he is not the protagonist of the story, he does not have dazzling great qualities; he is not a spiritual leader, he does not have an indestructible iron will.

He cannot even be considered a very good person. He does not have excellent interpersonal communication skills; he does not have an excellent ability to generate income in his career; and he does not have the noble sentiment of compassion and compassion for all sentient beings.

He is just an ordinary person, an ordinary person like you and me, who puts the world together like thousands of cornerstones but does not know joy.

He has never been strong, all his strength is just a disguise.

He will make mistakes, be depressed, be weak, be sad, be negative, be selfish, be stupid, and be hesitant.

He is not a god, so he is inevitably contaminated with the bad roots that humans have.

But he is like this, he still loves life, even if life is so unbearable, he still loves life.

He will still be confused when there is no hope in sight, but as long as there is a glimmer of hope, he will grit his teeth and hold on to it, regardless of the cost, and throw everything he has into a desperate situation, regardless of whether it is worth it or not.

Li He did not take out the [Life Potion] directly, but first went to his armored vehicle and pretended to rummage through it, and then walked back with the potion.

Jin saw him going to the armored vehicle to get something back, and followed him curiously, asking: "What's wrong? What happened?"

Li He opened the bottle with one hand and explained to Hathaway, who tilted her head to look at him: "This is a special medicine passed down from my ancestors. It is very effective in treating injuries." He also gestured to Jin.

"Ancestral heritage?..." Hathaway wanted to say that your injury had just been treated and you should not take medicine randomly, but she held back the words. She felt that we were not very familiar with each other yet, so it was better not to stop the other party at will, so she shrugged.

Shrugging and praising: "The mysterious East."

After Hathaway finished speaking, she wanted to go back to the base to clean up. She had actually wanted to leave several times but had been delayed due to various reasons. This time she really decided to leave.

The result was that Li He poured what he called the "ancestral special medicine" into the mouth of the corpse underneath.

"What are you doing?" Hathaway exclaimed: "I know it's hard for you to accept the fact that your friend has passed away, but he is really dead. You are just wasting your efforts!"

"That's what you said." The muscles and joints on Ye An's face were very stiff. Li He had to work hard to pour the potion in while ensuring that it would not hurt him. He said with some difficulty: "At least the hard work has a direction. I

Now I want to try my best to see it.”

Hathaway's expression was complicated. She was right, but she felt that Jin Fugui had misunderstood her.

Is this what she meant by hard work?

At least do something useful, right?

What kind of effort is it to give a mysterious medicine to a dead person?

Are you sure it's not an inhumane experimental test?

Although in this era of cannibalism, corpses can be sold for money, but they belong to friends. The remains of friends should at least be treated with basic respect, right?

Like the teacher's body, I planned to bury it properly.

Why is it that the mysterious East does such mysterious things?

Hathaway wanted to stop him, but she felt that she was not familiar with the person and did not have enough status to speak up.

This resolute girl just stood there, tangled like a marijuana flower.

In comparison, Jin didn't have so many worries and directly said to Li He: "Fugui, your friend is already dead. Isn't it a waste to give him special medicine? You might as well give it to me. I was also injured in the previous scene.

There are so many feet!”

"Shut up!" Li He said.

Jin was startled, and then he muttered aggrievedly: "I'm not wrong...it was a waste in the first place...and I was indeed hurt...you didn't let me say anything...you told me to shut up."

..”

After finally pouring all the [Life Potion] into Ye An's mouth, Li He stood up and stared at him closely.

Hathaway and Jin, who were standing next to him, saw that he was so serious and couldn't help but become curious.

Could a miracle really happen?

The two looked at each other and then looked closer.

The three of them stood like this for a long time.

Until it gets completely dark and night falls.

Ye An's body was motionless.

"I'm really as stupid as a pig! I'm wasting my time here." Hathaway rubbed her sore neck, turned around and walked back to the base.

"Wait a minute." Li He called her, recalling the warm and comfortable feeling when he drank the nutrient solution, as if returning to the hall of reincarnation and being shrouded in light, and said, "Can you give me another nutrient solution?"

Hathaway paused, turned around and said in shock: "You don't mean that?"

Before Li He could speak, she continued: "Oh my god, I really think you are crazy. Isn't this what you call hard work? You are, my god, I can't find words to describe you!"

Li He was silent for a while and then said, "Can you give me another one?"

"Oh my god, I'm going crazy too!" Hathaway grabbed the collar of her shirt and had the urge to tear it to pieces. She didn't know why she had such a strange urge. She said frantically: "Don't get me wrong, it's not.

I'm stingy and won't give it to you. After all, it belongs to the teacher. Even if he dies, I still have the obligation to keep it properly. Giving it to you can be regarded as treating illnesses and saving lives, but what's the point of giving it to a corpse?"

Jin nodded and agreed: "Yes, it's better for me than for him."

"Shut up!" Li He threatened Wanjin, looked at the girl, and said in a sincere tone: "Just one bottle, please!"

"Wow, wow, wow..." Hathaway's shirt collar collapsed with a few buttons: "Wait until I get it for you!!" After saying that, the girl who acted vigorously and resolutely turned around and got into the base, "Wow, wow" all the way.

The ground calls.

"Thank you." Li He said softly, looking at the back of the girl stomping her feet.

Jin looked at Li He, hunched his neck and ran back to the picnic place, found a cheeseburger and ate it slowly. He had been full for a long time, but besides eating, he didn't know what else to do.

Li He looked at Jin's pitiful look and felt a little sorry for yelling at him just now, so he walked over and took a bottle of drinking water to drink.

"I've always heard that your family is very rich. What kind of business do you do?" Li He asked.

Jin Yi, who was engrossed in eating a cheeseburger, noticed that Li He seemed to be chatting with him. He thought to himself: Does this mean that after yelling at me, he came to me to reconcile? I'm not that easy to talk to!

However, he really didn't know what to do, so he replied smoothly: "In this era, how can there be any business? The two major consortiums above, one is engaged in food and the other is engaged in energy, both cooperate with major gathering places. Food is the lifeblood

It is impossible to let small private owners run wild, not to mention energy, which is related to arms with the big guys in the gathering place... My family has a small business, engaged in tobacco, and can barely make a living."

"Tobacco?" Li He said unexpectedly: "I see many people can't even eat, how can they still have money to take care of your business?"

"Why not? There are many people who smoke even if they don't eat." Jin snorted disdainfully.

Li He suddenly became interested: "I can understand the grain you are talking about. What is it used as energy?"

"Isn't it just energy crystals?" Jin looked at him strangely: "Don't you even know this?"

"I know about energy crystals." Li He said, "I mean, is this energy business just buying and selling energy crystals? Or?"

Jin looked even more confused.

"Wow ah ah ah ah ah ah ah..." A resolute girl from the base ran out with "wah ah ah", interrupted the chat between the two, held up a small bottle and handed it to Li He and said: "Here."

You nutrient solution, go ahead and don’t let me see it, I feel bad!”

"Thank you!" Li He took the nutrient solution and quickly ran to Ye An, pouring it in using the same method.

Time passes slowly.

Over there, Hathaway "popped" open an energy bar, held both ends and folded it in half. After adjusting the size of the flame, she inserted it into the sand on the ground to light the bonfire. After a few words with Jin, she ran back to the base. She still had to clean up.

The remains of the teacher.

When she passed by Li He, she couldn't help but glance at the body on the ground.

As she expected, there was no movement.

Hathaway shrugged and saw Li He burying his face in the darkness of the night and remaining silent. She didn't know what to say, so she pursed her lips helplessly and went into the base.

Li He was very silent. He actually didn't know what his purpose was.

Should we seize on a glimmer of nihilistic hope and try our best, or should we do our best and obey fate but seek peace of mind.

Or maybe you just want to find something to do so that you don't look so confused, helpless and overwhelmed.

I have to admit that Ye An's death was a huge blow to Li He.

Since coming to the world of reincarnation, many people have died, so Li He shouldn't have reacted so strongly.

He felt that he was mentally prepared.

But he didn't expect that he would be so unprepared when it really happened in front of him.

Maybe it just came too fast, maybe.

The person who shook hands and said they would return together, Ye An, is already dead, what about the next one?

It should be your turn soon, right?

Death may also be a kind of relief. At least you no longer have to worry about guessing one day when you will die...

Li He was silent.

He took out the last bottle of [Life Potion] from his belt and poured it into Ye An's mouth.

He himself had countless injuries that had not yet healed, but he spent precious team resources on a dead man.

In terms of rationality, he is destined to have no chance of being correct, nor can he be rational such as focusing on the overall situation.

He just wants to do what he wants to do.

Do what he thinks is right.

Regardless of the cost, throw everything in and sink the boat, regardless of whether it is worth it.

Looking at Ye An who was still unresponsive, Li He let out a long sigh, and the ray of hope that was ignited in his heart was quietly extinguished without even a sound.

He turned around and walked to the picnic area. Under Jin's puzzled gaze, he picked up the fire energy bar from the ground.

Ye An.

Li He thought to himself.

I tried my best.
Chapter completed!