I didn't ask why, nor did I ask where it was inside, but just walked in. The fog disappeared, and I looked at the joyful clothes on my body and was full of surprise.

At this time, Qingshan patted my left shoulder and smiled, "What are you thinking? The bride is about to come out." Only then did I notice the noisy voices around and the extremely familiar environment in front of me. It was the Li family where I went to meet with Qingshan a few years ago.

As I was thinking, the door in front of me walked out of her who was being supported by someone. The familiar clothes and familiar gaits, I could imagine her beauty under the veil.

It was not until Qingshan next to me that I came to my senses and went up to take her hand. I didn't hear anything the people around me said clearly. There was only one thought in my mind: If this is a dream, I would like to stay here without waking up.

After worshiping the world and lifting the Xipa, it was her. She stood up and bowed to me as she did when she saluted Qingshan, and said, "Hello, husband." After hearing her "Happy husband", I think I would smile and close my eyes even if I die immediately.

The noise next to me pulled me back, and she looked confused in front of me. I immediately stepped forward and replied, "Hello, Luo'er."

When I was about to kiss her that night, she turned her head and staggered it, and then whispered: "We - this is too fast." I don't know how she treated Aoyama's kiss when she married Aoyama. I just firmly thought: Since she married me at the beginning, I could make her fall in love with me.

I didn't show any annoyance, but just smiled at her and said, "Madam, let's take a break soon." After hearing what I said, she looked relieved, and I looked funny: If I say no, what will she do?

The next afternoon, Qingshan brought two more rabbits to my house. I was talking to her family with her. Seeing Qingshan enter the door, I felt a little uneasy. She smiled and asked me: "Husband, who is this?"

I forced a smile and said, "This is my brother who grew up with me, Qingshan." She smiled and asked Qingshan again, "Qingshan? I don't know what I should call you?"

Qingshan smiled and said, "I am a few years older than Ayaxu. Just call me Brother Qingshan." She hesitated after hearing this, but she lowered her body and whispered: "Brother Qingshan."

I heard this and pulled Qingshan away. A few steps later, I turned around and saw her looking at the backs of the two of us in a daze. When she saw me turning back, she smiled at me, but I couldn't laugh.

When she went to bed at night, she really asked me: "Mr. Today's Brother Qingshan lives by the mountain outside the village?" I didn't want to answer, so I just nodded. She said happily again: "Mr., can we go to the mountain tomorrow?" I said, "Okay." Then I turned sideways.

When she passed by Qingshan's house, she pulled me in and wanted to take a look. Although I really didn't want to go in, I didn't want to refute her. We stayed at Qingshan's house for most of the day before we went back, and she was talking happily along the way.

After a few days of harvest, the family assigned work and asked her and her second sister-in-law to stay at home to cook. The next day she came to deliver lunch, but she came with Qingshan. Perhaps seeing my face a little unhappy, she explained: "Brother Luo was about to go home, but when she saw that I was struggling to carry it alone, she brought it to me."

I took the bamboo basket and asked, "Where is the second sister-in-law?" She smiled and said, "Second sister-in-law wants to take care of a few little guys at home." I frowned and said, "You go over and have a meal."

Qingshan said at this time, "Then I'll go back first. Grandma is going to wait urgently at this time." But she called Qingshan and said, "Brother Luo, I've made a lot, why don't you eat here." Qingshan looked at her and smiled and said, "Grandpa is still in the field." As she said that, she was about to turn around and go back, but she grabbed him and handed him a few buns.

I watched from the side without saying anything, and still stood there until Qingshan walked away. When she saw that I didn't move, she came over and pulled me and asked, "What's wrong with you? You can't feel sorry for the buns, right?" I shook my head and followed her to the shade of the tree. My parents and the others praised her for cooking, but I ate the buns but chewed wax.

That day I pressed her under my body regardless of her resistance, and she resisted fiercely. I stopped untied her clothes and asked her in a deep voice, and asked myself, "You have married me, why don't you let me touch you?" She shouted angrily: "I just don't want to, I don't want to have you now..."

I asked anxiously, "When will it be possible?" I knew she was different from the woman here, and I loved her so I didn't want to force her. But she replied, "I don't know either."

I smiled bitterly and let her go, watching her pick up the quilt and hide in the bed, I whispered: "Don't worry, if you don't want it, I won't touch you."

Later, I felt increasingly coldness towards me, and she almost stopped calling me "husband." That night, I went home from the town and specially brought her a beaded hairpin.

When I entered the room, she was having some difficulty in putting her shoes on the soles. I stepped forward and said happily, "Madam, are you going to do this for me?" She stopped when she heard my question, and there was no reply for a long time.

I stepped forward and took the sole of the shoe and looked at it, but it was not the size of my feet. I suppressed my anger and asked, "Who are you going to do this?" She said slowly after a long time, "Grandma Luo can't see clearly, I'll do it for Brother Luo."

I was furious when I heard this, threw the soles of the shoes in my hand and shouted: "As my wife, you are making shoes for other men? Isn't he not wearing shoes?" Seeing her shocked by my roar, I regretted it and wanted to comfort me. But at this moment, she looked up at me and said: "You have to give up."

I stepped forward with some disbelief and pressed her shoulders and asked loudly, "Why? Now I want me to divorce me, why did you marry me?" She looked at me with guilt, and then slowly said, "I was just thinking that if you were a good person, I would spend my whole life with you. Now I know you are a good person, but I don't want to."

I stared into her eyes and asked her to continue talking. But she lowered her head and said, "I don't mind being with you if I don't meet him. But I met him, so please give me a break."

I knew who he was in her mouth, and was about to question her loudly, but everything in front of me disappeared. My uncle walked up to me and asked with a smile: "But I understand?" I shook my head and looked at my uncle: "I don't love her less than him."

The master laughed and said, "That's why I told you that she owes you. You love her so persistently but didn't give you any response, but you are forcing her to owe you."

I didn't know what to say, but after a long time, I said, "Since I am destined to be out of my life, why do I tease me like this? I want me to love her like this and can't let her go." The master also smiled and said, "This thing is not something my master can understand. If you have entered the persistence, you will be able to come out and find the answer one day."

I smiled helplessly and said, "Maybe." Then my uncle let me enter the stone gate again, but this time it was in the palace. I saw Li Yiluo because of her appearance. Although I knew she was not her, I still couldn't bear to see her sad appearance.

I think this is what my master said about my excessive persistence. Zhong Liyan could clearly tell that Li Yiluo was not her, and then he took the relationship with Li Yiluo. But I just made a mistake because of that same appearance.

Once when I treated the sad Li Yiluo as her, I was controlled by her. Finally, I got another family execution. Looking at my family on the execution ground, I felt guilty.

When the eunuch promulgated the imperial edict before noon, I knew that she had found Zhongliyan to save me. I only saw her at Mingfeng Inn two days later. I knew that it was Yang Qian who quickly went to Yangcun and told her about me.

Seeing her pale face on the bed, I hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Luoer, what's wrong with you?" She smiled at me, then shook her head, and then I saw a tear falling from her eyes. I suddenly thought of my uncle's words: "She owes you to you with her own bones and blood." "But you are forcing her to owe you." I thought of her first child, because I insisted on marrying Hu Cuiniang and didn't.

Looking at her appearance, I didn't know how to comfort her. After looking at Qingshan, I turned around and left. I found Yang Qian and asked him, but Yang Qian just had no expression and said, "All the road is bumpy, she is weak."

When I wanted to ask again, there was nothing left. When I arrived at the stone gate, I didn't see my uncle. I was anxious, and suddenly there was a sound of wooden fish in my ears. I opened my eyes. Thinking of the words before my uncle asked me to lie down, I knew that the experience just now was not as simple as a dream.

I left my uncle and returned to the general's mansion. I didn't sleep all night and resigned that morning court that day, so naturally Zhong Liyan did not keep me.

A few days later, I sent my family home. Although I knew she was in Yang Village, I didn’t go to see her. I only spent one night at home and left. At first, I didn’t go to find my uncle, but I just walked all over the Longyu Dynasty one by one. Every Chinese New Year, I would go to see her secretly - and him. Every time I looked at her from afar, she smiled. At that time, I was often very satisfied, but when I was sleeping in the wild, my heart was filled with loneliness.

Eighteen years later, Zhong Liyan passed away, and the whole country was mourning. I sprinkled a glass of wine towards the capital and sighed in my heart: You can't let go of it than me? Zhong Liyan is indeed a good emperor. Every household where I pass by will hang a white silk at the door of his house three days before his death to show his condolences.

A few days later, I set off to a prefecture near the sea, where I met my uncle. From then on, I followed my uncle and listened to him chanting scriptures and preaching. Three years later, I became a monk and became a disciple of Master Yin She, with the name of Master Yuewu.

Since the master practiced Buddhism, I have never returned to Yangcun again. I listened to the master's lectures all day long, but I felt that I still had no understanding. The master once said to me: "Look at the mountain, look at the water, look at the water, look at the mountain, look at the water, look at the water, look at the water. When you have passed these three stages, your heart will no longer be in pain."

Twenty years later, I understood and went through these three stages. I always thought I was love for her, but later I listened to the sutra and thought it was not. At that time, I agreed with what my master said: I am just obsessed with her now. Now, twenty years later, I know that it is not attachment but love.
Chapter completed!