Chapter 245: A Heart That Can't Be Warmed(1/2)
After listening to Lu Xiaoman's words.
My heart suddenly became cold to freezing point.
I know that I have no hope to continue to love with Lu Xiaoman.
The love between us and the world has been completely broken.
At most, between us, we are like-minded fellow Taoists.
But I was still so unwilling to accept it.
Because I am still a young man with a strong spirit now.
I have not yet practiced to the point of becoming a Taoist priest who is still in a state of confusion.
We were silent for a moment and the air became very solemn.
We occasionally take a sip of tea to pass this difficult time.
I was very disappointed to see me.
Lu Xiaoman comforted me: "Wang Yang, don't be sad, everything is arranged by God, not something you and I can control."
I could only nod my head silently.
Unexpectedly, after a few days, Lu Xiaoman actually realized his enlightenment.
I said a little sadly: "Xiaoman, but I am really unwilling to lose you."
Lu Xiaoman said disapprovingly: "Have you lost me? Are we together? Aren't we a good relationship?"
I said a little sadly: "Xiaoman, but this is not what I want."
Lu Xiaoman asked quietly: "Wang Yang, what do you want?"
I looked at Lu Xiaoman's beautiful face, graceful figure, and charming mountain peaks with her chest.
I said to myself, what an excellent girl, is she just converting to the empty door like this?
I heard Lu Xiaoman ask what I hope to ask for.
My blood was boiling for a moment.
But I just boldly scanned Lu Xiaoman's body over and over again.
But I dare not have any bad ideas.
Because this girl is now a holy being.
Faced with this holy existence, any bad thought is a sin.
Lu Xiaoman saw that I had never answered.
She had no choice but to ask again.
"Wang Yang, what do you want?"
I was so scared that I quickly looked away from her.
"Wang Yang, you have to express your true thoughts."
I immediately became sacred and looked at Lu Xiaoman innocently.
She stared at her face for a long time.
The eyes of the two people were intertwined in the end.
I found that Lu Xiaoman's expression was so pure, his eyes were as clear as a stream.
"Wang Yang, what do you want to get?"
I stumbled: "Xiaoman, I like you."
"I ask you, what do you want?"
"Xiaoman, I dare not say it."
"Whatever you think, just say."
"I'm afraid you'll get angry, Xiaoman."
"Why am I angry? I won't be angry."
Seeing Lu Xiaoman's pure eyes as angel-like, I became holy for a moment.
I said, "Xiaoman, can't we continue to fall in love?"
"No, if you said this a month ago, I would have died of joy. But we will never be able to do so."
Lu Xiaoman sighed softly.
I said tentatively again: "Xiaoman, I don't want to go back tonight."
"If you don't want to go back, you live with me."
"But, where do I live?"
"If you want to live there, live there."
After hearing Lu Xiaoman's words, I couldn't help but feel grateful.
He couldn't help but stretch out his hands and hugged Lu Xiaoman's shoulders tightly.
I hope Lu Xiaoman cooperates with me and interacts actively with me.
But Lu Xiaoman was like a sexless person, with a cold reaction and unmoved.
I had no choice but to hug her tightly, as gentle as I could.
I want to influence Lu Xiaoman again.
But she didn't react at all.
I don't want to give up.
I looked into Lu Xiaoman's eyes, hoping to see what I wanted to see.
But what I saw was peace.
I completely lost confidence.
"Xiao Man..."
"Wang Yang, you said."
"I want to kiss you."
"Um."
Lu Xiaoman just nodded.
I thought Lu Xiaoman was finally moved by me.
I kissed Lu Xiaoman crazy on his forehead and cheeks.
Finally, my hot lips were pressed against Lu Xiaoman's red lips.
But what makes me sad is.
Even if I am so enthusiastic, the only answers to me is cold.
I had no choice but to give up.
It was already the second half of the night.
I know, it's time for my rest.
I said, "Xiaoman, it's getting late, it's time for us to rest."
“Yes, it’s time to rest.”
That night, we were in the same bed.
What surprised me was that although I slept on the same bed with Lu Xiaoman, I had no insignificant thoughts about her.
I slept until dawn after a night.
The next day I woke up and saw a beautiful woman sleeping beside me.
My passion was still ignited.
At this moment, Lu Xiaoman was still sleeping. Her expression was peaceful and her face was filled with a charming smile.
I admired Lu Xiaoman for a while.
He could no longer control his emotions, so he lowered his head and kissed her forehead.
Lu Xiaoman slowly woke up.
"Wang Yang, you're awake."
I didn't say anything, just looked at Lu Xiaoman lying on the bed.
Needless to say, I've ignited my desire again.
To be continued...