Facing his deep questioning, Ye Ruling could not avoid it, let alone lie.

She was silent for a long time in the darkness, and then slowly answered: "Yes."

Because of her answer, he slowly leaned towards her as if he had received tacit approval.

It turns out that such a night breeze is suitable for recalling the past. Those pictures hidden in the drawer of memory, and the bad feelings that I thought I would never take out in this life, can be seen again tonight. So many negative emotions are like a big mountain, weighing on me.

her chest.

"I'm thinking of you." She repeated her confirmation again, and at the same time, she also increased the volume of the word "in".

The long street lights outside the window are mesmerizing.

He gradually came closer to her and smelled the sweet fragrance of her body again. Then his lips touched hers lightly. She felt a strong undercurrent surging in her heart. He had no time to continue, so she pushed him away.

Get rid of him and put some distance between you and him.

This familiar action and scene made Ye Ruling suddenly recall the past.

She started talking and spoke for a long time without stopping.

"What I'm thinking about is whether you signed the divorce agreement, whether you and Han Jinxue's child was born, whether it is a boy or a girl, and whether you are married. If you are married, I should be able to

Go back."

She still mentioned the name, and the moment she mentioned it, Lin Chutian's whole body stiffened.

Certain things that have been done cannot be erased. Even if time rushes forward like running water. Ye Ruling thought that she could rely on time to bury it and forget it, but she didn't realize it until this moment. It was a thorn that penetrated deeply into her heart. Every time she touched it, she couldn't forget it.

It was discovered that it was not cured, but inflammation and suppuration, which was getting worse and worse.

She never knew that she was good at speaking such long sentences. Tonight, she could talk about herself without reservation, even if there was hatred for the person in front of her in her words, yes, it was deeper than complaining.

More pain.

However, those words seemed to be filled with warmth. Every word she spoke took away a bit of warmth from her until she felt cold to the bone.

"Because I'm too cold, hard and strong, you can kick and hit me at will, because you think I'm completely unconscious and won't feel any pain. Right?"

Her tone was not exciting and uncontrollable. On the contrary, she deliberately restrained her emotions, and her voice was trembling. Lin Chutian was shaken by the hidden emotions in her words. He felt complicated and unspeakable at the moment. He looked at her

Eyes, her eyes were like a mirror, but there was a black crack under the mirror, and for the first time, Lin Chutian could see her wound. Her fragility and the strength that she had deliberately disguised before.

What she said was right. This was how he thought of her at one time, because she was not good at expressing anger, and her meek and cold personality seemed to others to be cold and heartless. But others could view her this way, and Lin Chutian viewed her the same way as others.

, to her, it was the part that hit her hard. When they were resenting each other, he did take this naive approach to get her attention. When she didn't express her opinion, he felt that he was being fooled.

He was ridiculed. He still stubbornly believed that she had ruined everything they had worked hard on and was angry.

"Ah, Ye Ruling is a cold-blooded guy. Having a lover outside is not a big deal in her mind. It's not a big deal for **** to come to her door. In fact, that's what you think in your heart.

.Ye Ruling, you are such a failure. Your husband is having a love affair with his ex-girlfriend outside, and you still occupy Mrs. Lin’s position. Do you think it’s interesting to hold the title of Mrs. Lin? It’s fun.

?" She had no desire to stop narrating, she seemed to be talking to herself, after so many years of silence. Her violence and anger, at this moment, she no longer wanted to deliberately suppress its outflow.

His approach was to push her into the final abyss without leaving any room. He thought he was a moral defender, which was really ridiculous. It turned out that he was the culprit.

"I'm sorry." Lin Chutian's face turned very pale.

He regretted it too much, and one wrong step could lead to him falling into eternal disaster, but this was his own fault.

"So, what do you think I will do at that time?"

"So, you just left without saying anything."

"I have never done anything sorry for you. It is you who betrayed me, Lin Chutian. When I was in the hospital and Han Jinxue came to me with her pregnancy slip, the facts were already in front of me.

.Because we did not get married because of love, so I am not qualified to ask you to be consistent with me, but you are qualified to suspect that I am still entangled with my ex! What do you want me to do? Pretend not to know

, continue to pretend to be stupid, and live with you acting like each other in front of the elders for the rest of your life? I know I can't do it, and I don't want to force myself. If we could communicate with each other in the beginning, then even if there is an ocean between us

, I also want to swim over with all my strength. But whether it is your eradication of the so-called love rival or the rekindling of the old love for my ex-wife, these have completely buried my ambition. That kind of, 'You guys are

Is it true love? I won’t get divorced even if I die. If I want to trick everyone together, if I want to die, everyone will die together. I can’t do the things of “better to be broken than to live in ruins”. Because the days are still very long, I still think about myself

My life is not under your influence. Then, the only way to realize my idea is to leave you, stay far away from you, and never see you again."

"Ye Ruling——"

"At that time, everyone said that the person you cared about the most was me. Even the patients who I had just met for a few days said that I was stupid and lucky enough to get such a handsome husband like you who is so considerate to my wife. But, you love me.

This matter, this is not a fact that I can believe. It has been so many years, why are we entangled again? If you have completely forgotten me, and we both forget the unpleasantness of the past, the two of us will gain

Rest easy."

He was too stingy to express that he loved her, but he never wanted to say a word. Everything they dealt with only followed his own habits and ideas. He was used to being domineering and never considered her thoughts, whether she wanted her or not.

He was like a machine that couldn't retreat. He thought he was giving her the best thing, but what he gave her was not what she wanted at all. After running forward for a long distance, he realized that she hadn't followed him.

It was he who lost her.

"No. There is still Wutong between us, so we can't forget each other."

He interrupted Ye Ruling: "There is an answer, I haven't said the answer yet." Lin Chutian took her hand and put her hand close to his face, "We are not divorced because you stayed

I did not sign the divorce agreement. I am not with Han Jinxue, but I apologize to you for the childish things I did because of my poor self-esteem. Please forgive me. Also

——”

"I love you," he said solemnly, "this is a fact. It's not a joke."

Ye Ruling listened silently and did not answer.

"Can we start over?"

Her hand was caught by him and covered his face. Then her fingertips felt a trembling wetness. He shed tears. Ye Ruling realized this and she raised her eyes again to see

Tears shone in his eyes, and she followed them with tears. Almost subconsciously, she pulled out the hand held by him, and then wiped his face with her hands...

Her action of wiping his tears made Lin Chutian's heart collapse. He tremblingly hugged her who was cold and silent, and then lowered his head to explore her equally cold lips. All these years of misunderstandings and longings.

, the resentment made him continue to deepen the kiss and absorb her warmth.

Four years later, they revealed their feelings to each other for the first time. Although it was not immediately possible to revive their relationship, which had been on the verge of collapse and severance several times, it was a good start.

Because of the tears, this kiss could not be considered hot, and it tasted very bitter and astringent.

"I love you, Ye Ruling."

After the long kiss ended, Lin Chutian reiterated it again.

"You can review this picture and send it if there is no problem."

"You can review this picture. If there is no problem, you can post it." Lin Meiyue suddenly walked up to her, handed the information to her, and pointed at the dark circles under her eyes and said suddenly, "The dark circles under your eyes are

what happened?"

"Ah?" She subconsciously held the cup to block it.

"You must have been busy all night, right?"

"no."

She couldn't help but feel her cheeks burning.

Lin Meiyue smiled slyly: "I know, I understand, I understand."

"Really not!" She was really unable to argue. Although her relationship with Lin Chutian had thawed and their relationship had improved by leaps and bounds compared to before, they did not find it difficult to restrain their passion because of years of separation, as Lin Meiyue thought. On the contrary,

Except that she shed so many tears that night and Lin Chutian kissed her heartbreakingly, there was no follow-up action between them. Ye Ruling was a little reluctant to admit it, but she did feel a little disappointed. Logically speaking, it was not the man who would

Is she relatively more impulsive? She did not succumb to the clamor of her body, but she would also think about where their current relationship, which they are trying to repair, will go?

"Look how good it is now. Wutong is happy every day. You don't have to rush home in a hurry every day, do laundry, cook, clean up the house and work... Look, it feels a lot more relaxed."

It was indeed a lot easier.

When he woke up in the morning and went into the bathroom, he saw the toothpaste squeezed out on the tooth cup and the water temperature was just right. Breakfast had been prepared, milk and bread were placed on the table, and he made omelettes. At the earliest time, she, Lin Chutian, was giving Wu Tong

I changed my clothes, packed his small schoolbag, and then took his hand downstairs to the dining table, and the three of them had breakfast together. How could I not see before that he has such a homely temperament and does housework without any sense of violation?

Still handsome and charming.

In this situation, sitting opposite each other, they really look like a family that loves each other.

Ye Ruling never thought that she and Lin Chutian would have a time when they would give up fighting each other and become as cold as ice. It turned out that they could also have such tender and normal moments at home.

"Lin Chutian, what about your work?" After thinking for a long time, she finally asked, "You have been here for a long time. You shouldn't be able to let go for too long."

She knew that sometimes he would quietly get up at night and go to the living room to work with his laptop. Occasionally he would make phone calls and go outside the house with his clothes on. When he encountered some difficult problems, he would still yell out. But

Even so, he had no intention of going back.

No matter how late he worked, he would still come back and squeeze into bed with her. He resumed his previous sleeping habit and held her in his arms. It seemed that only by doing so would he feel at ease.
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