Chapter Seven I Care Too Little
After the doorman and the police pried open the door, I was the first to rush in. The living room was clean and tidy. There was a letter on the coffee table in front of the sofa. The envelope said: To my dearest friend Yao Mi.
I no longer care about reading the content of the letter. I just want to find Yingting as soon as possible and see her as soon as possible. As long as she is safe and sound and appears in front of me as lively as before.
The bedroom door was locked from the inside, and I couldn't open it no matter how hard I tried. I tried all my strength, kicked and hit it, but I still couldn't open it. "What the hell do you want to do? Open the door, please."
You... open the door"
I still couldn't open it. I was so scared. I was scared like that time when I begged Chen Feng and said: Don't leave, please don't leave. But in the end he still left.
This kind of pain is enough once
Shang Nan grabbed me and kept calming my emotions, "Yao Mi, don't panic, let the police open the door first, Yingting will be fine, don't worry, she will be fine."
I threw myself into Shang Nan's arms, feeling completely powerless and eager to find someone to rely on.
The bedroom door was pried open, and the wind outside the window was suddenly sucked in. The slightly covered white screen was blown around. Yingting was lying on the bed, so quiet and weak, as if the bedside was being blown by the wind.
The white curtains are so light and fluttering.
White pills were scattered on the floor next to the bed...
It was like I had a recurring dream. In the dream, I screamed in fear and searched everywhere. The wind made me tremble all over. I yelled for Chen Feng and Ying Ting desperately, but I couldn't find them.
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When I woke up, it was already dark outside. Shang Nan was standing in front of the window talking on the phone. When he saw me waking up, he quickly hung up the phone, put his palm on my forehead to explore, and then said softly
Whispered, "Are you awake? Did I disturb you? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
I looked around to determine where I was, and all I heard was Shang Nan say, "You are in the hospital, you fainted, and you have been asleep for more than three hours."
"Why am I here?" Yes, why am I here? I remember, yes! Yingting.
"Where is Yingting? How is Yingting? Where is she?" My sudden and violent reaction touched the needle that was being infused in my hand, causing pain.
"Slow down, Yingting is fine. She is in the intensive care unit next door." Shang Nan pushed me down on the bed and comforted me. His expression at the moment was very serious, not like he was joking.
"What's going on?" Why did Yingting lock the door of her house? Why was she lying on the bed with pills lying on the floor? Why did I coma for three hours and then show up in the hospital when I woke up?
Shang Nan moved the stool next to the hospital bed, looked at me seriously, and then spoke slowly.
After listening to Shang Nan's narration, I felt chills all over and couldn't hold back my tears. I never thought that Yingting, who is usually as happy as a little sparrow in front of us, would choose such a cruel method.
Want to end her life. How tired is she of living? How can she bear to leave those of us who care about her? How can she be willing to let go?
I vaguely seemed to see Yingting lying silently on the bed again!
Shang Nan said that when the police pried open the door of Yingting's bedroom and rushed in, Yingting was already lingering at the gate of hell. Fortunately, we arrived in time, fortunately!
After my strong resistance, Shang Nan agreed to take me to see Yingting. Through the glass window, I could see my dear friend. She was lying on the hospital bed, with an oxygen mask covering her small face.
, at this moment, her eyes were closed tightly and her face was pale. Only the electrocardiogram next to the hospital bed reminded her that she was still alive.
"After the doctor's examination, Yingting was in shock after taking a large amount of sleeping pills, which caused her brain to be in a coma. Fortunately, we arrived in time, otherwise it would have been very dangerous. However, I don't know what happened to her, and she actually did this
Making such a stupid choice”
I can't stand listening to what Shang Nan said. This is a scene that only appears in TV dramas. How could it happen to Yingting?
This is simply ridiculous!
When I returned to the ward, I kept thinking of Yingting lying on the bed in the bedroom, with the swinging curtains, the howling wind, the white pills on the floor, and the soundless body, which was very much like the plot of a horror movie.
"Are you okay?" Shang Nan handed me a glass of gentle water, his eyes full of worry, but I didn't care about his mood at all. I didn't have time to digest everything that happened.
As for how I ended up lying in the hospital, according to Shang Nan, I broke into Yingting's bedroom and cried and shouted, and finally fainted, leaving him and a group of policemen scrambling to save two people at once.
, I guess all the police officers were speechless.
At around ten o'clock in the evening, the doctor told us that Yingting had passed the critical stage.
But she still didn't wake up, so Shang Nan asked me to go back and rest, saying that I had to go to work the next day, and he would just take care of me in the hospital. Originally, I wanted to call and ask for leave, but when I found Sha Mao's phone number, I thought
It seems that he has abdicated, and on the first day that the new general manager takes office, I can't ask for leave from the beginning.
Shang Nan drove me back to my residence. As he left, he told me not to think too much. How could I not think about such a big thing happening?
I didn't fall asleep the whole night. As soon as I closed my eyes, I could see Yingting lying on the bed, and the sound of crying from Yingting's phone echoed in my ears.
Every once in a while, I call Shang Nan to ask about Yingting's situation, and he always says the same tone, "You are worried about her. Don't worry, have a good sleep. She will be fine as long as I'm here."
, I will pick you up to go to work tomorrow morning."
The last time I checked the time, it was around 5 o'clock in the morning. I was woken up by the alarm just after I slept for a while. So, like a zombie, I slowly got up and washed myself. As soon as I stepped out of the elevator, I met Shang Nan.
"I told you not to come," I said vaguely while eating the breakfast Shang Nan bought for me.
"Just as you are worried about Yingting, I am also worried about you, Yao Mi, don't think about everything in the worst possible way, okay? Be optimistic." Shang Nan flicked my forehead and spoke with seriousness, just like my head teacher in junior high school.
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However, I clearly felt that Shang Nan's concern for me completely exceeded my concern for Yingting.
Is Shang Nan caring too much about me? Or am I not caring enough about Yingting?
A deep guilt comes from my heart, because of Yingting and also because of Shang Nan.
If I had paid more attention to Yingting, I wouldn't have known why she would do such a stupid thing.
At around nine o'clock in the morning, Shang Nan called me and said that Yingting had woken up, had just taken medicine, and now fell asleep again.
The hanging heart finally fell.
Before lunch time, colleagues started to arrange their seats. Zhou Youli stood on her seat and looked at me with disdain. There were several unknown men who were carrying several large pots of flowers to put on the table.
When we arrived at the general manager's office, it was really rare to see this kind of laborious situation. It seemed that this new boss had a lot of background.
I also briefly tidied up the things on my seat. There were a few potted plants that were shrinking because I ignored them. I took them to the bathroom, poured some water on them, and used clean water to clean the dust accumulated on the leaves of the plants.
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All living things need to be cared for in order to grow better. Plants like these, if I use them more often, they will definitely flourish. And Yingting, if I know more about her, she will grow better.
Chapter completed!