I haven't heard from Li Qianru for a long time. My mentality towards Li Qianru is very complicated. She and I have always been getting along in secret. We can't make it public. My feelings for her are also very complicated. We both know that we can't be together, but we still

They are still attracted to each other. The relationship between men and women is not controlled by reason. The more you try to treat it rationally, the more irrational you become.

Li Qianru has a certain attraction to me, which is different from Qinqin and Deng Qi. The gentleness of a mature woman in Li Qianru makes me drink nectar.

Although Qinqin and I broke up because of Li Qianru, I didn't complain about Li Qianru. I don't blame her. I can only blame myself! But the man Li Qianru chose made me very hurt. I actually understand her very well. She is divorced.

There has to be a destination, and I am not her destination. But I am unwilling to accept this reality in my heart. I can only escape, so I have never gone to Li Qianru, nor have I had any contact with her. I can only let time take its place.

I smoothed over this relationship.

But I didn't expect that I would get news about Li Qianru from other people!

"How is it? Is my stomach problem serious?" In an office, I was feeling the pulse of Teacher Zhu. Teacher Zhu is a lecturer in the mechanics of materials in our department. She is a woman, about thirty years old, about the same age as Li Qianru.

Big, and I know that she has a very good relationship with Li Qianru.

"Your stomach may have some chronic gastritis, but it's not serious." I took back my fingers on Teacher Zhu's wrist and said with a smile.

"Is that so? I've been having stomach pains for the past few days. When I went to the hospital, the doctor said there was nothing serious, but I still feel pain." Teacher Zhu has a round face and two dimples when he smiles. Although his appearance is

Average, but many boys have a good impression of her.

"Do you feel swollen, have no appetite, or feel congested?" I asked.

"Hey, that's right." Teacher Zhu is from Sichuan, and he has a Sichuan accent when he speaks, which sounds very interesting.

"It's okay, my stomach is a bit saggy. Many teachers have this problem. I'll give you a prescription. Then you should pay more attention to exercise and eat smaller meals more often." I said.

"I really can't tell, you are really professional! If Qianru hadn't told me, I wouldn't have known you were so good at Chinese medicine." Teacher Zhu said with a smile.

When I heard Li Qianru's name, my heart skipped a beat for no reason, but the expression on my face remained unchanged.

"I haven't seen Director Li for a long time. What is she busy with?" I asked casually, but I still couldn't help but want to know the news about her.

"She's on vacation!" Teacher Zhu said, and then he said with a bad smile: "Why did you ask Director Li to do it? I don't think you have good intentions." Teacher Zhu's words shocked me!

"Teacher Zhu, what did you say?" I explained quickly.

"Yo, yo, yo, I'm blushing. I'm teasing you!" Teacher Zhu laughed: "Don't think I don't know that you boys treat Director Li like a goddess behind your back. There are many boys who like her.

Right." Teacher Zhu likes to joke, and I have learned this before, but her joke this time almost made my heart skip a beat.

"Director Li is beautiful and a nice person, so many people like him." I smiled, my voice was a little bitter, but Teacher Zhu must not have noticed.

"It doesn't matter if you are beautiful. Since ancient times, beauties have always had a bad life, and Director Li is also a pitiful person." Teacher Zhu sighed and said.

"Don't say that, why is Director Li so pitiful?" I asked deliberately.

"Why are you telling this to a kid like you? Why don't you tell me!" Teacher Zhu shook his head.

I wanted to talk more at the beginning of the conversation. I really wanted to know how Li Qianru was doing. Finally, I caught Teacher Zhu talking, so I wanted to talk to her more.

"I know that Director Li is divorced, but divorce is nothing now!" I couldn't help but imitate Teacher Zhu's tone.

"Divorce is nothing to you men, but it's a big blow to us women! You kid doesn't understand." Teacher Zhu snorted.

"I'm not young anymore, and you're not much older than me, so don't be so old-fashioned." I smiled.

"After all, I am your teacher, and I eat more salt than you." Teacher Zhu educated me: "If you ask for a wife in the future, you must be nicer to others. It is not easy for a woman to be salty in her life!"

I decided to ask directly. What I wanted to know was actually about Li Qianru and that man. I knew that Teacher Zhu and Li Qianru were good friends, and she would know a little bit about Li Qianru.

"I saw Director Li on the street with a man with a little girl. I felt that the man had a good relationship with her. Is he chasing her?" When I asked this question, I was actually very worried.

It was uncomfortable, but I asked anyway, in a deliberately nonchalant tone.

"You've seen it before... I can't tell you anything. That man is Director Li's classmate and he's chasing her, but she didn't agree to let him go." Teacher Zhu shook his head and sighed: "Actually, I don't think so.

That man is pretty good, divorced like her, handsome, and has a career. The key is that he liked her a lot when he was in college, and he didn’t know that she was just thinking about it! He just refused to agree to it!

"

No answer!

I can sum up what Teacher Zhu said as this: Li Qianru didn’t agree to that man? But when I asked her, what did she do?

I suddenly understood that Li Qianru deliberately misunderstood me. She was doing it for me. This must be the case. She wanted to use this method to make me keep a distance from her, or even leave her completely! She did it, why am I so stupid?

, I believed it easily, I was deceived by Li Qianru!

Teacher Zhu was still talking nonsense, but I couldn't hear a word. Now I want to ask Li Qianru in person, why she lied to me, and whether she really lied to me on purpose!

When I came out of Teacher Zhu's office, my mind was gone. I wanted to rush to Li Qianru immediately. I wanted to ask her if my guess was true.

There was no reason at all, I just wanted to see Li Qianru right away. I suppressed it deliberately and didn't think about Li Qianru. This feeling burst out at this moment, and my hands and feet were shaking with excitement!

Li Qianru was on vacation and not in school. Where should I find her? I immediately ran towards the school gate. I wanted to go to her neighborhood to find her. I knew where she lived. I had been to her house.

I hurried to the community where Li Qianru lived. It was still dark when I arrived. I rushed directly to Li Qianru's house and knocked on the door. I didn't care whether it was appropriate or not, I just wanted to see Li Qianru right away.

I knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no response at all. I put my ear against the door again and listened. There was no movement at all. Is there no one at home?

I went downstairs angrily. I didn't give up. Li Qianru would definitely come home, so I just waited. I could always wait until she came home.

I found a flower bed downstairs at Li Qianru's house and sat down. I lit a cigarette and tried to calm myself down. I couldn't get too excited and I couldn't scare her. This was my idea.

I waited for more than two hours. It was after six o'clock when I arrived, and now it is after eight o'clock. It was still very cold in the early winter night. I didn't wear too many clothes, so I just sat in the flower bed.

The last wave of cold air penetrated my body, and I couldn't help but shudder a few times. But I had no intention of leaving at all. I had to wait for Li Qianru today.

I almost finished smoking a pack of cigarettes, and I couldn't help but stare. It was already dark after eight o'clock, and the windows of the houses upstairs were all lit. Only Li Qianru's house had the lights dark. I stood up, stamped my feet, and turned around.

After a few laps, I put my hand to my mouth and breathed in the heat. I raised my head again and looked at the road coming. On the road, a woman carrying a large plastic bag was walking slowly towards this side...

"Sister Li!" My sudden appearance obviously startled Li Qianru.

Li Qianru raised her head suddenly, then took half a step back: "Why is it you?"

"Why can't it be me?" I laughed and became excited the moment I saw Li Qianru.

"Do you have a problem with me?" Li Qianru asked calmly.

"Yes, I want to ask you a question." I said.

"How long have you been here?" Li Qianru asked me.

"It will take more than two hours. If you don't come back, I will freeze to death." I said honestly.

"It seems that the question you want to ask is very serious." Li Qianru glanced at me.

"Can I go to your house? I'm freezing," I said.

"Just ask here. After you finish asking, you can go back quickly." Li Qianru lowered her head and didn't look at me.

"Why did you lie to me? You clearly didn't agree to that man." I said it directly.

"...Who did you listen to, who told you!" Li Qianru looked up at me nervously.

"I just want to know if it is." I stared at Li Qianru and asked slowly.

"Chen Pi, don't be stupid, what does it matter? Go back!" Li Qianru's voice became louder.

"Are you avoiding me on purpose? Do you think this is the best thing for me? Do you think this way I won't get hurt?" I asked repeatedly.

"You have your life, and I have mine, don't force me!" Li Qianru's voice suddenly became choked with sobs.

"Okay, I'm going to force you. Believe it or not, I'm going to say loudly that I like you right here. I want everyone to hear it." I said excitedly.

"No!" Li Qianru shouted softly.

"If you avoid me, I will do this!" I said decisively.

"You..." Before Li Qianru could finish speaking, I snatched the plastic bag from her hand: "I'm so cold. If you don't let me go to your house, I'll scream!"

I finally entered Li Qianru’s home again, a place I am familiar with!

As soon as I entered the door, I hugged Li Qianru. Li Qianru struggled: "Let me go!" She scolded in a low voice.

"If you don't let me go, you'll run away as soon as I let you go." I was acting rogue.

"I won't run. This is my home. Where can I run?" Li Qianru was helpless.

"I like you!" I said.

Li Qianru said nothing.

"I like you!" I emphasized my tone.

Li Qianru still didn't speak.

I lowered my head and kissed her.
Chapter completed!