Chapter 124 My Mind
Li Qianru was still sober when we left. We drank three bottles of red wine in total. This time I didn't stop her. Although drinking didn't make her completely forget the pain in her heart, it could temporarily forget her worries.
After leaving the small hotel, it was already dark outside. Pedestrians were walking in a hurry on the street, and vehicles were passing by. Everyone and every car had a place to go. Although the city is big, it is also cold and made of steel and concrete.
In the forest, where is your destination? Maybe the straw-covered nest is the warmest place for you, but are you attached to the warm straw or the person waiting for you?
In the autumn evening, a cool breeze suddenly started to blow, and I suddenly felt the slightest hint of autumn. Li Qianru tightened her tight clothes.
I wanted to hold her in my arms, but I didn't dare. We walked slowly along the street, no one said anything, and I was very satisfied. Although I knew Li Qianru was in a bad mood, I could be with her.
Walking in the night is a rare treat for me.
People are selfish. When I heard the news about Li Qianru's divorce, I didn't feel too bad. What made me sad was Li Qianru's haggard face. The memory of Li Qianru just now even made me feel jealous of that man. After all, Li Qianru had loved
He was still in love with me so much. Even now, my memories are still filled with warmth.
I walked beside Li Qianru and turned around to stare at her silently. Li Qianru walked slowly with her head lowered. Her long hair was blown by the wind and fluttered slightly in her ears, like an elf in the night talking to me.
Li Qianru stretched out her hand and stroked her hair. The movements were very gentle, with her unique charm. Li Qianru's every move and every move was very tasteful. She couldn't tell why. Maybe she liked someone, and it was pleasing to her eyes no matter how she looked at him.
We turned a corner, and there was a levee in front of us. This city is cut through by the Yangtze River, so there will naturally be levees along the river. Many people like to come to the levee to watch the river on summer nights, but with this weather,
There aren't many people.
Li Qianru and I walked towards the embankment at the same time.
The embankment is full of green grass, which has not withered even in autumn. Walking on the embankment, the cold air blown by the river breeze is moist and mixed with the smell of grass, which makes people feel relaxed.
There is a pavilion not far ahead, built on the riverside. The pavilion is very small, with only four pillars supporting a small glazed tile roof. This pavilion is built at a bend in the river, and the pavilion stands there quietly.
, a crescent moon hangs obliquely in the sky above the river, and the faint moonlight shines on the pavilion, giving it a quiet and peaceful beauty.
"Woo..." A whistle sounded, breaking the silence around. A cargo ship slowly sailed across the river. The hazy hull scratched the reflection of the crescent moon on the river, and the little afterglow turned into light as the water surface surged.
Nothing.
"Sister Li, let's sit in the pavilion." This was the first thing I said as we walked along.
"Yeah." Li Qianru nodded.
Li Qianru's mood obviously calmed down a lot, and she smiled slightly when she looked at me.
We sat on the fence of the pavilion and looked at the river in the night. Although the scenery on the riverside was not as prosperous as on a summer night, this cool autumn night had a unique feeling.
Li Qianru put her hands on the fence and looked up at the crescent moon.
The moonlight shines on Li Qianru's face. Li Qianru's eyelashes are slightly curved upwards, her cheeks are covered with a layer of light whiteness, her red lips are printed with a little starlight, and the curve of her chin and slender neck are natural. Li Qianru is like a
A proud white swan, but she lives in the world.
I stretched out my hand and covered Li Qianru's little hand. Li Qianru glanced at me and turned her head away, not rejecting my move.
I became more courageous, so I took Li Qianru's hand and leaned towards her, my arm pressed against hers.
Li Qianru suddenly tilted her head over and leaned on my shoulder. My breathing suddenly stagnated. Li Qianru rarely treated me so boldly.
Li Qianru and I were side by side, her head resting on my shoulder, and I held her hand. We just sat in the small pavilion by the river and watched the river. I didn't move anymore. I automatically copied it in my mind.
After seeing this scene, many years later when I recall this scene, I will feel warm and sweet...
Li Qianru finally refused my request to take her home. She took a taxi and left. I stood there until I could no longer see the taillights of the taxi, and then I stopped the taxi and left.
When I rushed back to the medical school, it was almost midnight. I was afraid of waking up Lao Guo, but when I sneaked into the room quietly, I found that Lao Guo's bed was empty and Lao Guo was not there.
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I simply washed myself and went to bed. I slept very well and peacefully. I had a very sweet dream. In the dream, Li Qianru and I hugged each other, and I said: "I love you."
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Li Qianru said: "I love you too."
I woke up with a smile. When I woke up, I saw a face leaning over me.
I was shocked.
"Lao Guo, what are you doing!"
"You are laughing in your dreams. Your brain nerves are very excited. This is not good for your sleep." Lao Guo slowly retracted his head, then walked to the mirror nearby and fiddled with the hair on his head.
Lao Guo is actually only twenty-seven years old, but he looks like someone who is over forty. It doesn’t matter how old he is, but his demeanor is really similar to that of a forty-year-old, calm and slow.
, he is neither impatient nor impatient in anything he does, and is even more steady than many forty-year-olds. He always holds the tea cup in his hand and drinks tea slowly and leisurely.
This is my first impression of Lao Guo.
"Lao Guo, why did you go last night and didn't come back so late?" I asked.
"Little brat, why are you asking so many questions?" Lao Guo replied nonchalantly, then he opened the door holding his large teacup and walked out slowly.
Oh my god! You are actually putting on airs.
I don't want to pay attention to Lao Guo. I don't have the time, but when I think about living with such a weirdo for three months, I feel a little troubled.
While I was washing up, I heard a knock on the door.
"Chen Pi, come out quickly." It was Deng Qi calling me.
I opened the door, and Deng Qi and Liu Tienan walked in together. They were talking and laughing, and they seemed to be familiar with each other.
"At eight o'clock in the morning, everyone has to go to greet the professor invited in the hall. You must not know." Deng Qi said.
"Really? I really don't know." I looked at the time and it was already half past seven. Damn it, Lao Guo didn't say anything just now. He must know. How could this be? After all, we are all classmates.
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"Hurry, don't be late." Deng Qi urged me.
After I washed up in a hurry, I followed Deng Qi and others outside.
In the next three days, students and professors continued to arrive. The medical school also set aside a large classroom for us, with all kinds of facilities. These people are elites in the industry, and naturally their treatment is excellent. Those who
I don’t know any of the experts and professors, but they are quite impressive after hearing the introductions.
The courses are also arranged and divided very carefully. Western medicine is divided into several categories: extracerebral and neurological. There are specialized expert professors to teach different students. The teaching method is not like in school. The professors
The lectures are open to the students. Professors and students can openly discuss with each other on an equal footing. Experts and professors bring out some typical medical cases, and the patients in some cases are even being treated in the hospital.
My method is to communicate and promote each other, strengthen information interaction, and also mean to compare with each other. After all, the students here are top-notch and promising in major hospitals. Some of them are even the best in the hospital.
For example, Yang Jian is the chief brain surgeon of a Class II hospital and is very famous. Of course, I didn't know that. I only found out about it by listening to other people talking about it.
The saddest thing is our traditional Chinese medicine class. Our traditional Chinese medicine has never been taken seriously, so we hired an old traditional Chinese medicine expert with gray hair. I heard that he used to be the health doctor of a certain chief.
The courses in Western medicine are very tight and intensive, and there are many professors. Many professors fly here temporarily and have to fly back after giving lectures.
We have very few Chinese medicine courses, and there are no medical records discussing this topic. I feel like we Chinese medicine doctors are just here to make soy sauce.
I asked Director Qin to raise my doubts, and Director Qin was also helpless. He said that this is the current situation of traditional Chinese medicine. Although every hospital has set up a department of traditional Chinese medicine, the department of traditional Chinese medicine is not ranked among the most profitable departments. Now
Everything is about money, and so are hospitals
In this way, if you don't make money, you will naturally have no status. Furthermore, except for some elderly people, young people don't believe in traditional Chinese medicine at all. In many hospitals, traditional Chinese medicine has been reduced to the status of health care and physical fitness. As for treating diseases, Western medicine is still effective, which is a lot.
people's thoughts.
Traditional Chinese medicine health care is very popular on TV, but almost all the people watching it are elderly people, and they only talk about superficial knowledge on how to take care of the body and how to regulate the body's mechanism. I feel like it's just a lie. Our traditional Chinese medicine is broad and profound, and is no worse than Western medicine.
, things left by our ancestors, how can it be so simple? The decline of traditional Chinese medicine is due to various reasons, as long as it is hidden for personal use, and it is too slow and difficult to learn. Unlike Western medicine, which is very mature in theory, it is the same in all schools.
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This is like Western food and Chinese food. Chinese food tastes different in every restaurant and even in each person. Western food is different. There is a set number of ingredients and how much ingredients to use. You see, Western-style fast food is open all over the world, and Chinese-style fast food is different.
If you develop slowly, you will know the difference.
Director Qin was very polite to me. He said that our Holy Hand Hall is a treasure of traditional Chinese medicine. If I don’t pass it on and carry it forward, our traditional Chinese medicine will lose some light. I think Director Qin has something to say. He advised
I came here probably just to show me the embarrassing status of Chinese medicine and to stimulate my fighting spirit.
Chapter completed!