Chapter 672 Unexplainable Emotion
Suddenly, when he heard Tingting ask, Wang Musheng frowned and was stunned, and asked quickly: "What do you mean by what you said?"
"No!" Tingting said hurriedly, "It's not interesting!"
At this time, Wang Musheng obviously noticed Tingting's weirdness and couldn't help but look at her: "What did you just say hide me?"
"Nothing. I'm just talking casually." Tingting said perfunctorily.
"But I see your expression...why is it always...what is wrong? What did you hide me? Is it fake for your marriage? In fact...you aren't married at all?"
"No! It's not like this! I'm really married!" Tingting said hurriedly again, "And I'm living a happy life now! My family is very harmonious! It's said that Shanghai people are xenophobic, but my husband has never been like that. He treats me very well and he loves me very much! Moreover, I have children with him, called Xuesheng!"
"Snow Sheng?"
"Yes. His name is Xuesheng."
"Why did you ask that just now?"
"It's really nothing, I just asked casually."
"Oh." Wang Musheng responded thoughtfully.
Then, Tingting didn't say anything, just silently looked at the scenery by the river.
Seeing her like that, Wang Musheng looked at her thoughtfully again, but he didn't say anything.
They were silent for a while.
At this moment, Tingting felt very conflicted and wanted to tell Wang Musheng that Xuesheng was his child, but she didn't dare to say it.
Because if she really said that, then with Wang Musheng's current conditions, he might try his best to get his child back?
If Xuesheng was taken back by Wang Musheng, then from then on, it would mean that her current marriage and family would be uneasy.
Another possibility is that if Xuesheng is gone, her current husband might divorce him?
Because her current husband knew about Xuesheng in advance and happily accepted the child, he married her. Her current husband also loved Xuesheng from the bottom of his heart.
Xuesheng seemed to be the only bridge of communication between her and her husband. If this bridge was gone, you can imagine what the result would be?
Of course, Tingting thought more about it and didn't want to cause any harm to Xuesheng.
After all, Xuesheng is living a very happy life now. If a biological father suddenly appears, then he may still be difficult for him to accept it?
The child's heart is fragile and naive. He will either be willing to accept this biological father who suddenly appears, or may be regarded as a stranger and difficult to accept.
So in this way, it will create a shadow on the child's growth.
Of course, Tingting also knew that she had suffered. After all, it was difficult for her to get married again with a child, but since her current husband has accepted everything happily, she doesn't want to cause any harm to him anymore.
When she was desperate and thought that Wang Musheng would never appear again, it was her current husband who gave her hope for life. Therefore, the kindness she owed was difficult to repay in her life.
People are all about conscience.
Although people are selfish, sometimes they have to take into account the feelings of more people.
After Tingting was silent for a while, she finally sighed secretly, then turned her head and said to Wang Musheng: "Let me walk by the river."
"OK."
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Afterwards, Wang Musheng and Tingting walked forward along the river bank...
While walking forward, Tingting turned her head to look at Wang Musheng from time to time. She wanted to say that she actually loved him and wanted to tell him that her love for him had never stopped for a moment, even at the most desperate moment. But for the sake of the child, she had no choice but to make such a choice, and she couldn't just want the child to have a good environment for growth.
These words were repeated in Tingting's heart, but in the end, she said nothing.
Since I came to Qingchuan County this time and saw Wang Musheng, there was naturally a ripples in Tingting's heart...
That is, if she can, she also wants Wang Musheng to hug her and feel the feeling of being loved by the man she loves.
She is such a woman, born for love and willing to sacrifice for love.
She has not had many ideals in her life, and her only ideal is to spend the rest of her life with her beloved.
However, the lower the requirements, the harder it is to achieve.
Now Wang Musheng is walking beside her, but she cannot act coquettishly at him like a little girl, asking him to hold him or carry him or hold hands.
Because she thought of her other identity, that is, she is now someone else's wife.
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The next morning, Tingting left Qingchuan County and returned to Shanghai.
Although she met Wang Musheng when she came to Qingchuan County this time, she did not tell him that she had a child with him.
She didn't even have anything to do with Wang Musheng, even if she held hands simply.
While Wang Musheng drove her directly to the provincial capital, she had been relying on the seat of the passenger seat of the car to pretend to be asleep without saying a word.
Only she knew in her heart that in fact, her heart was already in a state of tangle.
The beloved person is by his side, and the child is his, but she is not her wife. She cannot act spoiled to him, and even has to hide the truth about the child.
The wrong beginning may have started from Wang Musheng.
If he hadn't fled to the Daxinganling area and the fugitive village, he wouldn't have known Tingting.
If they didn't know each other, they wouldn't have caused Tingting this great pain.
However, Tingting didn't think about the wrong beginning. She was just thinking, and before leaving, she wanted Wang Musheng to give her a hug. If possible, he could kiss her.
...
More than two hours later, Wang Musheng finally drove Tingting to the railway station in the provincial capital.
When I arrived at the train station, it was already 9 a.m.
Wang Musheng accompanied Tingting to the window to buy the ticket to Shanghai that day.
Originally, Tingting wanted to buy a seat ticket, but Wang Musheng insisted on buying her a sleeper ticket. Tingting was very moved by this.
It turns out that women are so easily moved.
After buying the ticket, I checked the time and found that it was around 3 pm, so Wang Musheng drove Tingting to the provincial capital again.
At noon, Wang Musheng invited Tingting to have a meal, which cost more than 500 yuan. Tingting was once again moved.
At this moment, she was thinking that the man she loved was not that she could not be nice to her, but that she failed to persevere. If she persisted until now, it would definitely be a happy ending.
Chapter completed!